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August 17 - Yee-haw! Back from Canada. Lots of pictures. Lots of pretty pretty boys. Wow. College tomorrow. Eep.
August 11 - Yee-haw! Canada tomorrow! Miss me! No more job for Kate! Yee-haw!
August 10 - Wow, the guy I work with is awesome. A pink pocket rocket! Tee hee. And he's smart. And he can get me a job at the Pink Pussycat. Wowness. Kate gets to hug a big orange Cingular thing tomorrow! Yee-haw! Last day of work tomorrow. Everybody miss me when I go to Canada! And then college... eep! Wow, we got invited to another cop party! Too bad we can't go cuz of Canada. Maybe this time I wouldn't have jumped away from the fireman. Sigh. He was yummy looking.
August 9 - Wow, Kate has life, sorta. Yesterday I hung out with Abanty because she is so awesome. We listened to Phantom of the Opera music. We're dorks. ABBA is/are (?) so cute! It's all happy music! Wow, Kate went to the beach today for the first time this summer. Kate is going to go on some kind of outdoor adventure thing during orientation. Should be interesting. It's mostly guys who like canoeing and hiking and rock-climbing, right? Yee-haw!
August 7 - Wow... Eek, AK. That would be awesome. Wow, i'm loved all of a sudden. This is cool. Anyway, what the hell is that silica gel crap they put in shoes and bags??? What does it do? Why put it there if you have to throw it out anyway? And what's the point of something in you can't eat it?!?!? Err... Delete that. Wow, the nike persto commercial with the running dudes. I hate being single. I start obsessing voer stupid commercials with pretty boys in them. Abanty met a boy at orientation. I should do the same thing. I have what Alanna has but mine's cooler. Oh, and my 368 # doesn't work. So use the 332 one. Eek, sorry. If you don't know it and care to know it, e-mail me.
August 6 - Alright, so when we go to Canada we're bringing a huge sign that says "We're here to screw around." Tee hee. WOW, I had the coolest dream. Ya know how they have maps online where you zoom in and see street names and important buildings? Well in my dream me and Julie was looking at a map of Hoboken and we zoomed in to Stevens and I saw every building. Then we zoomed in some more and we actually saw the people there, except this was during the school year. So we zoomed in some more and someone we were actually in there. We were walking around drooling over pretty boys. Of course, they all started lining up to ask Julie out, which kind of killed the whole dream. So I was sitting in the corner by myself while everyone was asking her out and watching everything that goes on in Stevens, which was pretty cool too. So yea, it was an interesting dream. Oh, and no more Hemingway for me. He used his name in 2 stories. Wow, I'm really serious about this. Yahoo!Eek! I opened the box today! I had to because I had to put the shirt in. But I closed it and put it back immedtiately, without looking through it. I'm proud of me. WHY DO BEATY PRODUCTS US THE WORD NICK??? Shaving cream is a duh, but why nailpolish?? UGH! Very frustrating. Anyway, are flushable tampons really flushable? Wow, I have the cutest bag. Wow, I am walking around the house with it cuz it's so fucking cute. Wow. I wanna hear that guy's voice every night before I go to bed. He has the sexiest voice. Wow. The way he says "and here they come" about the stupid camels... wow... sigh... Ooh, I know exactly what kind of guy I want. I want a skinny puny guy who wears brown pants and ripped sneakers with a button down shirt, and I want us to sit by a lake, listen to The Call, and just read a book together. (That was Julie's idea but I love it) When I told my mommy about this she said that I remind her of herself when she was younger. That made me realize that what I want is never going to happen because it never happened with my mommy, and she was wanted by EVERYONE when she was younger. So if SHE wasn't able to get that, then I definitely won't. BUT!! I have a cute bag so I don't care.
August 5 - Supposedly there's gonna be videos of me naked at Coney Island on the internet soon. Whoever finds it, show it to me, I'm curious to see what kind of boobs they gave me. Err, people keep walking around and videotaping me, and the guys I work with explained the reason for that. Sounds interesting. Heh, someone other than myself and Julie does love me! My granma loves me! My mommy loves me too! Err... OOH! And my dad gave me a bunch of CD's. David Bowie rocks! Wow! And the Eagles and wow. Kate's a happy bunny. Poo poo. I don't wanna go away to college. I wanna live here. I like it here.
August 4 - Heh, maybe he is right. Us not talking is a good idea. And no one's ever allowed to mention his name to me ever again. ALANNA: Dont' you dare ask who because that will just defeat the whole purpose of my decision. So yea. No thinking. No talking. No anything. I'm even giving up Matchbox 20 for a while. AND the cow and the pig. ::gasp:: But this is all for the better. Anyway, I need a mirror. I miss staring at myself all day long. I mean, SOMEONE should appreciate my prettiness. Woo hoo! My phone number should work again today. After I told everyone the new number. So go back to the 368 one. YAY! Not that anyone noticed it was gone cuz of course, no one ever bothers to call me. Anyway, I need mirror! I'm so sick of running up the stairs to my parents room whenever I need to look at my prettifulness.
August 3 - Wow, I almost died today. Lightning went WHEE! right on the metal thing right in front of me. Lots of sparks. Very bright. I made a very important decision today. The only thing I'm taking to college with me is the mooing snake. Cuz that's just the coolest thing ever. Err, not the only thing, but yea. Wow, for the first time in like, a year or so, a decent looking NOT OVER 50 guy actually looked at me. And there were kisses blown. Ehh well. He wasn't pretty or anything. Just not completely ugly for once. And not 50. Wow, I'm a loser. But whatever, I have a right to be happy over this. It'll never happen again. Yee-haw! I love my room. Wow, I started reviewing Chemistry today, and I fell asleep. Just like last year when I was studying for the AP. I fell asleep every day. But that turned out OK. So this should too. Although for now I forgot EVERYTHING. EEK!
