Angelus gently lay on the bed with her. Now that their primal hunger was sated for a while, he decided to take things slower this time. He kissed her mouth, savoring her flavor. She was so soft and warm. He ran his hands over her body, causing her to whimper with need. He kissed her entire face, taking his time then moved lower.
"You are so beautiful. I want to taste every inch of you," as he gently bit and nibbled on her nipples, teasing her mercilessly. Buffy held him closer and moaned and arched her back to get more contact. Angelus moved lower as he worshiped her body with his lips, tongue and teeth. He tugged and pulled her creamy skin, tasting her.
"So good, so perfect," he said while thrusting his tongue into her soft folds. He licked her clit over and over, then sucking on it. He made her cry out his name again and again as he made her come just by using his tongue on her.
Buffy was mindless from the pleasure. He made love to her again and again until their bodies were unable to move. But their hunger for each other couldn't be sated for long. They explored each other, caressing, touching. Buffy ran her hands all over his body. Oh she missed this so much. She loved to touch him. She licked, kissed and nibbled his wide chest. He tasted so good. They were insatiable. They couldn't get enough of each other. They spent the rest of the night worshiping each other's bodies.
Early the next morning . . .
Buffy awoke with a moan. Her head was resting on Angelus' shoulder and one of his arms was around her waist, and another hand was softly stroking her back. She mumbled his name as he ran his hand over her hair, gently stroking, playing with it.
"Good morning lover," he whispered in her ear.
"Mmm, Angel," she answered. Then he placed small kisses on her neck up to her jaw line, and finally her lips.
"What are we going to do now Angel?" she asked with a small voice. She had broken their trust again by breaking her promise to them.
"I don't know that yet my love but from now on we have to make sure they don't find out about us. I meant at least at for the moment," he said while placing kisses along her neck and shoulder.
"I thought I was going to die without you, Angel. I couldn't sleep and eat either. I wanted you so much," she whispered to him.
"I know my love, I know. But I am here now and I am not going anywhere," he reassured her.
"Angel, I promised them that I would stay away from you and if they find out about this then they would never give me another chance," she said.
"Look, Buff, as you know I really don't care about what they do or think. As a matter of fact when I learned that you left me, I knew they must've made you to break the deal between us and I wanted to kill them all but I didn't because then you would be sad and I didn't want that. But they shouldn't have asked you to something like that. They don't understand you like I do. They don't care about what you want and need. All they can think about is themselves and their needs," Angelus told her while wishing she could see her friends were against her and kept her from getting what she wanted the most.
Buffy thought about what he said and some of the things he said were true.
They refused to understand her the first then they laid rules for her to follow. "I know about that Angel, but they are my friends. But you are right; they made to do things I didn't want. They couldn't see the pain in my eyes of being separated from you."
Angelus smiled at her response. Finally she was seeing the things his way.
If Buffy knew her friends didn't understand her feelings then she would not do the things their way anymore. Now all he had to do was to make sure she would never ever leave him like she did before. She might have chosen her duty over him the first time to win her friends' trust but this time he would make sure she would choose only him in any circumstances. He needed to make sure that she knew he would do anything for her.
Angelus couldn't tell her about what he wanted from her the most yet. He wanted her as his eternal mate. He wanted her to bring her to the dark side and join him. But he didn't want to tell her that. He wanted something much more. He wanted her to entirely depend on him. She needed to feel that she couldn't live without him for a second that she wanted to be in his arms forever. If her friends couldn't accept a relationship between them and if they demand that she stop seeing him then Buffy would have to choose once again.
But this time she would choose him. She would do anything to be with him because she couldn't bear the thought of living without him. And then she would come to him and tell him that she wanted to join him. She would come willingly to him when she thought that was the only way for them to be together and that they were meant to be together. And he would do everything in his power to make this happen. If he told her he wanted to make her a vampire, she might refuse at the moment. He wanted her like he never wanted anything in his life.
He needed her so much and being with for eternity thrilled him. He couldn't survive a second apart from her. She only belonged to him, she was only his and she would realize that soon.
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