Entry 000143; 09.05.02

I don't think words could express how much I absolutely loathe Nathan. He has the amazing ability to make a girl feel like the absolutely last priority for anyone anywhere. The beautiful part is the delightful little mind-fuck he likes to pull on you - when he tells you how much he loves you and in the same breath tells you that no, he won't be home before 10 because fag club might have a party and gosh, he wouldn't want to miss it and be the kid who only shows up to rehersals. But he has no problem with being too busy to say hi before stumbling home tired and falling asleep.

I hate i hate i hate i hate i hate.

One of these days, Nathan will get exactly what is coming to him. And it will be very wonderful. Very violent. And very, very bloody.