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THIS IS A COLLECTION OF SONGS/POEMS/SPOKEN WORD PIECES THAT I LIKE AND I THINK ARE PRETTY SWEET.
SO HERE YA GO!




Broken doll baby
And she says that life's a waste
It doesn't have to be that way

Dad threw away her mom
Her mom gave up his name
Crucified by their words
Nailed by shame

She stares into the sun
Self-inflicted pain
She sees that they're blind
Why does she take all the blame

The rhyme has changed compulsion rules
Mary's little lambs are now raised by wolves
A voyeur with wings flashes a cure
She knows forbidden things they have a lovely lure

It's alright it's ok
Welcome to this life
Killin' time
Just watchin' the grass grow

It's alright it's ok
Welcome to this life
Don't worry sweet baby
Cuz it's over before you know

Persecuted she's not normal
I envy her strange ways
Seven deadly sins
Seize the hour seize the day

Her ideas need expression
Her wounds never bleed
Her beauty lives in my eyes
Too bad she can't see

She doesn't try I watch her spirits die
But giving up the ghost would feel so good
A voyeur with wings flashes a cure
She knows forbidden things they have a lovely lure

It's alright it's ok
Welcome to this life
Killin' time
Just watchin' the grass grow

It's alright it's ok
Welcome to this life
Don't worry sweet baby
Cuz it's over

Crumbling Camelot idle teardrops
Cloudy diamonds freebase funhouse
Expecting to fly but she's just standing still
Every time she gets it up she just can't close the deal

So she gives herself another way out
Walks her dog for the 50th time and
Files her nails till they bleed and she cries now
She doesn't have to try



~It's Alright It's OK
written by Leah Andreone and Rick Neigher


When we met light was shed
Thoughts free flow you said
you've got something Deep inside of you
A wind chime voice sounds,
sway your hips round,rings true
Deep inside of you.

These secret garden beams
changed my life so it seems
Fall breeze blows outside,
I don't break stride
My thoughts are warm,
they go Deep inside of you

And I never felt alone,
till I met you
Friends say I've changed,
I don't listen cause I live to be
Deep inside of you

Slide of her dress,
shouts in darkness,
I'm so alive
I'm deep inside of you

You said boy make girl feel good
But still I've never felt alone
Till I met you
I'm alright on my own
And then I met you

And I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming
I would change myself if I could I'd walk with my own people
if I could find them
And I would say that I'm sorry to you,
I'm sorry to you
And I don't want to call you,
but then I want to call you
Cause I don't want to crush you
but I feel like crushing you
and it's true I took for granted you were with me
I breath your looks and you look right through me
but we were broke and didn't know
Something's gone you withdraw
and I'm not strong like before
I was deep inside of you

I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you

And some great need in me
Starts to bleed
I've lost my self
there's nothing left
It's all gone Deep inside of you,
deep inside of you


~Third Eye Blind "deep inside of you"



i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

i wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
i am still right here

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way


~nine inch nails "hurt"



do your feet hurt

Can I call you sweetheart or even baby doll?
If I had your number, you'd be getting a phone call
Can I leave you a message on your machine?
Letting you know that you're the bomb
And you blew up on me

Are you anxious to see me
After your next class?
Do you care when I tell you
Step around that broken glass?

Can I see you after you get out of school?
I won't even mind if you treat me cruel
Take a ride on my Vespa, I'll take you home
I'll climb up to your window and read you a poem

I know that you believe in the one true God above
And that's why you're waiting
For your one and only love
Do your feet hurt? Did you fall from heaven?
'Cause you've been running through
My mind all day
My mind don't mind

I don't know what to say or do
I can't eat when I'm with you
Goodnight sweetheart I gotta go
And you won't come to my next show?


~MxPx "do your feet hurt?"



"angie"

Angie, Angie, when will those clouds all disappear?
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, Angie, you can't say we never tried
Angie, you're beautiful, but ain't it time we said good-bye?

Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried?
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear:
Angie, Angie,
where will it lead us from here?

Oh, Angie, don't you weep,
all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes

But Angie, Angie, ain't it time we said good-bye?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, I still love you, baby
Ev'rywhere I look I see your eyes
There ain't a woman that comes close to you
Come on Baby, dry your eyes

But Angie, Angie, ain't it good to be alive?
Angie, Angie, they can't say we never tried


~the rolling stones "angie"



i never said a thing to hurt you
it's what i didn't say that made you cry
and in all honesty i never would've deserted you
i never dreamt that you would say goodbye
i'll close my eyes
think of yesterday
think of everything you said
there's nothing left to say
it's just another day without you here
and it seems a long long time
since you went away and i fear i'll dream another dream about you
all that i can do
i'll dream another dream today
and i'll close my eyes so i dream my life away
i'll close my eyes so i don't have to see you leave
another lie
anything to keep you here


~riverfenix (aka feniox TX)"speechless"



And so I turn to you my love
For the solace that is there
And offer any cherished thing
For a slight reprive
I hoped that you might find me here
And I could learn to smile again
And as a balm for these wounds
Take away the sting
-fuel "Solace"



I can feel you waiting for me
as the sun retreats to the hills and I,
beneath the blanket of a burning sky,
wrap myself within.
Embraced by dead leaves
as the rain leaves trails of black down my face,
I creep through the twilight to that hidden place beyond the lonely.
I'll meet you tonight in the whispers when no one's around.
Nothing can stop us now.
Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found.
I can feel you dreaming of me
and the time when our steps are retraced
and I creep through the twilight to that hidden place,
beyond the lonely, I'll meet you.
Beneath a dream, lost in a dream tonight.
Smile...

~afi- "wester"



Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called Yellow.

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.
I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all yellow
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all yellow

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

~coldplay-"yellow"



I've sought so hard to sustain this gain
Now watch me give this ground away
What can i do but admit I'm in over my head?
Colors fade from blue to dark red
I'm back into a corner by my choices
I'm hearing those dame dark voices
At the mercy of my desires helpless, trivial
I'm left with no defenses
Stimulus, response, repeated failures-I'm sick
This sickness fills my senses
But despite my apparent loss I see release
This Stalemate, my peace

You wilderness is Stalemate
You can't move against me
Stalemate
The walls built around me

But as this theme continues to follow close behind, I see so clearly
If I would only let go of my tendencies
I would know what it is to be free
I can't win when I indulge this fantasy
Reduced as a pawn led to misery
"A little detour won't hurt, let me change you slowly
A moment's pleasure, but you'll owe me."
All encompassing defear awaits the day
I choose to plunge and embrace this nightmare
But the night has an end and I see you and you see me as the dawn of the one
Who has adopted my ailment, my sickness
My Stalemate reveals my blindness to my own condition

I'll still run away from six seconds of defeat, six years of agony
I'll still stand at odds with six seconds of defeat, six years of agony
I'm senseless, erode my senses
To fill my day with indulgence which leads to my undoing
I'll never look back, I'll never taste it again.

~project 86 "stalemate"