October 29, 2002
Dear Diary, Yo, wuz up my hommies? Too much crap has happened for me to tell you all here, but let's just say life is good right now- in fact, better than I've ever seen it, I'd have to say ;) :D. Besides, who comes on this webpage anymore anyway? ;). Anyhow, all I did was fix some crap that was kind of messed, and tried to make it look decent ;). Peace out!
August 31, 2001
Dear Diary,
Heyya everyone! Back to school- cool, I am sure. But College kicks ass ;). Well, I updated my "songs" page, my "stories", and. . . I thought there was something else, but now I don't think so. Oh yeah, I updated my "dreams" :). And my "thoughts", even, too!! That's all for now! Janeway out
July 6, 2001
I found the most kick-ass thing!!! It's this website with '80s cartoon themes and crap, and that's where I got this song from- "The Rescue Rangers"- actually, Chip and Dale: Rescue Rangers. Whatever. And I got these others, too, which I have now put up over my webpage, and I changed the music (obviously, if your on this page. . .) on my index page, it's "The Smurfs", KICK ASS!!! :). Itz all me!!!!
May 13, 2001
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! Hey everyone. Wow, lots have happened since I last wrote in & stuff. So, there was SENIOR BALL, woo hoo! :D. And now apparantly I am going out with my senior ball date, which is very cool 'cause I've liked him forever ;). I could care less WHO reads this so :P. I'm gonna put some pics up, which is really the only reason I am updating this.
March 30, 2001
Oooh, I got an idea for a story thing, hee hee! Maybe I'll actually make it. Ummmm. . .I'm trying to think. And my mind goes blank, lol. Oh yeah! I congratulate myself- this page has been up here for a year and what a few days! :D Gotta go!
March 16, 2001
Hey people! I have been really busy lately. What with Yearbook, Journalism, French, Government, Assist-A-Grad, English, Math (midterm), EVEN Orchestra- you wouldn't think so, would you? ;). Almost sounds like I have stuff to do and I'm not a complete nerd and I don't go on the computer every day. . .well don't be fooled HEE HEE! Actually, the only thing I do on the computer really anymore is check my mail. . .which takes me awhile ;). Well. . . I actually bought my "wedding" dress, look man I don't wanna make it look like I wanna get married- I DON'T want to get married, but I like the dress. Sheesh. My friend Kim might be able to go with me to my school for a day (or 2), woo hoo! That'd be so kewl, she could meet everyone and everything, woo hoo! I was gonna say something else, but now my mind has gone a blank. :P Well, gotta go. Man, Kim was supposed to call me 1/2 an hour ago! Figures. Oh well! That's okay :D. I am forgiving! Oh yeah, people, I updated my "graphics" page. :)
March 6, 2001
Heyya people. Shock. . .I actually have some news, woo hoo! I've been having the GREATEST month!! On Friday I went to go see "Guys and Dolls" (the school play), Saturday I went to Arco Arena to see my school try to win the championship (both the girls and boys basketball teams), and guess what? My old school was there!! Woo hoo! That was the kewlest thing, but they lost :(. My school won both, my my OLD school lost it's only one :(. Well, then Monday (last night) I went to the Backstreet Boys concert, and that kicked ASS! It was so kewl!!! SOOOOOOOOOO kewl :D. The concert actually got out at about 10:30, but me and my friend stayed up 'til 1 AM watching their videos. We actually had decent seats- on the lower level, on the left (when facing the stage) of the stage, and higher up. Iz all good! And Nick. . . was so fine. . . Well, not only all that, but I got a date to Senior Ball! Woo hoo, it's my friend Bryan :D. And on Monday I went dress shopping for it, and I found this one that I really liked, only now it's gone! :(. I was actually going to BUY it ('cause before I hadn't had money) but then it was gone, darn the little turds who stole my dress. But hee hee, I told my friend Angela about how I've been telling everyone that it "looks like a Victorian wedding dress". Then, our friend Charles overheard, and he's like "Who are you getting married to?" And Angela's like "Bryan." Then, Bryan walks up and Charles says to him "When's the wedding?" AHHHH! I covered my face in my jacket, lol. And nothing was ever really explained to him. . . oh well :D. I don't think he even really knew what we were talking about. After Charles asked him when the wedding was, he asked "What wedding?" I thought that was so funny. Little did he know Charles was talking about HIS and MINE! RIGHT. . . we are NOT getting married, okay?? I can't believe I'm explaining all this crap on the internet for all to see. I just thought it was amusing :D. Goodnite!
