I didn't know Jess's parents did that to her.That sucks.I hope BSB will make her feel better.Then again they always do for me.I walked into my room.I saw all of my AJ posters that I had up.I stared at them edlessly.He was so beautiful I love the tatoo's!I am 19 years old.I was going to go off colleage next fall,but my plans backfired during junior year.I kind of know how Jess is feeling.My parents divorced when I was about 10.So I was going back and forth from house to house every other weekend.I has two sets of friends.I mainly lived with my mom.I liked her more than my dad.He was a drunk old bastard(I don't have anything agaist your dad Les)that didn't know how to treat anyone right.I feel sorry for my brother and sister.They have to live with them.My mom only got custidy of me.I haven't seen them since last year.My mom says he's gotten worse.My mom eventually remarried.I was happy about that.Now that I have moved her with Em.It's been great.We all like The Backstreet Boys.We have been to 3 concerts, 1 in Canada,1 in Tacoma,and then 1 here in Cali.And then in the summer we are going to Orlando to see them again.We've met them everytime.It's really cool cause they know us,and its like no one else does.I turned on "Lay Down Beside Me" and wrote a new chapter to my fan fic.It's over 100 pages long and almost 50 chapters.I want to end it,but everytime I try it gets better and better.
*Jess's P.O.V*
I went into the extra bedroom.I still had to unpack everything.I unpacked my Nick pics first.I had to make it feel like home.I would've thought I was in some weird ass place or something when I woke up the next day.I needed some tape.I couldn't find any in the boxes that I had.I walked into Lesley's room
~Next Day~
I finally got everything done.It took me like 6 to 8 hours to put all of this up(note:i did this once and it does take a lot of your time up..I am going to be doing it again though :)).I still have to put my desk,bed,dresser,& night stand where I want them to go yet.
*Emily's P.O.V.*
I walked back into my room and got onto the computer.I wanted to see if Nickys or any of the other guys have written me back.I saw an email from Nick: