No, I guess not...
Well, you said no. This blows :|

You came :D
Now Playing: Needles - Adema
Well, you came and went.... It was an amazing weekend. I hope that things continue to improve between us.. Now its off to study organic... love you bay

Your Coming again...
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Unstable - Adema
Your coming to visit me this thursday... Tomorrow actually... I hope things work out well..

Well hope you can give us a second shot. Its only 2 weekends away till I see you... I want to fall in love with you again...

Mood:  sad
yeah... missing you like whoa. Counting down the days... I only hope that you can find it within yourself to give us a second chance... I promise ill do things right this time. I promise Ill be everything you need and nothing you dont. I promise to love you more than ever...

Mood:  sad
And so ends the most important part of my life...

Mood:  sad
I fucked up

RIT - 01Y-01S-04W-01D
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Push It - Static X
Fuck RIT. I hate all my classes and just being here blows. Yay college. Lets hear it for the best years of my life.

RIT - 01Y-01S-03W-02D
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Emotions [2002] - Trance[]Control
I hate my writing seminar :| I got a C+ on my first essay, I got a 73 on the first quiz, and I have to type another essay in class on thursday. I do not like that class at all. On a brighter note, my other classes still suck, but not nearly so bad. I also am broke and need to do laundry. My 8am chemistry class is also getting old fast. But whatever, I still have fridays off.

RIT - 01Y-01S-02W-01D
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Spitting Games - Snow Patrol
Well, today was the first day of classes. I had gen/analytic chem at 8am :) Its a letcure class of 240 students woooo. After that i am on break till noon when i have intro to bio. After bio ends at one, i have break till two. At two I had chem lab. It was short class, though its supposed to be three hours long. I just merely checked my lab equiptment and left. I end my day at 5 and then I just chilled in the dorms. I played a whole mess of quake3 and cs then I read about a good 20 pages in my chemistry text. After that I walked around the floor to talk to the people a bit. Not too bad :\ though my labs are going to be scary. 3 hours each :C and I have to work on each lab project for about 4 weeks a piece, scary shit.

RIT - Day 007
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Cyclone - Dub Pistols
Well, I arrived at Syracuse around 4 something yesterday. I met Stef infront of the big white building with black tiles at Syracuse. She walked me up the stairs to her dorm where I met alot of her friends. After, we went to a chinese restaurant just outside of the school. She had the triple delight and I had spicy tea chicken. Good stuff. We then went and got ice cream. After that, she showed me around her architecture building and part of the campus. After that, we went and watched gilmore girls and tv until about 1am. Then i went to bed :) I woke up this morning with my baby next to me. Great feeling :-* At about 1:45 I had to go to catch a bus to downtown Syracuse. I got on the 3pm train to Rochester and it was very quiet. I even slept. But yeah, good two days. Thank you Stefanie

RIT - Day 006
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: The One I Need - Lange
Today we had a seminar about the deaf students at RIT. It was very interesting. I got a sign sheet and I taught myself on the way to visiting Stef at Syracuse. The train ride was not too bad, though I almost missed the train. I caught it as soon as the door closed. I didnt have to pay for a ticket though :) There was this nuts lady on the train that trapped every new person and asked them favors. I had to buy her a soda, water, and pour the soda. As well as throw out her garbage, clean the tray table, and keep track of time so she could take her meds. Strange :\

RIT - Day 005
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: Don't Think It, Feel It - Lange
Today I pretty much chilled in the dorm. I played alot of quake3 with Todd and he played his guitar. Hes sick at it :\ plays hendrix like its nothing. Very impressive.

RIT - Day 004
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Grazed Knees - Snow Patrol
Tonight Andres was smashed and brought Rachel over. So i chilled with Todd, Tim, Jake in the lounge till about 4 in the morning. We fucked with andres trying to wake him up but it never happened. Then we sat playing on Tims xbox. I saw the sun rise, pretty sweet. After that we went to the gym then to breakfast. There were some orientation stuff but I cant remember any of it. Oh well

