This page is dedicated to both Allie & Rosemary for making my Joseph birthday perfect by sharing it with me!
Friday 1st August 2003
During the show
Shaun came & danced at the end of our row & was smiling and looking at me
After the show
Shaun came straight out to me & wished me happy birthday & gave me a huge hug & kiss.
Shaun had his arm round me & asked was everything ok & was I alright & how things had been so I said I was fine & I asked how he was he said he was fine but suffering a bit from a cough & cold
He asked if I was having a good birthday & what I had been upto for the day. So I said we had been shopping & he laughed & said what are you like.
He had a good look at my T shirt & was laughing & told me he had seen it & said everyone had been looking at it & he wanted to know when the photo on it was from & I said it was from when Nicole & Vicki had taken it for me as I was missing him.
Shaun wrote me this lovely message in my birthday book.
When I asked him he said of course then was holding my book & said oooooooh what shall I write & spent a long time thinking & writing & wouldnt let me see what he writing until he had finished. While he was writing in my book Claire wanted a photo of him so went gave Allie her camera stood behind Shaun & said look over there & smile.
Phil came out & wanted to see my T shirt to & read exactly what it said & Shaun said hey Phil you seen it you should be proud of that.
Shaun asked what we had planned for the night & asked were we were staying so I told him we were having a Pyjama party at our hotel.
Shaun was asked to sign a little boys programme so we were looking at it & I said that his cast picture was my favourite picture of him & he said awwwww & he wished he could have his hair that short again so I said he should if he wants to & he said he cast as they wouldnt like it & hes meant to have it long so I said if he wants a haircut he should have one allthey can do is moan after he has it done & moaning wouldnt hurt him to which he laughed.
Rosemary asked me to take a photo of her to go in my fan gallery as I had been asking her for ages so I told Shaun it was going in the fan gallery to which he gave me a big smile.
Allie told Shaun he hadnt worn his white shirt as requested to which I said that it was ok that was a T shirt I hadnt seen before so was all good & Shaun laughed.
I asked Shaun what time he had arrived as I had missed him & he said 3 O'clock he had had a long day & been up since seven & I said awwww then realised I had been up longer so told him so & that I had no sympathy for him.
I told Shaun I had someone for him to meet & introduced him to Shaun the sheep & asked him to guess what his name was & he burst out laughing & guessed correctly so I told him about me making him in Hamleys & me having a birth certificate for him & everything & asked could I take a photo of my two Shauns together.
Shaun asked when he would see me again & I laughed & said tommorow I will still be here & he laughed & said so I will see you when I come in tommorow then you will be here at lunch time so I said yes that I would.
As he was leaving Shaun said bye to everyone then as he was going round the corner shouted goodnight Helen.
Saturday 2nd August
Before the show
Shaun arrived & came straight & gave me a hug & kiss & asked how I was today so I said fine & asked how he was & he said he was ok & felt a bit better he just had a cold.
Shaun laughed at my T shirt & what & what it said on it as it was a French Connection one with no fcuking angel.
He asked if I had a good night & I said yes we had fun & he laughed so I asked if he wanted to see some funny photos & showed him the photos of him & Shaun the sheep to which he replied on my god what a freak & laughed & I then showed him one of me at our pajama party to which he was shocked at the amount of food I was surrounded by.
I asked if he was going home tonight & he said yes he was James was giving him a lift.
Shaun asked which shows I was going to so I said I was going to the 5 & 8 so I could see Lee too. He asked we was I sat was I in my usual place & laughed before I even replied that yes I was.
He said he best get in & said he would see me in there at the five & chat to me later & gave me a hug & kiss
During the show
At the 5 'oclock Shaun came & danced at the end of our row & was smiling and looking at me & also during the finale he started looking & smiling at me & singing to me. At the very end of the show Shaun waved to me & gave me a big lovely smile.
After the show
Shaun came out & came straight over to me.
we were looking at photograps that people had given him to sign. He was looking & saying Oh no look at my big daft face on that one & laughed & I said I only get nice smiles not big daft faces & he looked at me & gave me a lovely big smile. I said nothing beats my photo from last night of you & he laughed & agreed.
I borrowed Shirls copy of my photo of Lee & Trevor & asked Shaun if he wanted to se a worrying photo & he laughed & said yes so I showed him it & he laughed & said oh my god look at them two & James looked & said on my good thats so smuty, thats sooo Trevor thats soo accurate to which me & Shaun burst out laughing.
I thanked him for my lovley message & he said I was welcome.
Shaun said I had been in almost the same seats for the 5 & 8 o'clock so I said I had been in the same seat hadnt he noticed & he laughed & said well I dont count them do I!
I asked Shaun if I had put him off during the 8'0clock show as I was looking at him during the changing off the guard & was convinced I had put him off he laughed & said no I hadnt. I said I had got the hang of waving to him at the end of the show now after sucessfully managed it at the 5'oclock! I said I has never tried it before as I didnt think he could see me from where he was stood.
He asked if I was going home tommorow so I said yes tommorow night I was going to the football with Claire first. I explained I was going to the Tottenham match but I was a Liverpool supporter.
Shaun asked when I was coming again & we had a personal conversation & I explained that I cant come again for a while & he said awwwww but just think it will be all the better next time you come then.
Shaun said he would have to go so he & James could get the train & said bye & gave me a big hug & kiss.
