LOVE'S WRATH© Love is beautiful in the movies, Love is beautiful at night, but in time Love’s Wrath comes, It pulls you away, It tares the love out of your heart, It makes you think...is this love, or is this just a crush.
AND WE JUST SAT© Our so called friends betrayed us, They told us they were here, To talk and laugh and cry, So when it came time, I went to them, We sat and talked, And when I was done, They laughed in my face, They told me I was worthless, And so very gullible that I would tell them everything, Now they would spread it around, And then one day, They needed to talk, Their friend got killed, They called us up, We didn’t answer the phone, We just listened to their message, We hear their sad story, And yes we felt bad, But we knew we could do any good, And we just sat.
DEEP© Deep in my depression, Deep down in my soul, Deep in my darkest dreams, I find the power to go on, I look at a picture, The place I call perfect, It keeps me going, When I know it will all be over soon, I remember being there, I remember the turquoise water, It just soothed my soul, When I’m feeling very alone, I look at it, And before I know it I’m cured, Just from the memories, Of a perfect place.
RAGE© Rampage of the roaring evils, Appearing and disappearing, Great destruction causes rage, Everyone Fought the rage with faith.
OUR FRIENDSHIP© our friendship is disappearing, it has only been a year, and already you’re forgetting your true friend, maybe we can start over, we can call it our new friendship.
WHY FIGHT THE WAR© Why fight the war, does it give you something to do, Why fight the war, do you like to kill all the people, Why fight the war, does it give you a sense of power, I don’t know what it is, but our world, seems to love to fight the war.
I HAVE NO© i have no friends, i have no life, I'm born to be a failure, I'm born to be a loser, when i see people with best buds, i go home and i cry, when i see people that have friends, i build up jealousy, i still have no friends, i still have no life, but no longer am i born to be a failure, and no longer am i born to be a loser, i can do it alone, i can do it without help, i will be brave, and i will be strong.
MY THINKING POEM© I am a broken being, I am torn apart by discouragement, You put me down, And i flinch, You push me down, And i disappear, Because of the the lack of encouragement, I disappearing into nothingness, I am the most welted and destroyed rose bush, The burnt edges of the leaves mean, The broken hearts I’ve had, The gone petals symbolize, People that have put me down, So when you see the rose bush, Don’t put it down by calling it ugly, MY HEART© The whole in my heart, is too deep for a filling, The crack in my heart, is too big for mending, So in conclusion, it seems to me that, my heart will go with out recognition, The dent in my heart, is too dented to fix, The fracture in my heart, is too outrageous to stitch, So in conclusion, it seems to me that, my heart will never be fixed, nor will I collect a new one.
HEART BREAK© the heart break i have been through, the sorrow in my soul, the heavy feeling of emptiness, the past in now foretold, the broken feeling in my chest, the tears on my cheeks, the strong feeling of loneliness, THE FEELING OF FORGIVENESS© the feeling of forgiveness, in my lonely,empty soul, the feeling of forgiveness, i cannot control, the feeling of forgiveness, in my very teary eyes, the feeling of forgiveness, torn apart by lies, the feeling of forgiveness, in my lifeless, little mind, the feeling of forgiveness, where are the answers i need to find
THE ROSE IN MY HEART© the rose in my heart has begun to welt, the tears in my eyes have started to melt, the feeling that I have is not good, Maybe you left because you should, The petals have started falling one by one, And walking through the park just is no fun, Without you I just cannot sleep, I need you to hold and to keep, The rose in my heart is totally dead, the tears in my eyes are infinite they said.
