Working with energy is a full time effort. I don’t know when the rumor began that I am a white witch, but that is not true. I'm not even as ugly as they tell, but maybe its true about being mean.
Probably it all began when I disapated a big dust devil down in Arizona. I was as surprised as everyone else when that “devil” lifted itself off the ground and disappeared right before our eyes!. I simply work with energy. I’m a student of material reality. Watching and learning is what I do.
There are two basic types of energy-positive and negative. When one replaces the negative with positive, it “kicks up dust”. In other words “shit happens”. Negative energy is powerful stuff, I imagine it like an ocean, with me plowing my way through it. Plowing, not with a tractor, more like a shovel. A little here and a little there-attempting to determine what is effective and what doesn’t work in a practicle world.
If I can’t control my own thoughts, who can?
Breaking energy down further between useful energy and detrimental energy. Anger, for example, can be useful when anger is used for ending detrimental energy. “I’ve had enough! Change things!” is useful energy-even though anger, at gut level, can be interpreted as negative energy. So...there’s such a thing as “Good” anger and “Bad” anger. Hmmm...
Consciousness is my basic tool for energy control. My thoughts become powerful enough if I use the correct procedures. This journal helps me translate very immaterial concepts into objective reality.
1. “If I can think it.” My consciousness is where my world begins. So this is the most power position of all. Some of us are more successful than others-agreed? Weeelll-so it seems. Reading is one method I use to observe life. I’ve discovered that many successful people have the same problems I have. We experience a degree of “failure” at least at first.
2. Limited ideas. God-what if I can’t think it! In my ignorance, what if my life and capabilities are limited by what I can’t think because I have no concept? Help me find it all! Let me look in the nooks and crannies of life and see what? ....I pray for understanding....
3. Making the “unreal” into reality. Instead of re-creating the wheel, I looked to the professionals for guidance in this matter. Religion! Since the beginning...rituals and celebration have been used as tools for making energy work in a real world.
Birthday celebrations are welcoming of a new soul on earth.
Baptism represents a spiritual awakening within a soul
Wedding rituals are celebration when two souls join.
Graduation ceremony is the celebration of a soul’s education.
Funerals and wakes are the recognition of a soul’s “going home”.
It took me many years to recognize the real implications of these events and become more in tune with their power and energy. These became a major part of my education with energy How do emotions fit in? I’m still working on that. Emotions are very powerful and certainly they influence energy. I’ll try to report in now and then.
I took the advice of another “pro” and began using ammonia for household cleaning. It seems to settle negative energy.
Each fountain that I ship out carries with it my blessing (energy) “Use this fountain in health and happiness”. I can “see“ the energy within the fountain itself and the water flowing peacefully within.
How do I know when my “energy” is working? I look for coincidences because they help me translate events in my life. People, places, ideas...they all are my reality. The smallest thing, even a smile-translates into energy, irrational or senseless violence-a clue about energy, a book-energy from the author, all are meaningful messages helping me translate events into understanding and purpose.
Often, a book with information which is “timely” falls into my hands.
I was as surprised as she was. Not because 5 gizmos came up-but because the response was so immediate. I wondered if my friend learned anything from the event-since it was probably her lesson-not mine! She interpreted the event as a simple co-incidence! Poor baby...
My lesson was found in observing my friend's reaction to the event. I learned some of us will not learn even when we witness the facts.
I told her and I’ll tell you...we make our own reality-and we use energy to do it. Life is all about energy. And we’re accountable for our use of the energy. We’re accountable for our thought and actions. I’ve probably lived 1,000 lifetimes figuring this out. What a bummer!
I snapped a photograph of a raging fire near Reno, NV in the late 1990's. When I developed the photo, I discovered the form of an angel within the smoke. The event has been truly powerful for me; and when I discovered "angelfire" on the web-you can imagine my reaction! Angelfire, it seems, is where I belong. My connection is powerful..and lasting...and determined...
One word of warning-beware! Energy too has a consciousness. Misuse of power demands a payback. Sometime and somehow, it’ll backfire big time if this energy you and I have been given is misused. I hate to imagine the results in our karma for misuse of power.
I don’t think the energy is “God”. “God” is much more. Energy is another face of God. I think that we’re all here to learn how to deal with practical reality and the energy is the main tool for our use.
God did not create the universe from the outside looking in. He is the universe! And much more! God is every bug and every rock. He is us! Everything should be treated with respect!
Watch how others use their energy and learn from it.
Notes: Peace ‘n Harmony are not always a good thing. Sometimes it implies unresolved issues. Trouble Brewing! Just keep an eye out for a block in communications.
(Note to myself) think about
herbs and their personal power-ie: companion planting (do plants communicate with one another?) and traditional remedies(another face of "God"?)
designing personal audio tapes for personal meditations.
a. healing.
b. career.