edge

light
darkness
i cannot see
i'm drowning
but i'm breathing
i laugh
the oblivion
and life's over there,
swirling vortex is calling
i'm falling
yet i'm flying
children playing
they're dead
i'm dead
but i live
and they play
suffering
i hurt
there's pain
life?
or is that death
i don't know cause
now i'm lost
and there is a map
i know but
it's not there
death
life
life after death
life during death
death during life
and i'm alive
but i'm dead
cause no one understands
promises
empty hearts
nothing
i don't know anything
but i've got everything
i'm on the edge
and do i go up or down
do i fall forward
and lean back
or is it the right
while asking the left
am i supposed to love
or is it hate that works
do i live?
do i die?
i do live
i have died
on that edge