So tired

I am so tired lately. I went to bed a 6p last night, I woke up for a few hours, then slept pretty well until the morning when Ms Moo woke me up a little after 8a. I'm ready to go to bed now. The headaches have become less frequent but are still around on almost a daily basis.

I went out today even though I was full of anxiety to the point of being shaky. I don't know why, I just know that I didn't want to be out and couldn't wait to get home. I even splurged for a cab.

What is going on in my brain?

Oh, and on behalf of Tavie, Fuck you, May 21st!

Link added

If you look to the left of the screen you'll see that between Gina and Joe I've added Heroine Girl.

Her story is one of survival, it is raw and real in the retelling, and it could have happened to anyone. It's that one road splitting into two - one way is a childhood of innocence, safety and knowing that she was the most important thing in her father's life - the other road leads to a step-family, being ostracized by her father in favor of his new wife and family, sexual abuse, drug addiction, and the sex industry.

What most wouldn't have after taking the second road is the hope, optimism and altruism that Heroine Girl radiates.