Tomorrow is Theanna's first born's birthday. He's going to be 14. Where has the time gone? I can remember teaching Jeron to blow raspberries while he lay in his playpen. And after his heart surgery, at six months old, singing to him and dancing with him because the drugs were making him cranky. He spoke way before he was supposed to; at 4 months he was saying I love you, Rynn, Goo (this is what he called his birth father) and other things that I can't remember now. He would say them fast so enless you knew what he was saying you couldn't understand him.

At one point I wasn't paying attention, and had to be told that he had called to me a few times. I said, "I'm sorry, Jeron, what?" "Alvoo," he said back. "I love you, too, Jeron," I told him. He laughed and kicked his feet.

Happy birthday, Jeron, you are unique and amazing and have been all of your life.

It's official, I'm having some kind of break down.

I'm bleaching my hair. I'm going to be a dirty blonde. I was already dirty now I get to be blonde!

OH!

Tomorrow is Tara Lee Day in San Francisco!

Be sure to look for the floats and streamers!

(Floats and streamers, airport shuttle and phone calls, whatever.)

I'm worried about Emo Phillips.

I went to his show last night and had some interaction but he had no energy. I don't mean that he was listless he had no essence. I'm sensitive to people's moods, and Emo had nothing. He hugged me at one point and it was like having my arms wrapped around an inanimate object.

He puts on a good show, on and off stage, but there is something going on that he needs to address.

I hope he finds his way to help. He's a nice man, who seems to like his fans, I don't know him personally so I can't say that he's nice to his mailman but he's been kind and welcoming to me.

Poor Emo.

Sunday night, again, most of the people I invited came to the show. All I asked was that they give me a simple phone call and let me know that they we're coming. Diane was there, so it was a good night.

I spent most of the day with Rick. We went to see The Core and then met up with Dana and Sarah at Mel's. From there we went to another theater and met up with Diane to see Spirited Away. After that we went to eat at a place on the Wharf and then to Cobb's for Rick's show.

Awesome day.

Yesterday, I laid around, took a nice long nap, and relaxed. It's amazing how tired I still am. I can't wait for my doctor's appointment so I can know what's going on. I'm not that old, I shouldn't be so worn out after a couple of movies and other sitting around activities.