Icon Z vs Icon E vs Icon LED
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Never - Rock Project
I am thinking of getting a new paintball marker, and I am trying to decide between 3 markers. The markers are Icon Z, Icon E, and Icon LED. The Z is a semi-auto mechanical blowback. The E is the Z with an electronic trigger frame with DIP switches. The LED is the E with a LED display and inset buttons instead of DIP switches. The 85$ Z sounds mad good, and if i ordered the LED's 45$ frame, I could have a 125$ LED instead of its price of about 185$. WHAT I DO? O_O

Film Project: Batt's Class
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Surfer Girl - Homegrown
In other news, Im going to work on another little film project. Its going to be for Mr. Batts class, and is supposed to discuss the meaing of life. I dont even know the meaning of life, other than really the search for the meaning i guess. I donno.. Love maybe? Happiness? Self-fulfillment? So yeah, since I obviously cant say what it is to me at this point, I atleast can say what it isnt to me. SOO... Thats where Memento comes into play. I was really moved by the scene when Leonard takes all his wifes old stuff, like the stuffed bear, comb, and her favorite book, and brings it to some non-descript motel. There, he hires a female escort, and has her pretend to be his wife. When he falls asleep, he forgets about setting all that up, and he wakes up. He is trying to re-inact that night when she died. He goes into the bathroom and finds the girl doing crack. He gets mad and leaves. He then burns all her stuff in some construction site while the sun rises. I was thinking to have a premise like that for my video. Just showing someone going through a bunch of different lifestyles, each time waking up into another, each one different than the last, with no recollection at all. I think that by showing what life isnt to me, I can show what it is. I just cant really put it into words so far.

HTMLing
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: MX - Deftones
Im getting pissed looking at my site again. I really think it needs to change, and desperately at that. Its so horribly noob its not even funny. But yet, Im lazy, and dont feel like scripting the damn thing in Notepad, or doing the Photoshoping for it. Oh well. In more relevant news, paintball is fun.

Student Profile
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Extacy - ATB
This is funny... I have to fill out one side of a paper with blatant brags and BS about myself. Easy right? Thats what I thought. Academic Achievements/Awards? Most lazy student? Most Consistant No-Homework Do-er? Lol... What else? Athletics... LOL! 3 years lax, 2 years waiting on sidelines for varsity. 2 years witout playing more than 30 quarters between JV and V. SWEEEET!. Skills? I am really good with the Plasmagun, Railgun, UMP, USP, AUG, Colt, Rocket Launcher, Mauser, and Glock. I can use weapons from the 40s up to god knows when! I can kill around 100 aliens with only 2 pistols and a lot of ammo without dieing. I can drive a mercedes at 210mph in NY and not crash. I can listen to hours of music. I can sorta code HTML. I can edit film, and produce and be grip. I can sorta use Photoshop. I can sorta be a network admin. I can sorta do absoluetly bs. Oh, I dont cheat. Scholastic or otherwise. I do share homework though :p. I can Paintball pretty good? I can take a shot and keep going. I can take concussions pretty well. I can put my fist through walls when Im pissed. I can punch a tree till my hand bleeds. I can accidentally stab my hand with a knife and keep working on that piece of wood. I can write short stories sometimes. Sometimes, I think I can really do amazing things. Things that most people dream about. I think that I could get shot, fall off a building, get hit by a car, fly, and whatever. I think I can save the world. I dont think I'll get into good enough a college. I dont think I'll get a good enough job. I dont think I'll ever get myself out of the middle of the road. I dont hit squirrels in the road, except this one time. That was an accident. I try to emulate those I am not. This is most noticble with video game heros. Ideal. Stong, and unfailing. The ability to fly. The ability to fight. The ability to know that no matter what you do, where you go, you will not err: you will succeed and do whats right.
I can also fill a whole page with BS about myself. I think you enjoyed this as much as I didnt writing it. I am modest. I hate selling myself to others. I hate lieing about myself. I hate the disapointment others will have about me when they really know me. I hate being just me. I need to be something more. I think you can help me.

Get Fuzzy?
Mood:  silly
Now Playing: Shaolin Satellite - Theivery Corporation
Get Fuzzy Monthly Archive
This has got to be the best comic ever :P. Its my kitty, plain and simple.

Chillin'
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Polar Lights - Chilltopia
I just downloaded the Chilltopia CD, and let me just say its ridiculously good. Its kinda ambient music, but woooow. Amazing. I hung out with steffy today :).

SAT Scores
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Weekend - Scooter
The SAT site has be running in a simplified mode since late friday afternoon. The site is now fully functional as of today, but they still have not posted the scores. This is getting a tad annoying :(

Paintball Video
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Southern Sun-Paul Oakenfold
I am now making an instructional paintball video with my friend Dan Nguyen, and we are going for a 1950s era instructional video feel. The audio is purposefully shitty, and the video is monochrome and has errors. Well see how it goes lol

My Benz isn't dieing!
Mood:  surprised
Now Playing: Can You Hear Me- Ministry of Sound
My benz isn't dieing! It lies! This weekend, I start it up, no rattle, faster than its been in weeks. Still smells like sh-t, but my dad says that is because the gas they use in the winter has some chemical additives that burn weird. So that solves that I guess, though I still wonder wth that rattle was below 2,500rpm. O_O

PAINTBALL GUN!!
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My Benz is dieing!
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Adagio For Strings-Samuel Barber
MY BENZ IS DIEING! I think the catalytic converter broke :-x It smells like sulfur, and my car rattles under 2,500 rpm. Its not the tranny, because it still shifts smooth.. This is bad... all that sulfur isnt going where it needs to. Hopefully it doesnt hurt my car tooo much. That would blow.

