I thought this would be easier.
That I could just walk away and
feel no pain. But, I'm afraid I was
wrong!

I feel as if a part of me is missing,
an emptiness that surrounds my very
soul.

I reach for you in the middle of the
night. To feel your breath upon my
skin, to snuggle up to you and feel
the warmth of your body against mine.
Only your not there.

I turn when I think I hear your voice,
to see that smile that made my day, only
your not there. I walk into a room and
its your scent I smell, only it's not you.

I remember when the goose bumps covered
my skin when you'd walk up behind me and
whisper
"Do you know how fine you are
to me?"

I remember when we would just sit and talk
and you would rub my feet and yes, I do miss
those times, the closeness, the barring of our souls.

I felt in my heart I needed to walk away and I did.
But I'm afraid I will never forget. Being afraid to
love is sometimes harder then loving!

Red14karat

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