I promised you I would quit.
I told myself I'd give up.
I let the masses consume me.
I gave in.
I rode this horse in.
I made it drink from poisoned waters.
I put the bullet in my head.
I tied the knot.
I created.
I destroyed.
I blessed.
I cursed.
I kept egging it on.
I kept believing it was all a game.
I told her to trust me.
I threw it all away.
I led a blessed life.
I turned it into a joke.
I grew old.
I grew young later.
I wish I hadn't grown young.
I wish I hadn't grown a consciousness.
I am the slave.
I am the obidient.
I am the blasphemy.
I hold myself to higher standards.
I could honestly give a shit.
I could hold myself open.
I could cover the whole spectrum.
I could never.
