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Wayscape
by
Sara Steege
Writing Across Cultures
January 25th, 2001
I Am, I Was, I Will Be
I suppose it would be proper course for me to introduce myself. I am Sara Steege, and I am many things. First and foremost, I am a storyteller, an artist, a spinster of tales and wonders with words. You see, that is my trade, or at least what I want my trade to be. But what I am now, and where I am going has its precedent in the past.
I am many things, and I was many things. But one of the first things I can remember was drawing. Incessantly. One of my first lessons was that not all surfaces were appropriate to draw upon. White stucco walls in our family room, for example, seemed like good place to draw some cats and critters having a meeting of sorts—when you’re about four that is. That operation was quickly shut down by my parents, who only appreciated my kind of art when it was on paper.
As for the subject of my primordial practices, I tended to draw animal-people or little cartoon characters that I liked as a child and adapted for my own stories. What I was wholly and blissfully unaware of back then was that this cute little childhood practice would develop into a growing strength and propensity for storytelling, particularly in the forms of writing, and drawing, and a little bit of role-playing. Needless to say, I’ve known what I wanted to be from an early age. The trick, one might say, was seeking that destiny out and making it more than a mere dream.
Naturally, as we walk the path of life, we discover other aspects of ourselves than those strong inclinations we start out with. Sometimes this discovery flowers from the efforts or kind encouragement of an inspiring teacher, and other times at the kinship of a like-minded friend. I flourished under the teachings of serious, yet goofy history teachers like the bumbling, self-proclaimed "simple peasant tree-farmer from north of North Plains" Mr Pressly. My appreciation of history, which was nigh obliterated from the throes of Middle School, blossomed into new life at his tutelage my sophomore year of highschool, in a course on Western Civilization. I was inspired to move on into Junior American Honors History, and eventually to Senior AP American Honors History, which was the crown of my highschool history career.
Now, you’re probably wondering what the deuce history has to do with anything—particularly since I was so vague and hasty in relaying that part of the story. (Yes, it’s a sad thing to be constrained to a certain length of time and pages, but these are the things writers have to deal with.) Actually, history has a lot to do with how I look at things now, as my present college student self. One of the tidings from those courses in American history was the recognition that history is a collection of interpretations passed down and rewritten throughout time by many, many hands. History, in essence, is a story. A long, incredibly immense and rich story of the world. It is more than the sum of events and dates in that sense, because people come into it with their own thoughts and feelings. Everyone has a story. Taken together, well, that’s history.
And that’s what history has to do with anything.
It should come as no surprise then, that I’ve carried this interest with me beyond the seasonal changing of oak trees, from the suburban hills of Portland, to the small flat valley-town of McMinnville, and into Linfield College. It is here I hope to synchronize my interests for the symphonies to come, for the plays that are waiting to be performed, for the stories that are waiting to be shared. I have already begun my journey and have managed to make new discoveries along the way. Occasionally, when I look up from the tasks at hand, I find a smile upon my face, for now I know where I am headed. But perhaps I was never lost, but had somewhere along the line just forgotten the way like a confused kitten who doesn’t know where parents have gone off to.
Nonetheless, every task requires my attention in order to proceed ahead. And so, with a serene nod and a mutter of "Onward!" I bow my head and immerse myself in the ink of others. My time to share my own ink will come, but that is for another day.
Listening Wind
I sit on a cushion of thick-bladed grass, surrounded by wind and sound. As I glance to my right at a speckled flock of birds floating on the hazy blue-white clouded backdrop, the wind sends another whisper to my ears. Though I cannot comprehend its subtle roaring language, its intentions come home, filling me with a sense of inner peace and belonging.
Now my ethereal companion is quiet. Distant happy chirps from small birds are heard. The buzzing roar of an airplane resounds behind and above me. Even fainter than the birds is the protective bark of a large dog.
There is another sound I can out besides these and the far-off, ever-present bellow of a busy road. I have no name for this sound in that I do not know what generates it. It comes from the pale, spotted hills that lie before me. The sound strikes me as mechanical, a pitched whirring I cannot discern.
Whatever it is, it has stopped now. As it is my time to lift my pen and end this.
99-Word Short Story
Warrior
The rains had come again, pattering percussion on the stones beneath Rynn’s feet. He stood, poised and watchful of the forest around him. He nocked an arrow. Something stirred in the foliage, a low rustle. Only the sound of lightly falling rain could be heard.
Darkness gathered on the edge of the forest, a shadow of corruption.
