I'm tired of feeling alone
Body aching, Heart Breaking
Alone in the darkness
Comfort of my bed
Stay down
I'm too lazy to keep you there
If you move, who cares
Feel the angst in the air
A broken antiagonist
Flying through the sky
When can I see you again?
Go to the candy store and find something for your soul
Find something for me
Find something to set yourself free
When you think it's over,
It's just begun.
What did I do to deserve this
Piece of shit middle class life
Lost in a daze of watery ash trays
Sitting up late, freezing cold
and I shiver
Waiting for love.
Anxiety sweeps through, breaking my body.
This is a great time to be alive,
except if you're lonely.
Cold hearted bastards leave you to die
and they don't care what you think, unless they agree
And I want to find the sun, bask in my glory
But what glory, what sun, there's nothing there, nothing left of me to compare.
This place is hell.
We've already lived out lives, we just don't know
And we don't care.
Don't ask if I'm concerned
You won't get a straight answer
They gray walls of my heart
contain my spirit
and a red fluid
Do I care if I die?
Not really, what's death
If you've never lived?
I try to tell you the truth,
But I won't kill myself...
I have a reason to live.
