Entry 000050; 11.11.01

My superficial gage is almost worn out so that means I'm gonna leave soon.

It seems as if it's taking forever...does it always take this long? But this is good, this is good. This is good. Because I'm still not sure of where I'm headed and who I am to be.

I've got the groundwork down though. The basics. The details just have to be...sorted...out. I have to be filtered into a fine sand that sneaks into every scratch in the wood. That way I can cause more damage when I explode.

Soon.

7/11...I'm working on it. Give me time.