August 2 - OK, we're halfway unpacked. Wow, being attacked by boxes all day is fun. But tiring. My brother being buried under boxes was mucho fun. Whee! Stupid AOL. Stupid dial-up. Stupid one phone line. But my room is oh so pretty! Even smaller than before, but oh so pretty! AND I have a closet!!! Yee-haw! Wow, I feel bad for Abanty. Her roommate "lives and breathes hip hop." And she says things like "1 luv." I now realize how lucky I got with my roommate. I would like, shoot myself if I was stuck with some ghetto chik. Whew. Eep! 9 more nights to live at home. Including tonight. Then I'm gonna have to be a big girl! Eek!
July 30 - Orange bookbag god I am!
July 29 - Yippee! Now I have 3 pigs! I need a third cow. And a stuffed hot dog. (They have those!) And a banana. But that's different. Wow, I come home and there are lots and lots of firetrucks on my block. Must find out what happened. Wow, I mention bananas a lot. Anyway. Eep! I realized I have about 10 days to get everything I need for college. I'm gonna have dial-up for 3 weeks after I move. EWW!
July 28 - Whoa! I met some guy who's gonna go to Stevens too. Pretty tummy. Too bad he didnt strip. That woulda been fun. Me and Julie kicked their ass in pool! We rock! But wow, I hate ghetto guys who say "oh shit son" every two seconds. Blech. And I have a balloon! I want a banana. A mango sounds nice too. But a banana would do.
July 27 - Working with Julie rocks. Where's my asshole??? Sigh. I want my asshole. Tee hee. I'm not a weirdo, really.
July 26 - Wow. Yummness. Wow. Four hours of yummness. And I finally saw fireworks! Err, real ones, although there were fireworks with Nick there too. Yummness. Wow. And my cousin hit my nose with a frisbee. It was very very ow. I have stupid cousins. But wow, Nick is sooo yummy.
July 25 - Kate went camping! Kate's feet are all bitten and ouched. Ouchies. I went bowling (NOT blowing!!) and on the bumper cars for the first time ever! Whee! My cousin is annoying. Constantly making WeTodd noises and telling me I'm fat. So my whole "I love me" thing is gone for now. Sigh. EVERYTIME I put on a bathing suit I got made fun of. Everytime I put on a towel to cover myself up he made fun of me too. It's like, GEEZ! DIE! Yea, so like, yea. Rain is evil.SOMEONE: can't make fun of you for the lifeguard chair... errrm maybe i shouldnt have said that
Never again can anyone make fun of me for lifeguard chairs! Because I never did anything in a lifeguard chair unlike SOME people!
July 19 - Whoa, my roommate is cool! She likes me! I like her! Err... NO Paul! NOT like that you sick fuck. But yay! She likes penguins and she eeks. That's all it takes for a person to be cool. The question of the day seems to be "Were Ross and Rachel on a break? Who was right?"
July 18 - EEK! College in exactly a month. Whoa. Concert whoa. I saw the pretty fireman! I think. Or it was some other pretty fireman. But I think it was THE one. Ehh well.
July 17 - Kate got bitten. Ow. Whoa, I saw Igor at work! Tee hee. Haven't seen the kid in years. I think he might have gotten a bit freaked out to hear his name on the mic. Oh well. Whee. I have another toy. AND some pretty guy kept saying I was cute and that he has to take me out. Too bad he was old and had a kid. Plus he was dirty. But oh so pretty!
July 15 - Wow. WOW. Wow. WOW. The last three wow's are for Julie, not for me. But wow, cops are soo cool! They party and they give 17 year olds beer! That's like, the most ironic thing. Except for stealing Sloman Shield signs. Cope are funny. They do accents to get rid of stalkers. And firemen are so hot. And EMT guys. Wow. A party with 5 girls and about 40 guys. Very cool. Wow. But I have problems. I meet guys who stick their hands up my shirt the second they see me, but when a pretty fireman is there, I get all shy and stupid. Very stupid. But wow, cops get rid of nasty guys who stick their hands up my shirt. Good cops. And they have the cutest names that end in Y. Wow. Kate drank two nights in a row. BAD Kate. STUPID Kate. AHHH! Kick me. I feel pathetic. Julie got me a job, teddy bears, and almost got me the fireman guy. Why can't I do any of that myself? Ehh well. People won me teddy bears! Whee! Oh, and I'm sooo proud of myself. Me talk on microphone! AND, people told me I was too loud. Wow, me being too loud. Woo hoo! So cops rock. They do bad things and have parties on the beach. It's soo cute! WOW. WOW. WOW. WOW.
July 14 - Wow, I really should wear deodorant when I leave Julie's house. Tee hee. Wow. I'm so cool. I love me again! We can all love Kate again because Kate is so awesome! Wow, drunk russian men dancing are funny. Why was he 30? And why was he dancing with EVERY chik there? Tee hee. Wheee! Oh, and Kate has a job again. Woo hoo! So you can delete the last entry from ytour head because everything is awesome again!Oh, and I have a goal that you people are gonna have to help me reach. I want the counter number to reach 4000 on the first page before I leave to go to college. So... you're gonna click Here and reload the page 20 times a day. OK? yay!
July 12 - So Kate doesn't have a job anymore. Now I'm useless, jobless, and boyfriendless. I'm also stupid and lazy. (That comes from me being too lazy to go to the library and get a book to make myself smart) Plus my nail is broken and my hair is frizzy! But seriously, I feel like crap because I won't have anything to do for the rest of the summer. Oh, and I'm also friendless. Sigh.EEEEK! In addition to everything, I forgot how it's done! I don't know how to do it anymore!!! EEK!
Wow, according to thespark.com I'm only 56% dateable. My depression continues.
