What is a friend?

Realising your fears
is harder than 
solving them,
It is like when you step
into his lair
and ask god where
your life is going,
Take a deep breath
close your eyes
and let go of your hart,
Pain is everything
pain is god
pain is you, your only friend 
and the shell you die in...




Loneliness

Sometimes you smile
because life's fucking 
good
but then, suddenly,
You wake up
and try to forget all
those hard times
to forget all those times,
when you roamed the streets
forget all those times,
you cried in your bed, alone,
But always your try your new legs
you try to stand up
against that wall
a wall of people who are so lucky
while you die alone in your room
Hope comes
but never alone
pain is a thing that is
that shall forever be your friend...





Casuality

For the days go by so quickly,
   life is to short to be lived.
   Is it not, then, that we have lived
   more than what we have seen.
   I have seen much since the days that i cared,
   I have fought many warriors and many men
   and lost but now won