Entry 000058; 11.27.01

So. I have a bunch of backlogged journal entries on handwritten hardcopy but I don't know where they are to transpose them right now. Hence, I'll just whatever and put those in later.

Lots happening, or have happened....I am having so many problems with verbs right now.

On a sad note, I lost my crush. That is, he didn't die or anything. I just stopped liking him so much. this truly is a shame, since I was enjoying myself verily so. Sigh. I mean he's still cute and all, but more of a "oh pretty face, good body" way instead of a "OH MY GOD HE SMILED AT ME!" kind of way. And I am not very very sad but more of "oh damn." sad, since the entire point of having a crush on someone has been made. Now i have proven to myself that I can at least be attracted to a person who isn't...a freak. Or someone who treats me badly. now the only thing we have to work on is making people who aren't mean freaks like ME. Back to the drawing board.

I think I accidentally made coffee Ice cream. Life is good.

By the way, I've finally changed personalities. More on that, details and whatnot, later when I find my handwritten stuff.

:::Humms:::...have a nice night, you.

16/29. I'm almost positive this will no longer be an issue.





The Ashia