1/15/04 - Thursday 5:36pm1/19/04 - Monday 11:17pm1/21/04 - Wednesday 11:37pm
02/01/04 - Sunday 4:36pm2/02/04 - Monday 12:24 Am2/08/04 - Monday 11:05 Pm2/11/04 - Wednesday 11:29 Pm2/15/04 - Sunday 11:17 Pm2/20/04 - Friday 3:53 Pm2/22/04 - Sunday 10:19 Pm2/24/04 - Tuesday 11:18 PM2/25/04 - Wednesday 11:26 Pm
03/02/04 - Tuesday 11:32pm3/4/04 - Thursday 1:04 Am3/6/04 - Saturday 11:25 Pm3/11/04 - Thursday 1:02 Am3/20/04 - Saturday 3:17 Am3/22/04 - Monday 5:09 Pm3/25/04 - Thursday 2:00 Pm3/27/04 - Saturday 2:00 Am
04/07/04 - Wednesday 7:30Pm4/11/04 - Sunday 4:05 Pm4/13/04 - Tuesday 5:38 Pm4/18/04 - Sunday 2:15 Am4/22/04 - Thursday 2:03 Am4/26/04 - Monday 12:31 Am4/30/04 - Friday 1:42 Am
05/03/04 - Monday 12:00Am
I guess everyone at times feels misunderstood. Worst one I hate is when you feeling Confident and people mistake it for being Conceited.
Anyway's I bought myself a whole mess of underwears again. Yea I know after I said I won't anymore cause I had to much to the point that I haven't even worn more then half of the one's I already have. Also got myself 3 jean's, These cargo pants in pastel yellow, don't ask me why. I just thought maybe with some cute white sneakers and a white shirt it would look cute. Also got green ankle pant's, stone ankle pants, pink & yellow baby doll shirt, got the one in pink cause I have a pink purse my sister gave me for my birthday. I didn't buy like alot of thing's. Anyway's Till Next Time
5/06/04 - Thursday 10:25 Pm5/08/04 - Saturday 11:26 Pm5/09/04 - Sunday 1:34 Am5/10/04 - Monday 12:18 Am5/11/04 - Tuesday 12:18 Am5/13/04 - Thursday 1:10 Am5/16/04 - Sunday 10:48 Pm5/22/04 - Saturday 10:08 Am5/25/04 - Tuesday 6:52 Pm5/27/04 - Thursday 11:17 Pm
6/6/04 - Sunday 2:14Pm6/14/04 - Sunday 11:14Pm6/17/04 - Thursday 10:24Pm6/23/04 - Wednesday 1:09Am6/25/04 - Friday 3:56Pm6/28/04 - Monday 1:53Pm6/29/04 - Tuesday 5:57Pm
07/01/04 - Thursday 11:20Pm7/4/04 - Sunday 4:05Pm.
Which it's weird cause everyone and their grandmother has one now a days. Then I thought
A kidThere you go it has to be a little kid in the block. But there’s nothing we can do now. I just told my little cousin just to check around and see if anyone talks about someone finding a cell phone. Not for the cell phone but, for the Numbers In It really. There’s #'s my mother has in there that she needs.
Oh yea I broke my silver chain that my best friend gave me for Christmas. I thought I felt like a bug on me so when I flinched cause I thought it was on my neck I broke my chain. Sad I know. So I am wearing the one my Grandma gave me now. Which is real pretty. Well today is BBQ day for everyone. It is the 4th Of July. Well that's it I guess.
7/7/04 - Wednesday 12:56Pm7/12/04 - Monday 3:57Pm7/14/04 - Wednesday 3:12Pm7/15/04 - Thursday 7:25Pm7/19/04 - Monday 12:52Am7/20/04 - Tuesday 5:52Pm
08/01/04 - Sunday 11:27Pm08/5/04 - Thursday 12:22Pm08/6/04 - Friday 1:33Pm08/7/04 - Saturday 11:01Pm08/9/04 - Monday 2:11Pm08/10/04 - Tuesday 9:16Pm08/11/04 - Wednesday 4:27Pm08/12/04 - Thursday 4:40Pm08/15/04 - Sunday 4:50Pm08/17/04 - Tuesday 10:27Am08/19/04 - Thursday 4:44Pm08/22/04 - Sunday 1:00Am08/24/04 - Tuesday 9:37Am08/27/04 - Friday 10:21Am08/29/04 - Sunday 9:57Am08/30/04 - Monday 9:57Pm
It's a private joke. Nothing sweet. It was just something he would call me. Which I hated. In in a cute way.