July 11 - Wow, Alanna signed my guestbook 11 times. Nick signed it 4-5 times. I lost count. I needed to use my second hand for Alanna. Not like that! 11 is greater than 10. Yea. Wow. Sigh.
July 10 - Yoga is like, weird. I don't get it. Wow, Julie loves me! And I love her! Awww! NO PAUL! NOT LIKE THAT! But wow, I'm like, overwhelmed with love for her.
July 9 - Wow, Kate feels good! It's so cool! I have nails, and they're black, and pretty, and Julie said she doesn't like them, but 2 people today told me that they like my nails, like, out of nowhere. So ha! But wow, it's hard to type with nails. And mine aren't even all that long. How do people with fake nails do it?!? Heh, I was right about Alanna's koolaid. Anyway, I feel GOOD.I FELT* good. Poo.
Wow, an episode of Friends I've never seen before! Holy crap! That was a cool episode. And it wasn't one of the newer ones. Wow, I can't believe I've never seen it before.
Heh, now I feel stupid. Really stupid. But whatever. I should have realized that them not talking doesn't mean he'll talk to me. I have no power over that. Oh well. Wow, in the year that I've talked to him, there wasn't a single time when I saw his screenname online and my heart didn't start beating faster. I hate this. I hate me.
Wow, I'm such a girl. I watch Gilmore Girls and eat ice cream when I'm not feeling happy.
July 8 - Wow, making fun of carpets and bearsts is fun! I love Julie! Sigh. Going online now depresses me. This is great. But it's OK. I calculated that I should get a guy sometime around December. 6 months isn't a long time, is it? For me it's not. I'm used to not having anyone. I'm not like Julie who gets taken out by guys every 3 seconds. But ooh! Nick liked her butt, and her guy now likes my boobs. So ha! Payback!
July 7 - Lots of thinking... Should I be stupid and do something that I'll probably regret? Or should I just ignore it all for now and see what happens? Sigh.
July 5 - Eek, post-4th of July depression. I want fireworks. Last time I saw fireworks was last summer with Nick. Sigh. I want fireworks. I also want Nick, but that's not the point. Who wants to go to Coney Island with me on fridays to watch fireworks? Heh. Never mind. It would be depressing. Heh, I went to the doctor today and they made my arm ow, and didn't even give me a lollipop. But Julie did. She's sooo sweet! Aww! I want fireworks. Time to hug myself.PAUL: hmm i seemed to have turned kate off!
PAUL: *feels around for switch to turn her back on*
PAUL: cant find it, but sure is fun lookin for it!
July 4 - Wow, can't believe that last year's 4th of July at Marymount was better. Heh, if you read over last year's entry about 4th of July, it says that it was the worst 4th of July ever. Wow, I realized that one of the things I like most is fireworks. I realized this today when I didn't see fireworks. Sigh. I want fireworks. Anyway.
No sleep: BAD
Coffee: GOOD
Salty sour milk: BAD
Julie's guy: BAD
Carpet: BAAAAAAAAD
Pretty lad asking what days I work and when I get off work: GOOD
Not understanding his accent: BAD
Having to put up with 50 year old men hitting on you: BAD
Alanna and Nick flirting: BAD
Money: GOOD
Raspberries: GOOD
Drunk russian ladies pulling their pants down and peeing on the sidewalk in the middle of the night: FUNNYThat pretty much summarizes my last 3 days.
July 1 - I got a 5 on the AP!!!!!!!! I don't need to take the stupid calculus class in the summer! Kate is smart! Woo hoo! YAY!!!Wow, Hotness was in my house. Actually, 2 hotnesses. These two guys came to deliver an AC for the upstairs people but they weren't home. Wow. Hotness. Both of them. Shirtless. Both of them. Pretty lips. Both of them. Tall. Both of them. Sigh. Perhaps they were brothers or something?? Wow, yummness. Kate drooled lots. Sigh. And they had pretty pretty bodies. Yummness. I wants. Both of them. At the same time. Oh yea!
June 30 - I wrote a whole lot about me having a kitten earlier, but I think I might have forgotten to save it. Stupid me. Anyway, I have a kitten. But since I'm allergic it's only for a couple of days then my mom's friend will take it.Number of balloons inflated: 30
Number of hours worked: 6
Number of guys asking me to be their prize: 4
Getting a job: priceless
When I asked Paul what I'm supposed to do with his turkey... his reply was: "put it between your..... bread?" Wow, I love the kid.
June 29 - So Julie has a Bob! And Enrique Iglesias has absolutely no butt! How disappointing!Wow, my baby cousin loves me! It's the coolest thing ever! She said my dress was pretty! Awww...
Why was Helen Keller a bad driver?
Because she was a woman!
Why are women's feet shorter than men's?
To stand closer to the stove.
Why did the woman cross the road?
Who cares! What was she doing out of the kitchen??
Wow, this is what I get when I hang out with a whole lot of male cousins and brothers and uncles all night. I also get told to go back to the zoo. Sigh.
June 27 - YAYNESS! GRADUATION PICTURES! And just go look at all the pictures in general. UPSIDE DOWN PICTURE! Sigh...
June 26 - Yea, so I went to Vadim's house and we showered together. Tee hee. It was bubbly. And according to Cynthia we had hot dirty monkey sex. Ehh. And we didn't really shower together. I have my diploma and everything! Whee! Hey, did you know that I am a promiscuous prostitute??I put some pictures up!!
