I thought I would do a page about me so that every-

one that visits my son's page can see who I am too.

I love this background, it is so beautiful. I

couldn't find any graphic's that look like me, this

I thought was close enough. I love Camelot. I want

to start a collection of dolls and other items from

Camelot from the Franklin Mint. I saw the movie

Excaliber in my Theatre Appreciation class back in

college and that is when I fell in love with Camelot

and wonder what is was like to live in that time.

I married my husband in December 1999 and well need-

less to say I couldn't wait to start a family of my

on. My husband has a daughter from a previous

marriage and so I wanted my own. Now I had my son

who died at 24 weeks gestation and I was so sad that

I would go on the internet for support since no one

else understood what I was going through. Coming on

here helped me see that I wasn't alone and that

there were other's who have been through the same

thing. I wanted to do a memorial for my son and so

I saw that other's have and I wanted to and so I

got onto the computer not knowing anything about

html, I'm not all there yet with it but I do like

doing this. I also wanted other woman who have been

through a high-risk pregnancy to be able to come

here and know the risk and to make sure that they

get the best care possible and if they are not

pleased with the care they are getting to not be

shy but look for a doctor that will listen to you

and your concerns. My doctor is a great doctor but

the sickness I had I believe I should have been seen

also by a perinatologist. My site might be a little

hard to deal with. Meaning the pictures of my son,

I hope it doesn't offend anyone. The woman that do

come here that are pregnant now normal or high-risk

don't let me scare you. When I started this page I

didn't know that it would help in my grief, I came

into doing this not knowing anything about html and

now I feel like WOW I like doing this so I hope in

pursuing this in the future. This is one of the

most emotional things I ever did in my life besides

buring my son. I probably cried more tears doing

this besides going through the loss of my son. I

think anyone who has loss a child should at least

try to do something like this to help them grieve

and understand what they went through. Every preg-

nancy is different. Thank you, please visit back

soon as I will be having his holiday pages up.