RIT - Day 003
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Chocolate - Snow Patrol
Today was pretty sweet. It started in a way only I could managed. I almost missed our OA group trip to the Monroe Park Ponds. :) I was supposed to be with the group at 11:30, but I woke up at 11:40 haha. My OA called and waited for me. So yeah, good start. We went there and we split ourselves up into groups based on activities. I chose GPS and Medicinal Plants. In GPS, we took GPS units and walked around trying to figure out what the waypoints were. It was pretty cool. In medicinal plants, a professor walked around in the woods with us and stopped to show us some key plants. I learned that sassafrass root was shown to cause cancer, some weed thing gives off metyhl salicyclate and that blueberries help hypoglycemics becasue of some chemical in them. Also that poison ivy helps arthritis pain. Go figure :\ After that, I got back to my dorm and ate dinner with my floormates. When we got back in, we had a floor meeting. After the meeting,we chilled in the rooms until the fire alarm went off. Twice. And we stood in the rain for like 20 minutes. Pretty damn funny, cause that guy got fined haaard.

Second Day at RIT
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Ways And Means - Snow Patrol
Well, today we had alot of orientation stuff. We had the convocation ceremony in the morning and it was pretty cool. My favorite speaker was Dr. Frederick. Afterwards, we went and had a symposium with our department heads. After that, I had lunch at the SAU and went to the dorm. My parents stopped by and dropped off some food and cleaning supplies for me. AFter that, we did some activities with our OA groups. I talked and met the peoeple in my group, and they are actually pretty cool. We did some name-game stuff and 12 questions. After that, I went to my room. I talked to Tim and Jake, the kids across the hall, and I learned that they are pretty awesome. I also talked to Andres for a while. I am starting to get a little more comfortable here. Finally.

First Day at RIT
Mood:  down
Now Playing: The Invisible - Geezer
Well, today I moved in at 8am, sorta. I started around 8:45 (I lost all my move in information, so I had to go find it with the help of RAs) and finished toward 11:45 or so. After that, we went to orientation which was set up in the gym. There were 12 stations we had to go through to complete the process.
After all of that which took like 3 hours, we went to get my books. I bought a pretty big chem book (500+ pages), Listening to Earth (200 pages), Natural World (maybe 100 pages), and a monster bio book. Its like 900+ pages with a 600+ page workbook. Monster thing. It weighs like 15 pounds. But yeah, all in all, this trimester of books only cost me about 294$ which isnt bad at all. They are all new too :)
After I finished move in, my parents brought me to The Pakistan House, which had some very wicked food. It was very good, but my stomach couldnt handle it. Oh well.
After all that, we had a little floor meeting outside in the grass. Our RA Naqi tried to get everyone comfortable with each other, and mostly failed. After that little powow, we had the Brick BASH! WOW! shitty concert with bad music. To fulfill requirements, I went and watched it a little. It was like a bunch of people dancing, the rest standing and going wow what the hell. I strolled outta there and back to my room.
Here is where I meet like 20 people rapid fire. They are all friends of Andres and they love their alky. So yeah, people come in and drink, peace out, and come back.
I just hope this shit doesnt happen during the year.
Yay RIT. Four fucking years left

Senior Prom
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Al's War - Less Than Jake
Today was our senior prom. It was waaay up in West Orange, Mayfair Farms. I followed john bruno and his dad's limo all the way up there with Stef in our car. It was definately much nicer than last year's. Stef was absolutely beautiful and it was really an honor to be with her tonight. She was by far the most beautiful girl there, and I was so proud just to be with her. Tomorrow is our dinner cruise in New York. Yay :)

Good Weekend
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Last Moment Of Clarity - BT
Yeah, this weekend was pretty good actually. I didnt really get a chance to write till about now. Friday night after lacrosse, Stef and I went ice skating. We definately havnt done that in too long. The weather seems to be taking a turn for the better so that and rollerblading should be on the uprise. On saturday I had the game against Voorhees (we won) and then later on played some paintball with dan. I saw stef later that night. Sunday was the walk for Chris Baldowski, which actually had a large turnout from what I saw. It felt good to do something for Chris, and it was a very nice day out. I pretty much stayed with stef all day until about oh... 10:30 at night. Not bad for a school night :)

Voorhees
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Red Alibi - Sparta
This was an interesting one. We lost to Ridge by 7 points right? Well, Voorhees beat Ridge by only one point... AND WE BEAT VOORHEES BY A POINT!!! Such a great game. Jimmy was on, Suggs was on, Ritters were on, and Gillen was on. Our defence was on for most of it, but we had some... special moments :\ like the penalty with 55 seconds on the clock. But hey, I cant complain, got me on the field again lol