June 25 - I'm all graduated!!! Surprisingly the whole graduation ceremony was pretty good. I enjoyed it. I wore the dress! I got pictures!!! YAY! I'll start scanning tomorrow. It's my grandma's birthday today! She's soo awesome, I love her soo much! Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia - Fear of long words.Phobias
June 24 - UGH, I feel all lonely and shit. I fucking hate this. I hate me. Kill me.Sassy44a: GIMME A GUY
Sassy44a: I WANT SOME DONUT CHICKEN
Wow, it's amazing how Alanna always seems to know what I'm thinking. It's our anniversary tomorrow!!! Erm, and tomorrow also WOULD have been 10 months with Nick. But YAY! tomorrow is mine and Alanna's anniversary! And blech, I was at my cousin's house yesterday and I saw his goat dragon. Sigh. It was the cutest thing ever. I should have never given it to him. He owes me a goat dragon, because he was the one who was supposed to give me one iniatially anyway. Not that he cares. Anyway, I'm feeling really lonely. Who wants to fix that???
June 23 - OMG! I was at my cousins' house and they have a pull up/chin up bar thing, and I normally try to do chin ups on it, but I was NEVER able to do even one until today!! I did like, 10 today (not at the same time, I'm not THAT cool) but I was soooo proud of myself! It was sooo cool! And then my baby cousin forgot who I was. But we fixed that... The invisibility weirdness continues...
June 22 - Wow, I hate Brooklyn guys. I'm all different colors. Eek! I'm never calling a boy ever again.
June 21 - In Julie's words... Korrol's got a cute tush. It's funny how when I take anyone off my buddy list, that's when they decide to want to talk to me again.
June 20 - I would write about what I did today, but Paul's gonna read this so NO!Holla2044: so what up u want to holla or what
Fa11en Star 151: do i want to holler?
Fa11en Star 151: no, i'm ok thank you
Holla2044: at me
Fa11en Star 151: why? what did you do wrong?
Wow, it was amazing. Angel Corella is perfection. He was sooo amazing. Wow, I was like, speechless. Wow.
Go find out your spy middle name. Angel Corella's is 'danger.' Mine is 'valiant.' Heh.
June 19 - ACK! My worst nightmare!
June 18 - We got yearbooks today. Regents today. Headache. Good episode of Friends. Wow. I would write a whole lot, but according to my deadjournal I don't care. So I will listen to it and not bother writing. Yea. Our yearbook sucks. But I think that's only my opinion. Maybe I'm a loser. Never mind. I AM a loser! Whee! My happies are gone. I need to bring them back. Like, soon. Wow, in exactly two months I will be in college. Eek! Wow, I dislike phoney people. We got senior buttons! I need a lobster. I don't have a lobster. Heh, a lobster would be even better than cake. Who wants to be my lobster? Oh crap, I just remembered the whole lobster sandwich thing. Ehh well. Time to make a new sandwich. A yummier one. Wow, Julie told me to go spoon licking! I'd love to!
June 17 - Last day of school. Err... People told me to have a nice life. I think I should do that. Blech, am I really not as pretty as I think I am? That really sucks. So Nick really was the only one who thought I was that pretty? Ehh well. I've been told I'm cool! And not all people think I'm stupid and tell me to leave them alone in the middle of a conversation. OK, he should never be mentioned again. I'm not supposed to care anymore. Poo.
June 16 - Wow, I was cleaning my room and found a whole bunch of stuff. I found a list of reasons I hate Nathaniel, from like, years ago. I found a bunch of e-mails I printed out from Nick. That inspired me to find the 100+ list of things I like about Nick. Sigh. It's weird how a lot of them can now be moved to the list of things I don't like about him. That list used to be really short. Oh well. Yikes, I also realized that I was a moron this whole year. I should have socialized more in school and stuff. I should have also stayed friends with the guys. But that wasn't my fault, it was the schedule. Poop. Erm, maybe I shouldn't have socialized more in school. Forget that. People suck. But Gus and stuff are cool.Oh, and I almost studied for the physics regents today!
June 15 - Peanut Butter Jelly Time!Brr... I feel so cold and lonely.
OMG! I better get at least a 4 on the calculus. If I don't I'm going to have to take calculus this summer at Stevens. It's free, but I'd have to go there every day just for a 1.5 hour class. It would be good because I would meet people... but blech, what a waste of a summer. I need that 4!!!
My tea's gone cold. Panties!!!
June 14 - My gosh, I took a quiz in a stupid guys magazine with pictures of half naked chiks all over it, and according to the quiz, I'm a horrible girlfriend. I don't put out. I don't let the guy have a life and go out with his friends. I expect too much of his time and attention. Blah! That sucks! And then I was reading articles from that magazine, and eep! Am I really going to have to put out on the third date? Do guys in their 20's really expect that?!? Then again, I have never been asked out to actually GO OUT on a DATE, so I don't have to worry. Sheesh! How come with me it's always like "hey lets go to your house and make out, I don't need to take you out." Is it because I let guys do that? Wow, now that makes me sound slutty. But no. I should get one of those self-empowering woman book things that talk about guys stealing girls' wind and stuff. Yes. But then again the quiz in the magazine took off 'good-girlfriend points' for owning books like that. I should become a nun. Crap. I'm Jewish. What do Jewish people do??Lying to myself is BAD. But having friends lie to me because I asked them to is OK, right?
June 13 - Wow, today has been another day like yesterday! Amazing! I love this! I love me! Whee!!! Too bad the school year has to end. My gosh... why does EVERYONE mention Keanu Reeves all of a sudden? Poop. Evil-ness.Tee hee! Jane says that I gotta stop being lovely. You know why? Because I am lovely! She also said I'm a flirt, but what am I supposed to do, ignore the kid? Haha, kid... I love me.
Heh, about yesterday... Poor boy got laid, oh no, lets all feel bad for his tortured soul. WTF!
