~*~ Without Warning ~*~

They tried to paint the world in your eyes… And you received this sentence like a god…… -C. ‘94

~*~ Say Anything ~*~

The bar was like an endless hallway on a one-chance summer night
Glasses of liquid cobwebbed ashes that you blew in my eyes
I had a picture of a night like this
Locked away in nothingness
But you had the key & had me by surprise…
I hated that town as I look back on 80 degrees of frozen stares
I had to keep myself around when noone couldn’t care
I never thought I would regret
The fateful summer day I left
Those memories of when I met you there…
The place was crowded with nameless faces I’d never want to know
Except the face I saw wandering past the car window
I’m really sorry you couldn’t bare to help me fill this empty air
We could’ve went far with nowhere to go… So I buried what I couldn’t hold
While you drank bottles of blue skies
Talking with your whiskey words
But seeing through sober eyes
You gave me what I’ll never see
Again for all eternity
To see myself in your lingering goodbyes…
Crying on a bar-stool was the angel that guarded this blind fool
She said “say anything”…. –C. ’94

~*~ Pennies From the Sky ~*~

Someone left me all alone
Noone’s home; Was it you
Someone held me way too hard
Then fell apart; Was it you?
Was it me who said the lights are getting dim at the end of the tunnel
Was it me who said chivalry was nothing more than wasted time?…
Someone left me all alone
Noone’s home; Was it you
Someone spent, came & went; Was it you?
Was it me who said never look back at circumstance
Cuz then you’ll find a reason
Was it me who claimed never to have anything to believe in?…
Don’t count on silent nights & don’t try to save me
Cuz I’ve been saved for every rainy day & noone cares why
Don’t count on my tattered words & don’t try to save me
Cuz I’ve been saved like dimestore haloes & pennies from the sky… –C. ’94

~*~ By-Stander ~*~

I’ve cried many oceans that always left me dry
I’ve greeted many stars that shined their last shine
It’s a wonder how I gamble nothing & get it all back
It’s a symptom of a diseased promise
That noone’s ever kept …
I’ve walked down dead-end streets
With holes in my shoes
Over gardens of nightmares and advice I’d never use
It’s a tragic stories ending page
It’s a weeping willow’s con
It’s a lonely, shattered mirror
That’s lost my reflection…
And I can’t feel numbness, so I heal no more
It’s the rage of something vacant beyond the door
And if you think that I've over-welcomed my stay
How did I lose a game I never played?…… -C. ’94

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