One Sweet Day *ch 6*

it has been a year now since me and Jess have met.Everyone seems to be happy.Brian and Emily are planning to have a summer wedding this year and AJ and Lesley will be getting married some time next year.I haven't purposed yet,but I am going to,but I don't know when.I went into our room.Jess wa slaying on the floor.I went to see if something was wrong.She wasn't breathing right.I picked her up and took her outside to my car.I drove her down to the hospital.

"Fill this out please..."the nurse said giving me the clip board.

"Thanz!"As I was filling everything out they took her away.I hope everything is okay.Nothing better not happen to her.Oh what will I do? Freak? cry? go insane? After I was done I took it back to the nurse

"Thank you"she said very politly.

I went back to my seat and sat down.I couldn't sit.I had to stand.I went pacing back and forth.

"Sir...is something wrong? u look a little worried"a man asked.

"It's my girlfriend...soon to be fiancee...she's in with the doctor right now.I found her on our floor not breathing right"I said trembling.

"Oh...good luck"Good luck? I need good luck? will it actually be that bad? I dunno.No one is coming why? why? why? I need to calm down..nothing is wrong with Jess.'finally'I said getting up from my seat.

"Are you Nick Carter?"

"Yes"

"Right now Jess...is going to be okay,but the bad side is...she's got cancer...We found out she did a heavy drugs or whatever...and it doesn't look to good.I am really sorry"I panicted inside of me.What am I going to do?

"She will be okay.Right?"

"Pray"he turned around and walked away.I followed.

"Can I see her?"I asked catching up with him.

"Sure..she's right in there."

"I walked into a small room.Jess was lieing there with monitors hooked up to her.

*Hour later*

I noticed movment.She was waking up.

"Nick?is that you?"she said opening her eyes.

"Yea...it's me baby"I said walking over to her.

"Where am I?"

"You're in the hospital...you were laying on the floor...and you weren't breathing right."I said holding her hand.

"Am I okay?"she asked.

"The doctor said no,you have cancer..."I said sadly.

"Oh......."

"Jess? I am going to go call Brian and Emily.I'll be right back"I said giving her a last minute kiss good-bye.

"See ya" I saw her wave.

~Jess's P.O.V~

That stupid bitch! It's all her fault that I am stuck here in a hospital.I felt my body getting weaker. Hopefully Nick is here to see me leave my life,my body and soul.Nick brought me my journal so I could write in it. I decided to write in it cause I knew this might be the last time too.

Dear Journal.

This might be the end of my life.I'm only 22.Why did this have to happen to me? I don't wanna leave.I wanna stay here on earth with Nick and everyone else who cares about me. Is god punishing me for my sins? or is he giving me a sign that there is hope? I don't know.

Sincerly,

Jess

I felt my hand shaking.My chest was getting weaker.

~Nick's P.O.V.~~

I saw a pay phone.I quickly dialed Emily's number.

"Hello?"

"Hi Brian..."

"Hi....so what's up?"

"Bri you and Emmy need to come down to the hospital..quick! Jess is here...and it looks like it she isn't going to live.She has cancer"I said talking fast.

"Chill there Nick.We'll be down there."

"I walked back down to the third floor.Jess had went back to sleep.I kissed her lips softly.

"It's good to see you laugh again"I said.

"I'm glad I'm laughing too"She could hardly sit up.She tried though.

"Nick!"Brian yelled.

"In here Brian!"I yelled back.Emily walked in.She broke down in tears.She couldn't handle everything. poor Emily!

"Emily...it's going to be okay"Brian said trying to calm Emily down.

*3 Hours later*

Jess is still some what going strong.I know this is her last hour of living in her body.

"Yea..."

"I just wanted to tell you that I love you.I never wanted this to happen."she managed to get out.

Dear Nicky,

You know I love you a lot.I can remember everything we did together.I loved every minute of it. I will miss you deatly.You have changed my life completly.I may have had a shot life,but the only good year was with you. I will always love you and only you.I will defintly miss yiu a lot.Love you.

Luv,

Jess

I started crying.She was so sweet.Brian drove me home.Emily drove my car home.Brian didn't want me to do anything stupid. As I walked in it was so empty. I didn't want my life to go through without her here with me.I wanted to die. I grabbed a knife and thought about The Backstreet Boys and how we were so successful over these 8 years of being together. I sang:

life goes on as it never ends eyes of stone observe the trends they never say forever gaze before me

I stuck the knife in me.I had now ended my life.I walked into the room and fell flat on the pillow.

*Next Morning* ~Brian's P.O.V.~

I wondered why Nick hadn't come over yet.I decied to take a walk over there.I turned the door knob 'unlocked' how funny I thought. When I walked in I saw blood everywhere on the floor.I followed the 'blood trail' to where it had ended.it ended in the bedroom. I saw Nick.I turned Nick over.He stabbed himself with a knife.He was still a little warm.He also had been crying.I could tell. I started to cry.My best buddy.I hopped he did the right thing by doing this.What's everyone going to do? Emily was sad to see Jess and Nick go in the same night.We were going to have a burial for them.Even though they weren't 'offically' married the gave will still say: In Love 4ever Jess and Nick Carter Chapter 7