Vadim: they MAD nasty
Vadim: and dumb too
Vadim: nothing good about them
Vadim: you...on the other hand
Vadim: youre way sexy
Vadim: and vewy samrt
Vadim: smart
Vadim: heh
Me: hehe, you're not getting any from me
Me: you dont have to say that
Vadim: lol
Vadim: are you saying I wont get any from you?
Vadim: or arent right now?
Me: uhhh
Vadim: cause Im not saying it cause im fucking you -1
Vadim: and 2....you really are sexy
Vadim: u have a certain something in the way you handle yourself
Vadim: very cute
Me: my gosh!
Vadim: something there
Me: i'm blushing
Me: stop it
Vadim: so no im not tryin to score brownie points to fuck you
Vadim: heh youre cute when u do
Vadim: I love that look on you
Vadim: you get all pink
Vadim: and try to bite on your smile
Vadim: and always fail
Vadim: and get all puffy and funny
Me: tee hee go away
Vadim: no
Vadim: ::hug::
Wow, I realized that I'm kinda pathetic but I haven't been feeling too confident lately so yea, I'm like, appreciating attention.
June 12 - Tee hee. The kid who goes bah (haha, get it? kid? bah? this just came to me hours later) anyway, he came up to me today and said "I just wanted to tell you that you looked very pretty the other day with your hair up." Tee hee! Then he told me he didn't like my hair down. But whatever. Whee! I'm pretty! Tee hee. Of course, this was all said while he had pink lip gloss on and in the middle of the moo'ing and bah'ing. But whee! So now I'm all confused about whether I look better with my hair down or up. Not that it matters. Whee! My gosh, that made me so giddy today. I love me again! Oh, and I lost 10 pounds. Although I lost it during the last two weeks while I did not go to the gym, but whatever. OMG! I love me again! OK, I said that already. Wow, I was trying to type the word "said" and I typed "now." What's wrong with me? Being happy is bad for me. BAAAAAAAAAAAD. Tee hee! Get it? Wheee!Wow, today has been a "lets compliment Kate day." I like that! It's been fun. Lets do it again sometime!
FYONP
June 11 - I'm 17 and a half today! Minus the !. It's Georgia's birthday! It's Jason's birthday! I have a mooing snake! Wheee! Wow, people wanted to take pictures of me. Thank god I was cute today. Boys with cars are good. I should be a car ho. Yes, that's it.16
I act like I'm 16.Take the quiz here.
Heh, not bad. I thought it would have been worse.Sigh... I still don't understand how everything happened. I don't know why but I keep thinking about it. And the thing is, I know that it's a good thing that it all happened now instead of later, but I still don't get it. Was he that good of a liar? Was I just that stupid? And now everything is poo. I know I'm a loser and everything, but she doesn't have to keep repeating it to me. Whatever. I should die.
June 10 - Wow, I want. I shouldn't want but I do. I want lots! Sigh. Plus I need job. But I want!!! Gimme...(5 minutes later) I hate Georgia! She made me want even more! Sigh...
Whoa, coolest pick up line:
reformative1895: well ive been dieing to go out with an orthdox girl
reformative1895: wanna become really really religious?
June 9 - Wow, drunk russian guys are scary. If it's dark, they hit on anything. This one guy kept begging me, my mom, and my brother to stay and hang out with them, calling us 'ladies.' Sigh.I wish I could write songs. Or at least poetry. I have interesting stuff to write about. But I can't write. So I wish I could. I also wish I could play the guitar and I wish for some people to die. But at the moment I wish I could write because I am not lucky enough for the third wish to come true. I also wish I could change people. Maybe just 3 things about each person. Yes, 3 things would be enough. Wow, that would be awesome. It would also be cool if I could change myself. Sheesh, since when do I wish to change myself? I love me! Ehh... I should die.
Wow, from now on I want everyone to refer to me as "ms kate 'the best buddy icon ever' vakjflhdbfldkjbvitch." Tee hee. Jason rocks. (The one you talk to, Alanna)
June 7 - My brother just hugged me and said that I'm so prettiful. Awww! And Vadim is teaching me how to hit on boys. Sigh. I don't want to hit on boys. I want a Nick look-alike to magically show up here and have all the things I want in a guy and to fall in love with me. Maybe without the whole falling in love bullshit.
June 6 - Things I want in a guy. It's not complete yet. I'm sure I forgot a bunch of things. It'll come to be over time. The more people I meet that annoy me, the longer the list becomes. I'm not worthy of my ideal guy. But that's OK. I'm also shallow. But Abanty said that's a good thing. In a way it is.Wow, knowing boys in cars is good.
June 5 - Heh, people are at the prom right now. I'm so happy I'm not. David is now my new bob... err... god.
June 4 - I'm hungry but I have this really sick feeling in my stomach and I can't eat. I can't stop thinking about the dream I had. Sick sick feeling.Sigh. I feel so bad. I don't know how we didn't see her. She must have came by when we were in the driveway, but I was looking out for her. Dammit. Now I feel really really bad. Goddammit, I'm a horrible person. Fuck.
I'm such a geek. I got a medal for A.P. Chemistry. I wore a skirt to school. Danny said I looked "all sexy." Tee hee.
June 3 - Pointless day. And I get home and hear something disturbing that just changes everything. EVERYTHING.
June 2 - OMG! I have a dress! I'm so pretty! It's so pretty! I'm so pretty in it! WHEE! Wow, I really should wear dressed and skirts and such... I'm gonna wear a skirt to school on tuesday! Yea, so now my mommy is chasing me around the house making me try on strapless bras. How the hell do those things work?!? I walk around in one for 5 minutes and it slides down to my stomach dragging my boobs with it! Ack! Yikes! Yea, so I have a really pretty blue dress.LOL, this is great. I ask Mo if I have a nice butt and he gets offline. Sigh.