No matter how much he makes me smile he won't get me to forgive him to be honest.
Well I just got Home this morning. It was a nice trip. I realized that being on a tour bus is very Relaxing especially if your listening to Alicia Keys. I usually start with her. Last night I wanted to sing out loud on the bus but couldn't. I knocked out on the bus. I was tried. I'm tired Right Now.I only slept like 3 hours. Well there’s "nada" new. Came home had to organize my mail. Check what need to be paid etc...Gave my mami her gift. She liked it. I need to read back my dairy. I need to find out when was it that I got my new bed. I'm so lazy. I don't want to read shit. I also hate reading back and finding little errors here and there. When I do, I usually want to fix them but, I don't. I'm sleepy . Till Next Time.
09/02/04 - Thursday 12:30Pm09/5/04 - Sunday 8:10Pm09/5/04 - Tuesday 11:12Pm09/12/04 - Sunday 1:08Pm09/15/04 - Wednesday 2:33Pm09/19/04 - Sunday 1:52Am
I love saying it every single time he fights. He looks cute saying it. So who ever watches a fight with him you better believe I'm some where else saying TiTooooo Trinidad.
I call him My Trini .
Now if you guys saw the fight today you guys saw who he is fighting next. Now this is my thing. I'm a little scared for My Trini. That nigga he's fighting looks bad. He looks scary. I don't want him to touch my Trini. It's not that I don't have confidence in my Trini. It's that. I just don't want him to touch my Trini period.
I hope my Trini wins.
Now I can tell you this much. I know I'm probably going to like that guy as well. He does look like a real good fighter. He won't ever go before my Trini. But he can be on my list. Oh yea just got his name it's: Mayorga. So yea I can't wait till that fight comes on the 2nd. Fat Joe is coming out with my Trini. That’s probably going to be hot. Well glad Hopkins won.
So yea I found out today that my girl (V) is letting this guy she just meet 4 weeks ago move in with her in November. Crazy I know. Well at least she knows how to recover after bad situations. So I know she'll be ok. Oh yea we are going to have Thanksgiving if god permits in my best friends parents house. The thing is I don't talk to her brother. Ya must know this. Well if ya are regular readers here. So yea he's going to be there. I might go. I'm going to really think about it. I know he's dying to see me and talk to me. I just don't get along with him anymore. Funny thing is he keeps telling people he doesn't know what he did to me for me to be acting like that with him. That's what makes me think sometimes, maybe I should just let it go. Which I'm probably am. Lets see what happens. I might just go.
I asked my little brother about his friend Mike and what he looks like and Age etc.. First thing out his mouth is: "Yo you want me to hook it up" I'm like no, just asking. Plus I never do the whole thing, with me dating someone who knows my family. Oh yea I got to speak to my friend Douglas. I have mentioned him on here before. He's the Doctor. He said he went to Las Vegas. He said he tried contacting me to see if I wanted to go with him but he could never get me. Plus I told him about the operation and everything that happened. So even if he did get in contact with me I couldn't have gone. He's a sweet heart. Well that’s all I guess. Till Next Time
09/20/04 - Monday 1:52Pm09/25/04 - Saturday 12:52Am
Whats up. Well, I'm probably going to start a new Job in October. Well, in the ending of October, really. My problem with that is, I am really scared of walking out of my house at 5:00 Am, in the morning. Imagine, if I lived in a worst area. Now I'm going to try it, but I don't know if I'm going to be able to go through with it. I'm scared cause weird things has happen to me before. I just Thank God that nothing bad has happened to me. Now I could ask my cousin to walk me every morning. Then again, its not his problem. You know what. Let's just see what happens in October.
I think I just broke my own record. I have not liked anyone in about 6, months. I think. I'm trying to think of the last person I was actually feeling, and the only name that pops up is this bitch. Which I know there was someone else after that. He probably keeps popping up cause that’s the worst shit that happed this year. Well I guess the person after that wasn't that important.
Well yea it's been 6 months. The problem is I'm probably going to start liking someone else soon. Someone that I just started talking to.
