Standing at the window watching the lightening and rain pour down.Sometimes the thunder scares me,I never used to be scared untill I moved out on my own to a new place,but now it does.
I do have Howie to confort me, at least when he's here, now he's on a tour.It doesn't bother me that he tours and all, it's just tonight, it's a bad storm.It's also been a while since he's been home,and I really miss him.
I did talk with him tonight, he said in a few days they'd be back,they just had a few things to tie up.Oh well,all I can do is think of what he'd do now, he'd be holding from behind, his arms wrapped around me,rocking slightly back and forth and him kissing the back of my neck softly,burrying his nose in my hair.
When he does that I always feel better.I do feel a bit better now just thinking about it.I guess I'll turn in for now,it's late and when I wake up, it'll be a whole nother day closer to him being home.So I'll go to bed.
I like wearing my colbalt blue satin boxers along with his pajama top.I often wear his clothes when I start to miss him.I crawl into bed and fall asleep.Little did I know a surprise was to be mine.
As I'm sleeping I feel the bed move,along with the covers.Too tired to even be alarmed,and thinking it was a dream,all I could do was turn over and see who it was.When I did I turned right into Howie's open arms and a big kiss.Talk about your late nite wake up calls!!!
"I see that you really missed me." he said with the sweetest smile. "How could you tell?" I asked grogaly."Well you are wearing one of my shirts." he said smileing."Oh" was all I could say.
I didn't want to move,I was in his arms my head against his chest,listening to him breath and his heart beat.I started to cry a bit, I couldn't help it, I missed him."shhhh,come here baby." he said as he pulled me closer to him,so my head rested on his shoulder,he held me tigh and kissed my forhead."I'm here, its all right."He said with love in his voice.
He just held me as I feel asleep.I awoke still in his arms,he was still asleep.All I could do was watch him sleep.He began to wake up,he had such a cute smile,he always does when he's half asleep.We both streached and then relaxed, me on my back,him on his side facing me.
"How did you like your surprise?"he asked."I loved it"I said with a big smile."well here's another one."he said with a serious face.He leaned over and gave me a passionate kiss,while his hand had a mind of it's own going up my leg to my hip.He pulled me closer to him so I could feel his body next to mine,feeling his warmth.His heart beat through the shirt I was wearing.He held me so warmly I could have died and not cared. 
Our kiss seemed like eternity...but i could never complain. His kiss so sweet, so soft, so loving, so passionate, it's not just a kiss but a whole new world.He roled over so he was on bottom me on top still kissing,only his kiss trailed off to my neck.Both his hands were on my hips pulling down a bit to where I could feel how hard he was.
"OH MY HOWIE" I squeeked. "Thats all for you hun" he said in a deep voice.
"I've missed you so much,missed this so much" he wispered in my ear. "Like I have?" I asked in pleasure as he took off my shirt and started to play with my chest."Oh yes" he panted as he took off my satin shorts. His hand caressed my butt as he grabed the back of my shoulders, then ran his fingernails down my back.
"OH GOD,HOWIE! you know what that does to me! I half screamed."Like I don't know" he said with an evil grin. I had already begun to take his shirt off, running my hands down his chest ever so slowly,down to his jeans. Undoing them, and sliding them off his hips and off compleatly. I then realized just how much he said was true! "My,My Howie, you did miss me!" "I told you so" he said in a pant as I grabed him and slowly began to make him a happy man.Circeling the tip first, then takeing the rest in, slowly at first then picking up the pace as I felt him get harder.
He pulled me up at what seemed almost the last second. "Oh no little girl, not that easy" he said with a growl, "what do you mean?" I asked so innosently. With that he flipped me over so I was on bottom now. "Your turn" he growled again.
"My turn?' I asked in a slight innocent voice,"YES" he growled, and with that went south. At first he only nibbeled here and there,teasing only slightly. Then he stoped playing around.He brought me so close to the edge keeping me there forever, not letting me slip."Not yet my love" he said in a low whisper."Oh Howie, stop teasing me" I begged. "Do you really want it to end so soon? he asked develishly.
"I just want to feel you inside me, it's been so long.....I miss you" I begged again. He kissed my inner thigh a few times and worked his way up putting small kisses everywhere."I know" he said and gave me a kiss with so much passion I could have died. During our kiss he slowly slid inside me. It was just too much to feel him again, one tear escaped my tightly closed eyes. He noticed it and kissed it away. "Open your eyes"he asked. I did and I was stairing into thoes soft warm brown eyes, thoes eyes always make me melt.