June 1 - JUNE!!! ACK! Summer's gonna end soon! Err... yea... so my room is filled with boxes now... Lots of boxes, all piled up WAY above my head. It's scary. My feet hurt. Handball rocks. I killed Julie. Ehh well. Tee hee. Kidding! SORRY!!!
May 31 - Did you know what a sneeze is like 1/10 of an orgasm?!? Wow... So I didn't go to graduation rehearsal. And I didn't go to math this whole week (because all we do is eat cake in clas, and NOT the kind of cake I need). And I'm leaving school two periods early on monday. School is fun now. Wow, I had no idea Gus was so cool! I love Gus! And he knows the "V" thing that I like! I always called it the hip thing and no one knew what I was talking about, but calling it "the V" makes it so much easier to explain. And he has one of those! Yumm... Whoa, that dude picked me to be on his team. Wow, if I were them I wouldn't pick me! But yay! And I wasn't soo bad today. And one of the hits he could have gotten but he let me hit it! That means that like, he trusts me to get it over the net and he thinks I can play. Sigh... And dammit! I DO want flowers now! The word 'flowers' is so pretty! Wow, I never realized that before... Sigh...
Oh, and just random things I forgot to mention... The dick tree's dick was kicked off!!! Grrr!!! It's OK, the guy already made a replacement, we just need lots of super glue... wow, we're sick.... and the guy who goes BAH also wears lip gloss! My lip gloss! The pink one! EEEEEEK!!!
May 30 - My god, she still has me on her buddy list?!? Yikes! Ya know, I think I'm so cool. Why doesn't anyone else think that?? Like, other than Georgia, because as awesome as she is, she's not cake.
May 29 - Things I've learned in the past few days: We can't to school projects in Toys R Us, we can't sit next to adults in libraries, and we can't do crunches at the gym. What is the world coming to?!? And why is it that TODAY people decide to ask if I have a boyfriend, or how 'that guy i was seeing' is doing?!? GRRRR... That's OK, I kidnapped people today. It was fun. I was also BAH'ed at by this weirdo. Sheesh. And to think I was actually considering going out with him last year. Although I do admit that I was very amused for about 15 minutes.WHOA! CALL THIS NUMBER! (212) 479-7990
May 28 - Vadim thinks he's hotter than me?!? Nah uh! He is sooo NOT! (Haha, get it? not!) Then again, Nick probably lied about me being pretty too. Sigh. I still don't get it... Why? How? What came over him? I've been deadjournaling way too much. But it helps everything sink in. I also hope he reads it and actually knows what's going on, and I hope he understands. I don't know why I want that. There's just... something... I can't explain it. Sigh. Of course I won't KNOW if he reads it or understands it, because he doesn't TALK to me. And I don't want to bother him anymore. But I WOULD like to know. Sigh.Holy fuck! There are 23 people online on my buddy list! And I have stalkers. And is Vadim really hotter than me? That would suck! Sigh... I'm not pretty anymore.
It's over. I need cake. And a hug.
May 27 - Ladeda...
May 26 - Pide the hot! Pide the hot!
May 25 - Wow, Sweet Smell of Success Wow. "You're dead. Go get yourself buried." Wow, Nick and I met exactly 9 months ago. As Julie pointed out, I could have had a baby with him by now if we did it the first time we met. Lovely. I'm OK. I'll be OK. He'll be OK. Everything will be OK. Right?In someone's messed up little head, "'till there was you" = "the dildo was huge"
UGH. What is it with morons IM'ing me today and asking for blowjobs and then asking why I don't answer them? Oh yea, we're gonna move. Three blocks away, but still. Packing and unpacking is icky. Sigh.
May 24 - Wow, in volleyball when this kid found out we were on the same team, he said "alright! she's got the bump." OMG! I had no idea people noticed when I bumped well or anything like that! Wheee! That made me happy! I love Gus. He's the coolest. He gave me stickers. I felt so special, he actually thought of me when he saw the stickers and remembered to give them to me! Yay! Woo hoo! Wow, I'm not actually as happy as it might sound. Sigh. Ehh, I'm happy.Angel Corella yumm. Wow. He dances and jumps and spings and twirls and smiles and looks pretty! And that picture I have of him really does look like Nick. Sigh.
May 23 - Wheee! The word if the day is... S-T-A-L-K!
May 22 - Click! I got 15/16 right! I'm a sick fuck... The mean kid was soo mean to me in volleyball today...I'm such a dork... I win a medal for Chemistry... not for anything cool... sigh...
Puh! Something funny happened now. Yay. Puh!
May 21 - OMG! I could have left school at 7:45 today! Or... just not went to school. But yea. Hmm... I wonder.... if poop wasn't brown, but like, say, purple for example... would I dislike the color purple instead of brown? Or would I still not like brown? Eek! Happies must come back!Wow, this is so pathetic. Nathaniel was the one to make me feel better about everything. He actually made sense for once. Surprisingly we had a normal conversation. Why does everyone say that if we both actually do want it to work out it will? Is that true? Is it really true that if he really cared he would actually want to spend every possible minute with me before we absolutely MUST break up, and even after we absolutely MUST break up he will still be willing to try to make it work? I mean, that did make sense to me in the beginnning, and that is what I thought. But after too much thinking I'm soo confused about everything. I don't want to say/assume he doesn't care, but something feels really iffy about everything.
"Oy, with the poodles already!" Wow, Gilmore Girls was WOW. I'm completely shocked. OMG. Good episode of Boy Meets World today too. But wow, Gilmore Girls was wow. Definitely NOT the kind of wow I need, but at least it's some kind of wow, right?
Fuck this. He doesn't want to talk to me, he doesn't have to. It's not like he owes me anything. I'm not going to bother thinking about anything anymore. If he comes to his senses and comes up with a really good explanation then we'll see. If he doesn't, then he obviously doesn't care.
