Sophia-Marie Shay was born on December 16, 2003, the daughter of
Dr. Thanad and Mrs. Kim Shay in Illinois. She has a big brother, Matt,
who is 5 years old. Kim is the daugher of my dear friend, Marlene and
I dedicate this page to the memory of Sophia-Marie, her parents, her
brother and her grandparents. This precious child of God was born
prematurely and weighed under 2 pounds. She has gone to be with
Jesus this day, January 5, 2004 and has her own special pink cloud.
I'm just a little baby girl
who didn't quite make it there.
I had to go be with Jesus,
but I'm waiting for you here.
Don't fret about me Mommy
I'm of God's lambs most blest.
I'd had loved to stay there with you,
but the Sheperd knows what's best.
Many dwell here where I live
Waited years to enter in.
Stuggled through a world of sorrow,
and their lives were marred with sin.
So sweet Mommy don't you cry
wipe those tears and chase the gloom,
I got three weeks to stay there with you,
instead of coming here straight from your womb.
Thank you for the life you gave me
I'd have loved to brought it fame.
But if I'd linger in Earths shadows,
might instead have brought it shame.
Daddy gave me something for you,
It's our secret Mommy dear.
He pressed it tight against my forehead,
and whispered in my tiny ear.
I'll be waiting for you Mommy,
Daddy and big brother too,
I'll be waiting for you to hold me,
then Daddy's kiss I'll give to you.
Love Sophia-Marie
Yes it is true that I never got to see all that this world holds
The flowers, trees, grass or a bright sunny day
Barely the smiling faces of my loving family
But in my heart I have seen all of these things, even in my short time
It is also true I never got to feel the many things that you take for granted
The snow on my face on a cold December day
Finger paints and crayons I will never hold in my hands
But I did feel the loving arms on my mother and father cradling me gently.
I never got to hear all the sounds that make most hearts sing
The laughter of a loved one or the sweet song of a bird
Songs on the radio and the words "I love you" are to me a mystery
But the soft touch of my mother's hands shouts to me all of this and more.
I would never have known the joy of running through a field of flowers
Never would I roll down the side of a hill to dizzy to stand
Hide and seek, tag and dodge ball I would have missed
In my mind I will do all of these things and more.
You all may see it as me missing out on all of these things by leaving you so soon
But where I am going I will do, see and hear everything you do and more
All the people that have passed before me are waiting to make that come true
I will always think of good things, for in my short time that is all I know.
So don't cry for me
I am doing all that you have all wished for me,
and from my time here with you
I will know nothing but love and that I will take with me.
(c) 1998 Verna Van Every All Rights Reserved
Life can hurt us now and then
And bring the bitter tears
When disappointments cloud our faith
And hope gives way to fears.
Temptations weave a tangled web
And sorrows break our heart,
But God still loves us thru it all
And offers a new start.
His love can mend the broken heart
And dry the bitter tear.
His grace restores the faith we need
To overcome our fear.
"In God we trust" should be our creed
In living day to day,
For only He can meet each need
And take the hurt away.
Clay Harrison
To All of you, with love
May the Lord's light shine where'er you roam
And its brilliance guide you safely home.
May it steer you on seas forever calm
And always keep you safe from harm.
May it radiate the brightest of beams
To always keep and fulfill your dreams.
May it never flicker when trouble brews
And lead to safe harbors for you to use.
May it shine eternal from high above
And always fill your life with love.
Billy Parker
Snowflakes falling from high up above,
I know in my heart she's sending me her love.
Falling so gracefully upon my face,
Each one touches my skin and leaves without a trace.
How I wonder just what they could mean...
but, for now I know they are kisses from my angel Sophia-Marie.
How I miss her and think how it would be,
but, for now, until I see her in eternity,
I'll cherish these snowflake kisses from my beautiful Sophia-Marie