"I love you" he said. "And I love you " I whispered back. He gave me a small kiss on the lips and went for my neck, he knew I could never resist him when he went and did that. I grabbed his back and pulled him closer to me.He began to thrust slowly at first, then picked up his pace. I was meeting each thrust with my own, putting him deeper in me, as much as I could. Each thrust brought me closer.
"Howie" I asked deeply, "Yes?" he looked down at me, he knew why I had called him once he saw how green my eyes had become. I could feel he was also very close as was I. I put one hand on his face, the other behind his head,intertwining my fingers in his hair,I pulled him down for a kiss, when the kiss was over I looked into his eyes again,and I fell over the edge completly. My breathing ragged and hard, stairing into his eyes was enough to drive me crazy, then he began to cum, I could feel him through my own.
"Oh Howie, Howie,Howie, I couldn't scream at that point, it was more of a whisper. I closed my eyes and tilted my head back, then opened them to look at him. His head was back, eyes closed and he was softly shaking, sweat all over, running down his face and his chest. He then collapsed onto me, after a moment he pulled me onto his arms and we fell asleep. When I woke up he wasn't in bed with me. I would have thought it was a dream if it wasn't for the rose next to me and the fact I was naked.
There also was a wonderful aroma filling the house. I put on my robe and walked out to the kitchen, "I love you sweetness" I said contintly. "Oh...well...I love you too" a voice other than Howie's said with amusement, I looked into the kitchen half shocked.
"OH,...A.J.! You silly boy, scaring me like that!" I said running up to him for a hug. He was wearing baggy jeans and a wife beater, with surprise...no glasses and no hat! "Missed ya kiddo" he said squeezing me. "Missed you too." I said back. "Umm...A.J....uh...can you get your hand off my ASS!!??" I asked. He started to laugh, "Sorry...slipped" he said. "Yeah...I'll let it go this time." I said with a smile. It has always been our joke to eachother to be freash to oneanother, so really it was no surprise, esp. when I goosed him for it!
"Where's Howie,and who's cooking??" I asked sniffing the still cooking food. "Well, Howie?...listen" he said with a smirk, he walked over to the sink and turned on the hot water, all you heard was "DAMN YOU A.J.!!!" from the bathroom. We both started laughing.
"And as for the food..." he grabbed a fork and fed me a bite of rice and beans. "MMMM... that's sooo good" I said, "Why thank you" he said. "You made it?" I asked asonished with a slight smile. "Yes I did" he said proud of himself. "I didn't know you knew how to cook." I said half laughing, and running out of the kitchen, with him in hot persuit.
He tackeled me to the floor next to the couch and started to tickel me to death. "A.J., stop...! I..can't breathe...!" I half screamed. "Yes you can...your not turning blue yet" he said back laughing at me. He was now sitting on my stomach, he grabbed me by both of my rists and pinned them down. "Come on cutie, see if you can push me up...and you better do it soon, I can see you are only wearing your robe" he said with a slight hint of seriousness. I just looked at him. "I don't know if I want to A.J.,maybe you should just take me here and now" He looked at me, not knowing if I was actually serious or not. "Are you kidding?" he asked.
At that point he losened his grip, and I took advantage of that, I pushed him off and rolled over so I was on top of him. "I don't know A.J., was I?" then I leaned down close to his lips and slightly brushed mine across his, then got up standing over him,"You better go check your food" I said with a smile and a wink, and went to the bed room.
As soon as I closed the door a hand grabbed me from behind and flung me to the bed. I didn't have time to see who it was before I felt kisses all over my neck and part of my back. I knew who it was though.
"I saw what you did to AJ." Howie growled into my ear, as his hand slid under my robe to my wetness. "Oh really?" I asked in a pant. "Yep." he said now tickling my neck with his toung. "He deserved it anyways." he said flipping me over. "He always teases you, leaving me with the end results,..I must thank him for that though." his voice filled with passion. I was too shocked to even speak. He continued his assualt on my body, never really stopping.
"Oh god!" I moaned as he slid a finger into me.His toung working along side that. As I was wanting him so badly he lifted his head. "A.J., can you please come in here?" I looked at him surprised, he just looked back with a fire in his eyes I had never seen before.
As he walked into the room A.J. was just as shocked as I was,but he seemed to recover when Howie spoke to him. "A.J., since you always leave me with the end results of your teasing I wanted to thank you,..so here, you can help finnish."
Howie had gone back to his task, and I could not ignore it. I looked up at A.J. with the heat from Howie, and that had made his own fire build up, he walked to me and I started to take what I could of his clothes off, he reached for my head and intertwined his fingers into my hair.
"Oh A.J., now you can have me. and I want you to take me." I said my voice filled with passion. "Take me A.J.,take me now.