May 20 - Wow, blondes are so much fun. They're so stupid. It's amazing. Really. Anyway, Kate's all ow and Kate's a bit confused. It's like... err, never mind. "How do you expect me to grow if you won't let me blow?" Tee hee hee. No one will take my wind. No one will walk in my pool of inner err... something... I forgot. But seriously, yea. He better not be a dick now because of anything. Because if he will then it's pointless. Maybe I'm just paranoid. But I feel a vibe. But I'm always wrong. Hopefully I'm wrong with my vibe now too. Oh my fucking god! I was reading the dictionary the other day (I'm a dork) and did you know that saying "hopefully" is not proper grammar? You have to do the whole "I hope so" or "it is hoped that" thing... EW! I kicked ass in volleyball today. Good thing we got tested today. Whee! Kate's tired. Kate keeps laughing at stupid things. Tiredness is bad. Must throw tampons at people. Sigh. Oh gosh my! It's the end of May and I get homework and I have tests and stuff!(Credit for Julie)
May 19 - Wow, I want some wow too. But what do I get instead? A hopping bunny that makes noises (he wasn't even a bunny! He was a dino!) and a handball stuck down some guy's pants. Sigh. What else do I get? I get Mark telling me that I hooked up with Sam. Then again he thinks that Julie hooked up with Sam and Vadim. But knowing Julie she probably did and she doesn't remember. Sigh. I had no idea Sam even remembered who I was! I want some wow. I think I'll be OK. I'm just really upset that we didn't get to do a lot of stuff I wanted to do with him. Not that we would have anyway, but it was fun imagining it. Now there's no point of doing that. Sigh. I really need a magic wand. Gotta get working on that.What sucks is that I have a whole list of what I want in a guy and what I don't want. NO ONE fits into that list. Sigh. Wow. Nick has a hat. Nick has the most beautiful butt... wow.... Sigh...
Heh, and to add to the list of all the wonderful things I get instead of wow's: some retarded russian guy who IM's me with the corniest lines I've ever heard and doesn't understand why I don't like them... People should die.
Wow, people should really die... this kid has no idea, but he helped me make a list of all the things that people say that make me want to throw my left shoe at them! Here's the list so far... anyone has anything to add to it?
nah, chill, son, bro, ight, yo, no doubt, beef, true true, aight, dat, thang, chillen like a villen, fo shizzle, da ill shiet, hella tight, mah homegirl/boy, biatch, holla, dawg, and ain't (especially when used as a double negative... UGH I HATE that!)
May 18 - In exactly 3 months I will be in college. Sigh...
May 17 -
Why are southern boys so confused?
Because every night their uncles keep asking them "whos your daddy?!?"What's a gay dinosaur called?
Tyranasoreass
lesbian dino?
lickalottapuss
And I have more but I really shouldn't post them.
May 16 - Why do I keep listening to depressing music? Sigh... This isn't supposed to happen."And I don't wanna know the price I'm
gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take..."
~ Michael Bolton
Tee hee. Click there and decode 011110010110111101110101011100100010000001100001001000000110001001101111011011110110011101100101011100100010000100100001001000010010000100000000
Oh my fucking god! I need pictures of the boy! * months and no pictures! How am I supposed to get lots of pretty pictures in 3 months?!? AHHH!!!! Sigh...
EWWW! Alanna cooked her dad's donut chicken! She fed it to him for dinner! Sigh... I hate Nick...
May 15 - Wow, everything is screwed up. There's a big hole in the ceiling in the living room. There's a big stain from dripping water in the ceiling in my room. I didn't go to school and wasted the whole day. I miss Nick.
May 14 - My metrocard is naked. I have two big holes in both of my white froggy socks! AHHH!!! No one called me today at all. I feel sooo unloved... wow...
May 13 - OMG! Today in gym I was the second person to get picked in volleyball out of 21 people! That's before all the tall guys! Woo hoo! I kick bootey!
May 12 - Mommy's day! We're so cool. We played frisbee from 1-3 AM. I was abused. There's sand in my hair and my ears and my jeans and my shoes. People played catch with my shoes. Horrible people. Then Julie dropped in while I was in a shopping cart! Grrrr!!! What's the point of going to sleep at 5 AM? Grrr... Need sleep.I keep seeing cars with license plate numbers that start with "ARF" Tee hee! And I keep seeing guys that look like Nick. I kind of freak out everytime I see them. I point and say 'wow' Oh well. Nick is prettier. Well, duh. Mmmm... bubble bath...
Kate was on TV. Woo hoo.
May 10 - Whoa! I kicked ass today! In volleyball I was actually picked to be on a team instead of being assigned on a team! And I was actually pretty good! This one time I got the ball, people started clapping, and girls were yelling that girls can kick ass too, and it was soooo cool! I know it doesn't sound like a big deal, but it is to me! This was my only goal to accomplish this year in school - to be able to actually play like a normal person on the good court! Woo hoo! I saw a LOT of pregnant people today. It's weird because a few days ago I was wondering why I always see a lot of people with newborn children, but I never see pregnant people. So today I saw about 5-6 pregnant people. And (tee hee) for a second I was surprised that they were all women, then I smacked myself mentally. Silly me.OMG! Holy shit! Today I was tutoring the retard and out of nowhere she asks "did you fuck somebody's dick?" So after me staring at her with this really shocked look on my face, she decides to explain herself so she says "you know, do sex?" Then she starts humping the air and making umm... noises.... OMG! What the fuck was i supposed to say?!?
May 9 - Sigh. They give me a metrocard and they chase my down the block. Sigh. Not sigh because of that. Sigh for a different reason. A good kind of sigh. Sigh...
May 8 - OW. I cut my hand on a locker in school. OW. Stupid Kate. OW. Headache. Sigh. Nick is a psychological criminal. Tee hee. Oh, will somebody sign my friggin' guestbook and make it interesting please???
