I get to see Rick tomorrow! Yay! 9 months is too long to see a friend.

20 years on the west coast and how do I celebrate? I'm still in my night clothes. I'm in need of a shower but can't bring myself to get off line. I'm bored but listless, yearning but lazy, sad but disinterested.

I should look into getting back on the antidepressants.

Okay, who wants to fall in love with me? Huh? Any takers? I've been doing yoga, so I'm limber. I'll love you up good.

No, I'm not desperate, why do you ask?

Happy Birthday, Dave Foley

He's 41 today.

My emotions are out of control. I'm in love, I'm out of love, I fall, I get up, only to fall again.

It's got to stop, right? I mean at some point won't my brain realize that its feeling two things about a guy but not at the same time? It's good to know that I can fall for someone I know and not just have teenage crushes on glowing images.

I have to find a way to break this trend.