Work
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Truly-Delerium
I have completed my history essay, and now am on slide 5/12 for my presentation on Navarra. I have yet to start my battiato paper on the Greeks, and it most likely will take me all night to do that damn paper. Oh well. Any help/hints leave comments here O_O

SAT Class
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Timeless-ATB
Lol... the chillin icon is Ritalyn wtf.. Right now, I should be working on my paper for Mr.Battiato, but Im not feeling the whole greek tragedy vibe now... so ill save it for some other time (along with my spanish project lol). Ach, cant do it now oh well

Battiato Paper-Greek Tragedy
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Trilogy-ATB
Today, I had SAT tutoring from 6-8. Wouldnt be that bad, but it takes around 40 minutes to get there, so really, I leave home at around 5:15 at the latest. I got in at 9:00, and I am now printing sparknotes on all three plays. I will form my outline from this, and then from there, flesh it out into my paper. I am tired, frustrated, and just plain pissed I left this much work for the last second... again. Oh well right? Wish me luck..

I got an extension, and have till monday... Shouldnt be too hard to finish off now that I have the time, and with SATs out of the way.

New Footage :)
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Smooth-Iio
This song is so cool... the girl sounds so like, dirty lol :p Strange voice. But yeah, I captured some cool footage of Bobby as the new Ghyslain (Star Wars Kid), and some sweet slow action fighting with Tom and Bob. We are thinking of making a new version of Sockbaby, quite possibly the coolest personal video with kung fu ever.

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RC House Jump

LOL
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Puppet Panic 1-Sonic Team
------------: that's right.
------------: you're a very clever boy
Brett Carl0ck: im touched
------------: you should be.

Eeek!

Why does Nascar have such a stigma?
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Picky's Theme-Fighting Vipers
------------: i don't know, go to a redneck party
Brett Carl0ck: no
Brett Carl0ck: drive nascar
------------: oh
------------: bah
Brett Carl0ck: w00t
Brett Carl0ck: bah?
Brett Carl0ck: are you kidding me?
------------: yeah
------------: no
------------: in that order.
Brett Carl0ck: ooo
Brett Carl0ck: harsh
Brett Carl0ck: well
Brett Carl0ck: im excited
------------: yeah well
------------: frankly i'd rather fuck your sister than go to anything nascar related
(Girl said that... lol)
Can Nascar really be that bad? I mean, come on, they are still fast cars, no matter if they look like they are mega-billboards...

Presidential Debate
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Im With You-Avril Levigne (Leama & Morre Remix)
"I believe I can make America safer than President Bush has made us," Kerry answered. "I believe America is safest and strongest when we are leading the world and when we are leading strong alliances."

The only thing I can say to that is just woooow.
I cant believe that guy. All he can do is point and say "ha, didnt happen to me." Well, hes right, it didnt, and he would be like an ostrich with his head in the sand IF anything did happen to him. (Swift boats anyone?). Bush may make grammatical errors, and make strange faces, but does it really matter at all? He has principle, drive, and what I take as an honest and heartfelt desire to kick some ass. More power to him. And, most importantly, though he may have lost his poise periodically, he did not resort to snide remarks and below the belt tactics as Kerry did. Ever see Billy Madison? Remeber the dude thats trying to replace Billy as the heir to Billy's dad's company? Kerry anyone? Stupid weasel-face. Anyway, hope Bush keeps it up, and kicks ass in the polls.

New Layout??!! O_O
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: Just Breathe- Telepopmusik
Yeah, as for the new layout. It feels like I've been repeatedly running into a brick wall. I doubt I'll actually go through with it at this point. I mean, who actually visits my site besides me? And I barely do at that lol... So yeah, maybe if I get bored enough.

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This guy is a genius

Gir Dance O_o
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: This Is Ska-Bad Manners
Gir Dance. If you havnt found it yet, its fun... Some nice Ska for you to listen to as Gir boogies... yeah, Im bored lol...

New Layout??!! O_O
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Frank Sinatra-Cake
Yeah, Im working on a new layout for my site. I know you all love its noobness, but Im kinda tired of it. My lack of coding efficiency/knowledge smacks me in the face when i realize each page is about 50k plus. WOOOOW... But yeah, had a totally bitchin layout, but in frames. Angelfire+frames=oich! Doesnt work, so instead of frames? Arseloads of tables. Kinda ugly, kinda doesnt work, and kinda frustraated with it. Its daunting to say the least. Maybe by christmas... maybe..

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Cool lights, nice price, and a page that will give you your cars light numbers. SWEET!