February 24, 2001
Heyya people. Wow, something happened to me this weekend. I know your in shock :). Today, I had to go to a "Golden Empire Music Festival" for Orchestra. It was okay. Then, Angela and Bryan came over to watch "Scary Movie". I thought "Scary Movie" was okay- pretty good, but not worth the money ;). Especially for some of the nasty scenes in it! :P. Bleh. Oh well, that was basically it. Dude, it's 11 pm, but I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored. Not really, it just feels like I am. How can it feel like it without it really BEING bored? There is absolutely nothing to do in this tiny town. Heh. Sounds like where I used to live :). Will I ever reach an exciting town? Eh, probably not. OH WELL. Dude, seriously, life will not just BE exciting- you have to MAKE it exciting. But it kinda sux when you run out of ideas ;). Or when your stuck in a hole for a certain amount of time. But. . . maybe, just MAYBE for ME it will pick up. Oh damn, it WILL! End of senior year- hell yeah, it's gonna pick up. :)
February 16, 2001
DUDE I really HAVEN'T updated my dreams in a looooonnnng time, maybe I'll do that. Look in the dreams part anyhow if you want to read some new ones. Stayed home from school today and guess what. . . so did Angela! Whoa, dude. But we went during lunch after she called me when she read my e-mail at 10:30 in the morning. It was the lunch of some of our friends. Lalala. . . I have a cool part in Angela's "One-Person-Show". I am this person who's sitting on the side watching the thing the whole time, and finally at the end I get up after awhile and say "Oh! Oh, The End." And then she's like "You only had ONE line and you couldn't even get it right??" And then she's all mad, and she turns around and accidentally stabs me with the light saber she had in her hand. "That kinda hurt." I say, and she turns around and is all "Whoops!" She kinda shoves me off the stage like as if she didn't do anything, and that's the end. It's beautiful, yes I know. Well, I've got to be going......... Whoa dude, been on the computer too long :D.
February 11, 2001
Yo dudes, dudettes and all of that. I'm truly psycho, WOOOPIE! Lol. Know why I said that? I made up my own song, and it's "I'm proud. . . to be a looney. A loo-oo-oo-oo-ooney. Loonies here, loonies there, loonies EVERYWHERE." Lmao. I love it! Anyhow, well wanna know WHERE I made up that song? At my friend Kim's house, woo hoo! I went there this weekend. It was so cool- playing Crono Cross, Twisted Metal 4 (Ohmigod, I love that game now, WAY too much!!- ooo, the first level is kickin' 'cause you can use a crane to pick up enemies and kill them! :D. But my friend and I got to this far level, but she died and I tried to stay alive and did for awhile, but then Super Axel killed me 'cause he was almost dead, but then he found an ambulence! Evil little monkey.), working on this story we're writing, and we watched a really lame movie- "I still know what you did last summer". We were making fun of it, hee hee. Ben Willson- how gay, lol. And some other part I thought was REALLY lame, too, where the RADIO called THEM. THAT NEVER HAPPENS, THOSE STUPID IDIOTS!!!!! Our story- oh man, I love it! We wrote this one part that I love soooo much now, hee hee, and I don't even know why!!! One of my characters hit one of her characters who was being a meanie. Ooo, probably my favorite part of the book now, hee hee. It caused TENSION, and I just loved it 'cause later on he saves her life, and oooo it's good (to me). Problem is the story makes it look like they're becoming a couple, but they are not! He's not gay, but she was already goin' for another guy. ANYHOW, hee hee. Oh, Valentines day coming up now, JOY (Right). Y'know, I have never paid much attention to Valentines day, and I never cared, but now I do, and now I hate it. It just basically makes me think of the relationship that I do not have. Oo, but I'm sorry all you fellas out there, I have a date. WITH MYSELF, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. MAN!!!!!! RRRR, I try to pretend like I don't give a rats' hairy butt, but ...... :(. The HELL with Valentines day, no offense to any of y'all that like it.
January 25, 2001
What kind of crap was I on? ((Ok, someone shoot me, I put crap instead of Crack. Lol)) I put a comma after the date after the "2001". **rolls her eyes at herself** ANYHOW. . . some amusing stuff happened to me lately, yes I am easily amused. 1. Today I was watching "Ducktales" (shutup). There was this scene where Hewy Dewy and Lewy were going to tell Uncle Scrooge something that they did NOT want to tell him. Then, Hewy or Dewy (I 4got, the red one I think) said, "We didn't want to tell you this Uncle Scrooge, but. . . Lewy's a vampire." Then, Lewy got all into the act, and went crazy, showing his fangs. I swear, it just seemed so out of the blue to me, and what the HELL?! Lol. 2. Yesterday I stayed after school for a yearbook thing. I noticed this water bottle that had been there the entire day, and the fact that it was still there just pissed me off. I picked it up and THREW it at this garbage can not too far from me, and I actually made it! Then, I threw another cup at the garbage can, only that one hit the door. My 3rd cup hit the floor and scattered ice all over the carpet. I was in a psycho mood, then. 3. A few times ago in French, we were coloring these photos of vehicles. I suddenly realized that I was coloring the ambulance black. Then, Sarah, the girl stitting next to me, joked that people would be confused if they were dying or already dead (you know, a hearse and a ambulance combined. . . ?) Hee hee, thought that was funny. Well, there you have it folks. This week has amused me.
Jaunary 23, 2001
Look dude/dudettes, I'm obviously having problems today, so quit bothering me! Ugh. I swear, last week was sooooooooo great, and this week is beginning to turn to crap, as I knew it would. Hmmmmmmmmm. . . oh, FYI: I updated my dreams page, added a new one (which the link directs you toward now). :) And updated the music. . . I think that be it. Well, toodles! By the way: I don't know what made last week great. I think it was just my attitude that was great, but now I'm like "RRRRRR" attitude. That's the only "word" I can think to describe it- RRRRR. :)
January 17, 2001
Hey people!! I am psychotic, but I am soooooooooo enjoying being a teenager. It's like what. . .the best times of your life????? Maybe not in my life, the way I am trying to think to plan it, but it's so great right now! It's just so. . . . free? Feels like it to me. Who cares what anyone else is saying. It feels like life is so full right now, so complete, so. . . is this called "Perfection"? I don't know, but it feels soooo good right now, don't even know what it is, just the enjoyment of life, perhaps. :) Signing off. The Scary Lady
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