ARGGGG!!!!!

I'm inspired to write but I have no new ideas. I could go back and work on other work, some of which is on floppy disc and my floppy drive is dead, but I really wanted something new to celebrate this new part of my life.

Help me, please. Anyone?

I watched the greatest movie yesterday. I know that it's an older movie that probably everyone has seen already but I really liked it.

Donnie Darko.

I watched it twice, once just the movie, the second time with commentary with the director and the star, Jake Somethingsomething. I really liked it. I wish I had seen it in the theater.

I did that before with Hudsucker Proxy; missed it in the theater, loved it on tv.

Have you seen Donnie Darko? What did you think happened?

I think I've made a mistake. I moved too fast with this guy and shared too much too fast and I think I scared him away. I really like this guy, first guy in a long time that I've cared about, and I've blown it.

I'm no good at this. I have no practice in pacing myself with men.

I did what I thought was fair and I was honest with him, I don't regret that so much as I wish I had found a better way to tell him or that I had waited for a better moment.

Think good thoughts for me. Better yet, send energy for what is the best outcome.

Can anyone tell me why some people are so petty? I understand that people are unhappy and they feel the need to spread it around, but why do they pick on someone so kind? Someone so forgiving and funny and great.

I feel sorry for them because they can't see what they're missing, they aren't giving a chance to know someone worth knowing.

I'm done.

It's another day and I'm still here. I've been trying to think of an idea for a new short story and I'm coming up dry. Writer's block I've had before, but I've never lacked for ideas. I don't want to continue past triumphs, I want to do something from scratch.

Rick says that I should take things from my life, he was talking about comedy sketches but I think it still applies.

I'm so bored with my life I don't want to write about it, too. I want to write something that will take me out of my life, but I don't know what.

If any of you have any ideas please slap in a comment.

I'm feeling nervous. I'm not sure why. I've been shaky for since I started the new meds but now I feel like I should be shaking.

I wonder what this is all about. Maybe I should have something to eat and see if it goes away. There isn't much I can do until I find out from where this is coming.