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Considering

Knoteach

 

Buck stood looking out through the sliding glass doors at the sparkling stars, slowly sipping at the mug of hot chocolate he cradled in his hands.

Tomorrow their last man would arrive in the office. And hopefully in a few weeks, they would be up to speed and out on their own cases, instead of helping out on other team’s cases.  The relative inactivity was beginning to wear on Buck.  He liked routine, and things wouldn’t settle until they had found their undercover man.  In the last six months since Chris had called him, Buck had barely gotten settled and things would get shaken up again.

The biggest disruption had to have been that first phone call from Chris making the offer for Buck to be on the team.  It had taken him less than two seconds to reply with a resounding yes.

Chris and Buck had been close since high school.  Buck had been the new kid in town their sophomore year, and Chris had taken him under his wing and shown him around.  Pretty soon they were just about inseparable.  After graduation, they had remained close, serving in the Navy together and later on the same police force. 

When Chris had called, Buck hadn’t actually seen Chris in months.  There had been a few phone calls back and forth, but nothing more.  Chris had been drifting away from Buck ever since Sarah and Adam’s deaths, and there seemed to be nothing Buck could do to stop it.  They had been partners on the Denver Police Department at the time of their deaths, and Chris had resigned almost immediately, unable to deal with his grief.  For the next few months Buck had watched helplessly as Chris drank and seemed driven to find his own grave as quickly as possible. 

Chris had finally woken up when he nearly lost control of his car on an icy road and hit another car head on.  Chris had been completely sober at the time, and realized that if he continued the way he was going, he might end up killing someone else.  He refused to be the cause of another man losing his family.

Buck rejoiced silently as Chris pulled himself out of the bottle, but later mourned as he saw his good friend turning into a lonely, bitter man who worked his land, but rarely ventured out any more.  Chris had rebuilt the house and started working the ranch, staying almost entirely to himself.  His temper was kept under tight rein, but it was always brewing just under the surface.

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Buck took another sip as he considered the last few months.  The first few weeks, Chris had been as he remembered him from the last few times he saw him.  Hard, almost dictatorial, but with a quick mind, figuring out what would be best at lightning speed.  Over the last couple of months Chris seemed to have mellowed out just a touch, but enough that Buck thought that he could keep this going well.

When Buck had suggested Nathan Jackson as team medic, Chris had simply asked why?

The answer was easy enough.

Nathan Jackson was the best field medic Buck had ever met….He was also a moralistic, irreverent, insubordinate loud mouth!

Chris had laughed at Buck’s description and told him to set up a meeting and get him his file.  Buck had handed him the folder and informed him that the meeting was scheduled for the next morning.  Chris just grunted as he started reading the personnel folder.

The next morning, Buck was wishing that the floor would open up and swallow him.  Jackson was late, and Chris was livid.  Buck had warned him not to be late, but apparently something had come up.

When Nathan arrived, Buck had immediately noticed the small blood stains on his clothes, but Chris didn’t wait for explanations before blasting the man for not being there on time.  Jackson hadn’t backed down, however, and simply replied that there had been a severe car wreck in front of him on the freeway, and he had stopped to help.  Rather caustically, he had announced that he believed someone’s life was more important than being on time to a meeting.

Chris hired him on the spot.

Next to be added to the roster was a profiler, and when Nathan suggested Josiah Sanchez, retired FBI, it sounded like a perfect fit.  Sanchez had been one of the FBI’s most successful profilers, but because of his radical way of looking at things, he had never quite fit in there and had taken early retirement.  According to Nathan, the man was beginning to go a little crazy with boredom, since the only things he had to do were help out at the local shelters and odd job repairs on the fixer-upper house he had bought. 

Whatever the case, when Josiah had shown up, he had pegged Buck in less than ten minutes.  Buck still didn’t know him all that well, but he seemed like a solid man and he really knew his stuff, even if he was a bit of a mystery and rather cryptic in his speech at times.

The next addition to their team had come as a great surprise.  Vin Tanner, ex-Ranger and bounty hunter, had saved Chris and Nathan’s butts when they had been working as back-up on one of Team Four’s ops.  Coker, team leader to Team Four, had seriously miscalculated the amount of muscle that their target was going to bring to the meeting.  The only reason they had even known Vin was there was when he started picking off the ones that had managed to circle around behind Chris and Nathan.  He had managed to take six out of the fight, only killing one.  That guy had refused to stay down after Vin shot him the first time, and he had been forced to kill him to order to stop him.

It had been almost humorous to watch Coker standing in the middle of the warehouse yelling up at the rafters for whoever was up there to come down, and watch the lithe young man seemingly materialize out of thin air ten feet behind him.  Except for the rifle in his hands, he had looked like an average guy off the street, dressed in comfortable jeans, a t-shirt, and a black leather jacket.  After a bunch of hoopla-ha about seeing if his permits to carry the rifle were legit, the four members of team seven arranged to take him out for a drink later. 

Buck had wondered for the next five days if Chris had absolutely lost his mind as he fought tooth and nail with Judge Travis to get permission to bring Vin on the team.  But it would seem that Chris had seen something the rest of them didn’t, because Vin had proven invaluable since he had come on board.  He had the highest range scores in the entire ATF, and those skills had already saved several lives, including Buck’s.  Vin had even been able to raise the scores of others in the office by giving them pointers.

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Buck shook his head fondly as he considered the next man to join their team, the one currently ensconced on his living room couch playing a video game.

Why Chris had picked JD Dunne from the prodigious number of applicants, Buck didn’t know, but he sure had found a gem.  He looked young enough to blend in with teen culture, if needed, but he was a trained cop with a degree in computer forensics.

When JD first arrived in the office, Buck had thought he was seeing things, but the kid had stood up to Chris when he had started to reject him out of hand.  With Buck prodding from one end and the kid standing his ground from the other, Chris had eventually given in and agreed to a probation period.  After just two weeks, Chris declared that if JD still wanted the job, it was all his. 

When JD had been informed later that first morning that the apartment he had been going to rent had been vandalized the night before and was no longer inhabitable, Buck had volunteered his spare room.  JD was still there now, weeks later. They both felt comfortable the way things were and saw no reason the situation had to change yet.

Their last man however, Buck wasn’t so sure of.  Where Chris had dug this guy up, Buck had no earthly clue.  Chris had just announced one morning that he would be heading for Atlanta to interview a possible undercover man.  Buck had asked about it, but all Chris had done was hand them each copies of the man’s folder.

Ezra Standish, according to his file, which was very slim, looked like a good agent that had gotten bent.  Nathan had been quite zealous in declaring that he thought Standish would be bad news.  Chris had just replied that he thought Nathan was wrong, and they had better give Standish a chance before they wrote him off.

Later, in private, Buck had voiced his own concerns, but Chris had just looked at him with a thinly veiled look of disappointment on his face and said that they would have to wait and see.

Buck drank the last of his hot chocolate and set the mug on the counter to be washed later.  As he headed up to bed, he yelled at the younger man that it was time for bed, since they had to be in the office early in the morning.  JD replied in the affirmative and Buck waited for a couple of minutes as the TV was shut off and the kid headed for the spare room.

As he slipped into bed, Buck pulled his mind from the coming day, reminding himself that speculation never did any good, but it never hurt to keep one’s eyes open.

 

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