I love your smile.
I love your bright blue eyes.
I love your body, your skin.
I love your touch.
I love your breath on my neck.
I love your kisses, your lips.
I love your hands on my back.
I love the feeling that you give me.
I love your heart.
I love only you.

Time

The smile on my face was broad.
The light in your eyes was bright.
The questions we had were unanswered.
The love in our heart was unending.

Time has past...
Our futures we have lived.
The questions we had have been answered.
The smile on my face is gone.
The light in your eyes has dimmed.
And the love that we had.... has been lost.

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Running
Looking, searching
Seeing, knowing
Understanding
Upright, facing
All that I fear and doubt
Falling, hitting
Tears, heartache
Breakdown
Spinning, disconnect
Loss of control
Stopping
Talking, thinking
Breathing, beating
Slipping, slitting
Ending all.

Heartless

Why bother?
Saying you're sorry.
Apologizing
You have said enough;
done enough.

One piece, two, now three and four
Broken, crushed
Cheated on...

What happened?
Where is my blue-eyed man, sorry I mean boy.
The boy who robbed me of my heart,
Who took my emotions and toyed with them.

Leave me to my thoughts,
Let me repair,
Let me heal.

The phone calls, flowers, and
balloons.
Don't hug me when we meet.
Don't laugh when I leave.

Because I'm the one over you,
And you’re the one still in love.

bLack miNd

by my lover Travis Johnson hehe

bLack is the lonliest point
not shining or reflecting
no other colorful beings
just the darkness we are seeing
black like the moths that eat our thoughts
turning us into one collective
all the same, no individuality
you cannot break away
because all you see is bLack

Agony

By: Travis Johnson

The world has got me down today
Nothing is going right
I can't let it end this way

How can I if you won't let me
I'm starting to struggle
It seems like everyone's against me

I'm spinning out of control
I have nowhere to go
There's no certain path for me to follow

Down and down I go
More and more out of touch
You can't reach me, nobody can

There's no turning back now
This is as far as anyone can go
Just one more step further and I'm
Gone