CLOVER© I don't think you understand, just what i'm going through, Even though we messed around, I'm still not good enough for you, I really don't think you know, what's going through my head, why can't we just be friends, so i can stop crying in my bed, I just want to take it all back, just relax and let it blow over, I just wish i had it with me, my lucky four leaf clover. USED© You said that it was deep, that made my heart skip a beat, I thought maybe this feeling would last, But you got angry way too fast, I want you to know I still care, even though the circumstances just aren’t fair, I would still give anything to be with you, but I guess your words weren’t true, You hurt me and I feel used, my confidence will be forever bruised, I don’t know why i wanted to be with you anyway, You see me, make eye contact, then look away, So i’m trying to forget about what we had, but when i see you with her i’ll still get mad. RUMOR THAT RUINED MY LIFE© I could've be a goddess if you had wanted me to be, an angel a princess all of it for free, but I am the person that you made me, You've ruined my reputation can't you see, I could've be the best of the best, If only you hadn't put me to the test, Instead of a friend you made me feel like a guest, You're such an ignorant and immature pest, Life might have been so good, If I had walked away from you like I knew I could, I should've done something instead I just stood, Find your way out of my life if you would, I really hate the both of you, I can't wait till the day that I'm better than you two, But because of the conclusion that the two of you drew, You started the rumor and you even said it was true.
ROMANCE© The romance of every date, the kisses after dinner, the whispering in my ear, all makes me more scared of love, then I’ve ever been before.
EX BOY© When I look into the mirror, I see him hanging over my shoulder, When I wake up in the middle of the night, I feel his arms around my stomach, When I go outside to kiss the rain, I can taste him in my mouth, But he is only in my imagination, Not in my reality, He is just a fantasy.
I WANT YOU TO WANT ME© I love you so much, When you touch me I melt, And When you say I'm beautiful I almost shed a tear, Never have I felt this way, Towards and person around, Your the best thing in my life, On your shoulder I can cry, Usually people use me, To you that's not an option, Otherwise you'd be just like them, We do everything together, All I can think of is you, Not some stupid famous heart throb, Time won't ever change how I feel for you, Me and you are stuck together, Everyday we grow closer. MY GREAT NEW GUY© I met this great new guy, Who puts my life at all time highs, He said he didn't want to break my heart, I want to lose myself in his eyes, I trust this boy like no other, I really don't think he'd lie, When I'm around him I just melt, and I shine like stars in the sky, I think he likes me more than I know, He'd be there for me if I needed to cry, He would comfort my mind, body, and soul, I hope our flame doesn't soon die. HEARTS COLLIDE© In my dreams you come to me, You sit down on my bed, You want to touch me I can see, "I'll be gentle," you once said, As you travel closer to south, Your hands caress my side, You're seducing me with your mouth, A little closer our hearts collide. -Dedicated to 3 special guys- WAITING FOR YOU© Wanting and wishing you were here, And meeting you in my dreams, Is what i'll have to live with, This feeling I've got scares me to death, Inside my heart tells me you're special, Never have I been treated like this, Getting compliments just doesn't happen to me, Forever I'll cheris the words you have said, Over and over I think of your face, Remembering the first time we talked, You liked the way I giggled, On my knees I pray for you, Until we meet face to face. **** ******© Your smooth hands touch her face, My heart wanders to an exotic place, For I wish you would touch my cheeks, Your acceptance is what my heart seeks, I want ecstasy to be reached with you, You won't forget me, I know this is true, I know you still want to be satisfied, I promise I'll keep future relations classified, Just give me another chance to become, Your all beautiful, all precious, all lovely, number one. SEE YOU© When I see you, I know that you see me too, I look into your eyes, And for once I get no lies, I love you dearly, Even though I see you mearly, And believe me, my heart misses, Your everlasting kisses. I LOVE YOU© You make me smile, Your touch stays for a while, You've made my world good, But if we only could, Be forever more, Life Would change for the better I'm sure, Oh yeah I wanted to say this too, I love you! WHAT LOVE MEANS© When life gets hard, Hand in hand we make it easy, As we fall more in love, Time will bring us closer, Living is a blessing now, Opening my heart up to you, Vulnerable are we together, Everyday I want to be with you, Memories of your face are near, Even when we're far apart, Anticipating every moment with you, Nothing would be good if i didn't have you, So obviously we are in love.
FRIENDS WITH YOU© Being friends with you, Being there through all that you do, Makes me happy to see, How much faith you put in me, And when you need somewhere to stay, I’d hope you’d come to me and say, We’ve been friends for so long, I need you now to make me feel strong, No matter what you’re going through, I’ll always be here for you, So don’t ever forget how much I care, Always remember a friendship like ours is quite rare.
