Everything that's on my Amazon.com wishlist are either Dr. Seuss books or sex books. I think this says more about me than I want it to.

Something you might not know about me: Although I am a fan, I no longer own any Dr. Suess books. I used to have quite a collection, but when I aquired a younger sister when my mom got married, she took possession of them.

Apparently, I was too old for them. Yet, here I am some 31 years later wanting to own each and everyone of them.

I leave you with this: Big feet, little feet, here come pig feet.

I will be brave. This will be my new mantra.

I will be brave.

How are you today, Rynn?

I'm brave, how are you?

Although I'm running the risk of sounding like Stuart Smiley, I have to tell myself that I'm worthy of love. I'm worthy of desire and being desired.

Eek. I wasn't quite ready for that one. I think I'll stick with being brave and worthy of love for now.

So, what are you doing today?

I'm being brave, how about you?

This sudden change in attitude is due to a chat I had tonight with Kitana. (DM will be lucky to be with you, hon, don't you ever forget that. )

Do you think it'll rain?

I think it's going to be a brave day, thank you.

I'll report back on how long this lasts.

Good news: I got that check. It was in my mail box Sunday. Bad news: Once again the landlord feels like it's okay to hold onto my mail. I don't know why that would be okay in anyone's book. I mean -- fuck!

I went to Cobb's with Di last night, Lee Levine, (he was the only jewish kid in his neighborhood and the anti-Semitism was oddly personalized. "You know who's in charge of the media? Lee Levine. Let's get him.") Clark Taylor, (who has a long bit on his family shopping at The Walmart, that I can't possibly recreate, go see him and ask him before the show if he could, please, do it) and Jake Johannsen (On the east coast black out, "Some people were saying that the black out was a terrorist act. I'm a pussy but you've got to do more to scare me than turn out the lights. At least chase me or something. Ooooo, here comes the tickle monster!") A good time was had by all.

But I'm still feeling a little pissy about the mail being put in my box so late. Tsk. People.