"What we call the beginning is often the end.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
The end is where we start from."
-T. S. Eliot



My Furry Page

Okay, I have a scanner now so my furry art can go online! Many of these images are from my sketchbook, so don't mind all the smudges.

Fox by the SeaSquirrel 1
Sqirrel 2Squirrel Comic Concept
Random GirlDog Sketch
Furvey 3.5
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Yourself
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1. What is your name? I guess if I had to give my full name it would be ashtah atropo goldfyre, but usually just one of them is fine. Only close friends on the web know my real name. (wiggles nose)

2. What is your email address? I always respond to email! Loves it! goldfyre3@netscape.net

3. Are you male or female? (looks down front of shirt) Yup. Still female

4. How old are you? / What is your date of birth? March 4, 1969...lesse...that makes me...33 years young.

5. Where do you live? Bloomington, IN USA

6. What are your interests/hobbies? I love non-fiction books! Physics, medicine, ancient art and civiliations. The deader the civilization, the more fascinating it is. (is deader a word?) I also like to write poetry, short stories and am working on my drawing skills. I am also very addicted to my webpage.

7. What do you do for a living? Secretary (taps on keyboard) and soon to be full time college student as well as full time secretary. (who needs sleep?)

8. How would you describe your personality? Very easy going, happy-go-lucky, able to go with the flow, but still painfully painfully shy (um. I'm a squirrel, duh.) But I turn into a rabid squirrel over issues of feminism, inequality, censorship and abuse of others. I have learned that I am the only person truely responsible for my life, so no longer hand over my soul to any person passing me on the street. I wear my heart on my sleeve, and it is a full and happy heart.

9. Do you believe in ESP? Do you consider yourself to be psychic? yes, in a sense. (to both questions) I believe 99.9999% of "psychics" are frauds, but I do know that when I am "distracted" I can think ahead, so to speak. I once called about 10 rolls on a set of dice before, without ever seeing them. Cool, huh?

10. Are you a meat eater? Yes. But I am looking at exploring some vegetarian meals also.

Furry media
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[more info: http://yiffle.cjb.net/fandom/]

11. Who are your favourite furry characters? I always liked Goofy, daffy duck, and bugs bunny was DA BOMB! I guess I never looked at them as furry, just as intelligent and savvy people.

12. What type of furry artwork do you enjoy viewing? I like comic book fuzzies, like The Beast from the X-men and anything manga or anime. I also like one-shot pics that people draw.

13. What type of furry literature do you enjoy reading? I like intelligent literature. Pandering to me just makes me rabid. (O.O)

14. What types of furry media do you create? I am working on a short story, and trying to create some furry drawings

15. What types of animal/furry themed decorations adorn your living space? Lots and lots and lots of wolf and dragon stuff. No squirrels, yet.

16. Describe your ideal plushie. It has to be cute and squishy =^.^=

Costumes and collars
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17. Do you enjoy wearing fursuits and/or furry accessories? No, but that is only because I am just starting this. I would wear jewelery tho. Lots and lots of it.

18. Do you feel 'furrier' when wearing a fursuit/collar/tail etc? Ask me again in about a month.

19. Describe your favourite/ideal 'furry' appearance. With rings on her fingers, and bells on her toes and she shall have music where ever she goes. heh heh.

Furriness
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['phenotype' - the species of animal(s) that influence your feelings, emotions and thoughts]

20. What are your phenotype(s)? Squirrel with a smidge of rabbit and blue jay

21. How/when did you discover the identity/species of your phenotype? About a month ago, but spent time trying to figure out if I was just crazy. O.O Now I realize that I wiggle my nose all the time, mostly in my head and think like a squirrel all the time.

22. What conditions help you to enjoy/express your furriness? I have to be comfortable with myself first before venturing out with it. Who cares what others think?

23. How and when was your furriness first evident? I guess it's always been there. I used to imagine what it was like to be a bird, fish, squirrel etc. Now I know better and see it in how I act day to day

24. How much of your furriness is 'instinct' vs 'learnt'? Very little is instinct and most of it is learned. I still have the "run away" instinct when out facing new things, but I have learned how to handle it. (well, mostly)

25. How does your furriness influence your thoughts and emotions? I'm freer to express myself. Also, I let myself open up to my surroundings more.

26. Has your furriness improved the quality of your life? Yes. I think outside the box.

27. What do you think caused your furriness? Nobody or thing caused it. I was born with it!

Acting furry
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28. How does your furriness manifest itself externally? I wiggle my nose and look for alternate routes and exits (like a squirrel does when the cat is outside)

29. Do you act furry in public? Yes, but most of it is in how I carry myself so no one probably connects it.

30. How does your furriness influence the way you interact with people? I find people fascinating, especially when they feed me goodies. (yum)

31. How much control do you have over your furriness?; I am always fighting the shyness and flight desires, and will until my time on earth is finished. Other than that, it's all about balance. (ever watch squirrels run across electric lines?)

Furry thoughts
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32. Would you become an animal/furry, if you -couldn't- change back? no. Well, maybe

33. Describe your ideal physical form. Mostly human, but with squirrel ears, tail and nose

34. What kind of furry, non-sexual fantasies do you have? Just running treetop to treetop without worrying about bills, work, rent, school, family....and sitting in the sun snoozing.

Religion/Spirituality
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35. Is your furriness compatible with your religion? Yup. Very Goddess Earth based

36. Has your furriness led you to reconsider your religious beliefs? Nope

37. Have you ever communicated with an animal spirit? Yes, dolphin and spider

38. Do you believe that you were an animal in a former life? Probably a marine lifeform, like a fish or dolphin

39. Do you believe that you have an animal soul? Yes. Carefree and cautious

Animals
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40. What animals are you most/least comfortable with? dogs. Love 'em!

41. Do you believe that animals have ESP? Sometimes, but I think they just have a better body language dictionary than we do.

42. Do you think it is acceptable to hunt/raise animals for food? Yes, humanely

43. Do you think it is acceptable to hunt/raise animals for fur/leather? Just for the leather? No. As a by-product of food production, yes Otherwise it's just a waste of a life.

44. Do you think it is acceptable to hunt/raise animals for sport? No

Internet
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45. What are your favourite websites? CNN, the weather channel, live journal, mine, college sites, anything with history, art or science.

46. What are your favourite furry mailing lists? Um. Not on one right now. Any suggestions??

47. How did you discover alt.lifestyle.furry? A little bear told me. (smiles)

48. What were your very first impressions of alt.lifestyle.furry? oh, so friendly! Even when disagreeing, everyone respects everyones right to disagree. How very refreshing!

49. What do you like the most/least about alt.lifestyle.furry? nothing yet.

50. What would you like to see more/less of in alt.lifestyle.furry? Dunno. Still too new

Sexuality/Relationships
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51. Describe your ideal partner. Smart, willing to learn, able to say sorry, funny, hard working. I guess cute would be nice, too. I think my mate is a wolf, tho he would never really admit it. :)

52. What type of furry sexual fantasies do you have? (thinks) oooooooooooo. I'm not sharing!

53. Has your gender preference changed since discovering the furry community? Nope

54. What species of animal do you find the sexiest? Rabbits and squirrels

55. What part of an animal's body do you find the most attractive/sexy? The muzzle and tail

56. What cartoon characters are/were you attracted to? The smart ones. =D

(whew...I need a nap!)
~goldfyre~

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