Intensity so far behind

Doors appear and are brought upon me

Revealing themselves with my sorrowed contentness

Once awakened, now blind

I stumble throughout the happiness that begins with my demise

My knees weaken as my mind submits

Yet my heart grows stronger with indulgence

I open all pores and allow entrance

I let them bleed through me as black silk

All so knowingly -- I conceal myself

Waiting

Waiting for the time of their respect

But yet I lose it --- The way that I obssess

Stars from above form vastless shapes of solitude

I breathe in th escent of beauty;amber and musk

The cycle changes, for it is no more seen

Silent melodies entrance the moment; intensify yet distract

Naures blisses vs. pure bliss from him

The mind with a torturesome indecision

Such as a limitness universe to us; a limit yet unseen

A perception built upon our own reality

A myth. Theologically misused.

Darkness invades; it swirls around enclosing us

It absorbs all feeling; as does my warm unpurified blanket

It envelops and drains the useless encounters of society

A breeze - a fresh, pure, unscrutinized white breeze

Mingling among itself, leaves and air

The air the like so envelops all in time

The steps will procede

When we become more and nothing

Such a playful, teasing game

The lady picks me up

Alone, lost on the side of a dirt road

Insects crawl on my bloody toes

Where are you taking me?

"Its better. Its higher" She says

To the west; where he is

We will meet in the rocky desert

THe insane ramblings of such a mad madman

A madman who influences -

A night that envelops

As a world changes for nothing but itself