You know what, I don't want to like anyone right now. Maybe by January, I'll be open to it. Let me just try to go through this year without any drama. Whether it's good or bad drama I don't want it. I'll chill. I will be his friend. He's real sweet. Oh yea, one thing, he has 2 kids. Their not here in this state, but that is a lot of shit to carry. One thing I know is that he doesn't have any Mama Drama. And for those of you who are thinking "Well for Now". I know for a fact there won't be any. Now how I know this, Well I'll keep that to myself. Well Till Next Time
09/28/04 - Tuesday 7:07Pm09/29/04 - Tuesday 10:46Pm
Well I go and ask (I) how was gym today. He goes no I didn't get to do gym. I asked why. He said my shirt was smelly cause I left it in the gym locker. I didn't want to put it on cause then people were going to smell it. Then he goes its here I need to wash it.
I smelled it..That shit stinks.
I also asked him about his friends being unprepared. He said none of his friends were unprepared. That it was these other kids...Which it is possible that the teacher could of thought those were his friends...No biggy
Just for the record I ask (I) how’s school almost every day. So there’s no way he would find it funny, why I was asking.
Also told him that the teacher is going to call every time this happens. Till Next.
10/03/04 - Sunday 1:03Am
Well my baby won...I'm happy about that. Now let me start with Fat Joe...What the fuck was all that shit about he was coming out with TiTo.. I'm here waiting for him to be behind him. I see no fat nigga there. I here thinking is Joe late or something. Then my baby gets in the ring and I see his fat ass there. What happen to "Lean Back, Cause he's back". Now I really don't know why was Joe in the ring, but I really don't have no fucking idea why the fuck Tony Short-Shine Was There. Don't get me wrong I think he's cute and I do like checking out cute niggas. But my Trini had my eyes today noone else. Well I checked him out but it was about Tito today. Now the guy with the cam in the back. You know what, I'm not evening going there with that nigga. Well everyone said I sounded like Tito's Wife...Why? I'll show you.
Round 1: Come on baby, your not hitting. Don't do this to me. Come on baby, hit him. That's right pa. That’s right. Go baby. Hey, get off of him. Don't touch him.
Round 2/3/4: Come on baby. Get off of him. You could do this baby. That’s right baby. There you go baby. No stop, Hey. Fuck. Come on Papi.
Round 5 & 6: Yea baby you got this. come on baby. You fucking faker. You liar. Don't worry you got this Papi. That’s right baby. No,No, Stop. There you go baby. That’s right baby. You got him pa. Yea, Yea, OMG. That’s my baby.
Round 7 & 8: You got this Pa. Yea, that’s right. You got it. Knock him out papi. You got him baby. You got him, That’s right baby. You got him. Yea baby, Yea, baby, Yea, baby. That’s right. You got him papi...
And that was the end. 8th round. Done. Mayorga didn't want to have the interview. He should have. He is good. But my Trinidad is better.
Now Mr. Guy with 2 kids. He doesn't work tomorrow right. So instead of spending more of he's time with me he wants to go and go to sleep. Now I thought that was foul. You not working tomorrow so spend more time with me dumb ass. I don't think it's me to be honest. It can't be. I hope its not the age. He's 31/32. I forgot. It can't be the age. Let me find out its me. Nah, can't be. Did I say something wrong. I don't think I did. Well that was a turn off today. You don't have to work tomorrow, but you come out and say let me go. Not good. I did show some attitude. Then again he probably didn't noticed. I did play it off like it was cool. Well to bad. Till Next Time.
10/04/04 - Monday 3:32Pm10/07/04 - Thursday 11:38Pm10/13/04 - Wednesday 11:08Pm
Well, that's not exactly how the conversation went, but that was the main convo. But those are the things that were said to one another.