Then the shade leapt over him. His bow twanged. The arrow flew swift and sure, burying itself in the beast’s eye. It released a twisted cry, like a thousand beast screams bellowed at once. Then light returned. The demon was dead.
Haiku
stroke of white lightning
thunder ripping earth, scorched tree;
grand fist of Heaven.
hallowed wooden flute
piping a sorrowful song—
yet courage of home.
white jade moon whispers
sparkling companions gaze firm;
listening cool night.
gentle drifting white
a gust disturbs your gravity,
winter covers all.
Zen Poetry
Dreaming Awake
The hills pulled me west
My soul surrendered, my body weak
The journey is a dream, myself a figment
Yet I moved
Pulled west
Where the journey restored life
And I…
And I
Awakened from the dream.
Renga
Winter
Falling frigid fluff
Floating down from gathered gray
Frosting the pale land
--Sara Steege
Glistening snowdrift abound
Frozen crystalline wonder
--Jay Fortman
Slippery iced street
Shuffling slowly along
Sliding, skating straight
--SS
Trying to stay upright
Swerving this way and that
--JF
Working wonderful
Whipping arms and legs to move
Wage war with that hill
--SS
Victory at the summit
Winning was half the battle
--JF
Battle done, onward
Beginning scurry again
Back from ice beauty
--SS
A miracle of nature
Breathtaking in every way
--JF
Foggy vapor breath
Floating puffs as they shuffle
Forward down and still
--SS
Going out of control now
Flying down the steep pitch slope
--JF
Spontaneous slide
Swift-sliding to collision
Smack-fall, down on ice
--SS
Thunderous laughter erupts
Sides are hurting from guffaws
--JF
Wacky warm laughter
Waffle-wail, trying to stand
Waggish merriment
--SS
Very funny looking scene
Will they find their composure?
--JF
Before all is lost
Balance is restored again
Banter also resumes
--SS
A raucous talk now ensues
Back to square one they return
--JF
Falling frigid fluff
Floating down from gathered gray
Frosting the pale land
--SS
Glistening snowdrift abound
Frozen crystalline wonder
--JF
Epistle
Dreamscape
Dear Soryn,
Twelve nights have passed since our parting,
And the storms proceed to get only worse.
The skies are blood-black with their fury.
Of all the places on the planet,
The coasts are by far the most ravaged.
Maelstroms ravage the deeper waters
Thrashing vessels with its gale wind
Before pulling them under like pebbles in a bath.
The worst of it is far from our shore,
Yet I know it will not be long
Before it will be on our very doorstep.
Already the winds have roared with such ferocity
That we’ve had to board up the glass
For fear that it would break.
The tide has kept its natural pace,
But it shan’t be long, I fear,
That it will turn malevolent as well.
Despite everything,
I find my mind elsewhere,
Seeking hope, seeking life.
This crisis does not extend far inland,
Save by the efforts of Man.
There are paths that still exist
Leading into the forest and to the hills.
I know not what lies there,
Yet I feel that is our salvation.
I miss your company,
Kristin
Ghazal
Uncertainty
Hollow sound pitted in an ice cavern
Weak and shallow nothingness
Cold blackness beyond the glow of stars
Nothing penetrates such a black shroud
Quickened anxious heart beating
No escape, running, a prison with no exit
Unseen vapor in the frozen darkness
Echoed cry at the bending of bars
Desperate bellow of the unforeseeable
Return now to the new world
Respite
Flow home, you thoughts of weariness
Follow the procession to mists of dreams
Find reverie in the fantasy-scapes beyond the gray
Run with legends in fields, mountains, forests
Scenery instilled with adventurous peace
Wind flickers worries away
Short candle glowing serenely in a monk’s cell
Silence, distilled, wholesome quiet
Quietude between moments
Between the dream and reality
Found Poem
At the Boundary
To the right
dull accelerating roars
soft approaching buzzes
distant shambling branches
mute water babbling
To the left
mirthful squeaks
twittering warbles
whispering water
hollow blunt buzz
thundering metal thud
Writing with Music
Meditation in Ease
Peace.
Quietude.
But there is an inner tension.
Peace.
Sleep.
Lift the soul.
Sooth the tension.
Open.
Listen.
Meditation in Unity
Children playing, raising happy voices.
Chant. Music to God.
Quicken! The voices hasten to a new rhythm.
Low and high, melted silver and gold;
A new metal—harmony.
Meditation in Concentration
Seek the path.
The sky opens.
Seek the path.