Well, this is the thing I'm not a bad hearted person. So, every time I wrote, mean things to him he came back with sweet things. And that's when I started feeling like, Am I being a mean bitch now? But then I thought, wait a minute I'm actually feeling bad here. I shouldn't feel bad for someone, who did, what he did to me. Well all I have to do is think back to that day so I can remember how much I can't stand him. Well, enough about him
Well my brother was at work right. So this man, comes up to him, so he can help him, right. Now my brother is there helping, and all of a sudden this man comes out and says, " You look like an attractive guy". So my brother said he said ,Thank You and continued doing what he was doing. Then, the man comes out of no where and tells him, " Look I have a proposition for you" I have a beautiful wife, but I like to watch her get fucked by other men. I just like to watch. So my brother said, he couldn't believe the shit that came out of this guys mouth. So, he just said oh really. So the man takes out he's Pocket Pc and tells him look this is my wife. Turns out he showed my brother his wife getting fucked by someone else. So the man says, "I have a beautiful wife right" So my brother says, yes she's attractive. Then the man says "Look I'll give you $1000 or $2000 if you just let me watch you Fuck my wife. So my brother tells him " Wow you serious". Then the man ask’s him "Do you have a big Dick". My brother was like "Listen my man you don't know me like that". Then my brother was like look I'm going to go now. Then the man took my brothers business card and wrote his # on it and told him if he changed his man to give him a call.....
Now isn't that some shit. There's a lot of crazy people in NYC. Don't get me wrong I have had my share of crazy as offers. So that didn't surprise me one bit...Well let me go. Till Next Time
10/15/04 - Wednesday 11:08Pm10/17/04 - Sunday 6:19Pm10/25/04 - Monday 12:40Pm10/30/04 - Saturday 11:24Am
11/01/04 - Monday 4:47 Pm11/04/04 - Thursday 10:39 Pm11/10/04 - Wednesday 11:54 Pm11/21/04 - Sunday 1:15 Pm11/24/04 - Wednesday 11:41 Pm
12/04/04 - Saturday 12:49Pm12/7/04 - Tuesday 11:51 Pm12/18/04 - Saturday 10:56 Pm12/20/04 - Monday 10:56 Pm12/23/04 - Thursday 11:22 Pm12/31/04 - Friday 6:43 Pm
1/01/05 - Saturday 3:18Pm1/05/05 - Wednesday 12:21 Am1/22/05 - Saturday 11:59 Pm1/29/05 - Saturday 1:22 Pm
2/01/05 - Tuesday 12:40am2/02/05 - Wednesday 11:45Pm2/09/05 - Wednesday 11:45Pm2/16/05 - Wednesday 1:18Am2/24/05 - Thursday 3:43Pm2/26/05 - Saturday 11:24Pm
3/07/05 - Monday 1:51Pm3/18/05 - Friday 11:38Pm3/23/05 - Wednesday 5:10Pm3/26/05 - Saturday 2:21Am3/29/05 - Tuesday 11:07Pm
4/6/05 - Wednesday 11:00Am4/8/05 - Friday 12:34Pm4/12/05 - Tuesday 2:15Pm4/15/05 - Friday 11:05Am4/24/05 - Sunday 11:17Am4/27/05 - wednesday 11:36Am4/29/05 - Friday 12:10Pm
5/6/05 - Friday 2:39Pm5/11/05 - Wednesday 1:07Pm5/18/05 - Wednesday 1:07Pm5/28/05 - Saturday 11:44Pm5/30/05 - Monday 6:23Pm5/31/05 - Tuesday 8:45Am
6/05/05 - Sunday 1:51Pm6/11/05 - Saturday 1:52Pm6/19/05 - Sunday 10:44Pm6/23/05 - Thursday 10:43Am6/26/05 - Sunday 11:40Pm6/30/05 - Thursday 11:45Am
7/11/05 - Sunday 12:54am7/12/05 - Tuesday 1:33Pm7/18/05 - Monday 12:53Pm7/27/05 - Wednesday 9:19Am
8/03/05 - Wednesday 11:35Am8/07/05 - Saturday 12:36Am
8/10/05 - Wednesday 12:55Am8/21/05 - Sunday 11:53Pm
9/02/05 - Friday 1:36Pm9/06/05 - Tuesday 3:10Pm9/14/05 - Wednesday 10:59Pm9/18/05 - Sunday 2:50Am
Hopefully, there's more to come..
El Fin
Well, I just want to apologize about this entry. I kept digressing like crazy. One minute I remember to write it out like I have it on my journal book, while I was there. The next minute I forget and just write it out like I'm telling a story. So, I apologize about that. I just hope its understandable. If it's not, so be it. I'm trying to at least give a little inside story about Cancun, Mexico. And this is not even half. So, I hope you enjoyed it