May 7 - Whoa, AP was hard. EEEK! I don't think I'm getting my 4. Ehh well.
May 6 - Eep! AP tomorrow. Everyone wants to use me and sit next to me. I only have so many sides to me! Grrr... EW I got hit on by a really icky pathetic guy on the bus. And this moron doesn't leave me alone. Sigh. And I didn't get enough of Nick yesterday because of our "unhealthy relationship." Speaking of unhealthy, ALANNA HAS AN UNHEALTHY OBSESSION WITH ME! AHHH!!! Wow, people use me.
May 5 - What's this cinco de mayo crap? We've learned about it in Spanish for the past 5 years, but I still don't have the slightest clue of what it's about. Anyway, on to more important stuff, I have a penis growing out my right ear!
May 4 - He wasn't supposed to be there! Oh well, I'm over that by now. I've been studying all morning. I'm actually not as smart as I thought I was. I mean, I am, but I make stupid mistakes with EVERYTHING. Ehh, I'll be OK. A 4 is good enough and I only need to do 59% right to get a 4. Whoa, I looked at how much credit they give for AP's at Stevens, and I'll get 8 credits for chemistry! Most other AP's give you 2 or 4 at most, but chem gives you 8! Woo hoo!Oww.... papaer cut... I need a kiss from Nick...
May 3 - OMG, Joey gave Phoebe the perfect kiss! I miss Nick... And wow, Rachel dumped the beautiful guy!! HOW?!? He's so yumm... I hate fridays. Too tired.ThisKidSaidThis: u mesmerize me but in a really weird and messed up way
I'm soooo cool!
May 2 - Kate got out of school at 10 today. It was rainy. Whoa, when I was at the gym, they played "It's raining men"!!! Errr, it's cool because me and Georgia were singing that today and talking about... that place where they do... that (that's kinda hard to describe online) I got rid of the retard until tuesday! Woo hoo! I got to the bus stop, turned around and went back home and called "it" and told "it" that I feel sick and I won't be able to come today. WHEEEEEEE!!! I had a lot of Kate time. It was cool. I worked on my notebooks. Sigh... Need more magazines and time. Tiredness... OMG, the thing I used to edit the gif's for this is like, gone! I can't fix the froggy and the lightning things! Uh oh...FishiesAreDirty: you know.. i see why nick likes you soo much, you two have some things in common
That made me so very hapyp today!
Wow, my mommy and my brother are funny bunnies. No, more like silly willies. We found old old yogurt in our frige, and they were doing impressions of the yogurt and making really funny faces. It was very LOL tee hee hee.
May 1 - Wow, I suck. But I feel good. Errr, yes but no. Sigh. How do strapless backless bras work??
April 30 - Wow...My thingy's gone!!! No, not that thingy, that thingy is very there (tee hee) but the thingy from my bookbag that I made at Marymount... it ripped off today and beads went flying everywhere... sigh... That guy from Orgy is yummy looking. Jess is SO not cute! He's such an ass! I don't see how people think he's nice to Rory, he is NOT! Grrr... people really upset me with that.
April 29 - The following is from my deadjournal from January 4th. I'm scared that one day all of a sudden he's gonna act like a jerk (say or do something stupid), even if it's for no reason at all and he's just having a crappy day, and I know it won't really be his fault, but it would still hurt a lot. It would change my whole view of him. Even if he alopogizes for whatever he might do, it'll still be different. Because I'll know what he's capable of, and what he truly thinks, and there's nothing that can be done to change that.
It wasn't his fault, but this is how I feel.So, as a result of yesterday and today, it turns out that I'm a bad friend and a bad girlfriend. Poo.
April 28 - Sigh...Julie: I WANT TO BE A COCK!
Julie: omg, I'm going to be the train lady. I'm going to be a constipated bitch!
April 27 - Mmmm.... Kate's all tired... Wow, our rank in the stock market game is 17 out of 588 teams. We're good. Mmmmm... I like Nick. Yumm...
April 26 - ...
April 23 - UGH. I missed Friends and the new episode of Gilmore Girls because of him... ugh!
April 22 - If I can't call him, shouldn't he have enough brains to go online once in a while?!? Guess not. I've been thinking about stuff, and I didn't come up with anything good. And like, I must talk to him about it, but I won't. Or I will. I will, but ehh. Not now. Well duh, because he doesn't call me and doesn't go online. But that's OK. The Jewish boy goes online and e-mails me. Just kidding. But seriously, some kid I barely know e-mails me and talks to me more often than I talk to Nick.
April 21 - I have lots of pretty pretty pretty clothes. Nick sold his donut chicken for $2.50!!!! I have lots of pretty pretty shirts. I have pants/jeans that look really good. I lost 5 pounds. I have a bathing suit. I love me. I love my mommy. I found myself a new favorite radio station. I like Billy Joel. OW. My back really really hurts.
April 18 - More tiredness. Ooh! I was waiting for the bus today and a really cute garbage man guy smiled at me! Tee hee hee. Hmm... wow, Julie has firemen, policemen, and doctors-to-be waving to her and I get the garbage men...MaNiATiSSa1: but ur butt doesnt sag
MaNiATiSSa1: its like uppy
MaNiATiSSa1: it sticks out
MaNiATiSSa1: i wish i had your butt
MaNiATiSSa1: its cool
April 17 - Tiredness... Nick LTTTVE's me... great... tee hee!
April 16 - OW OW OW.On the back of my Hamlet book it says: "Is the ghost's tale of his father's muder by his father's brother, Hamlet's uncle who is now the King, true?" Uhhh....
Nick is simpler than a pocket. Tee hee. I figured out what's so cool about comments like that. For you to like it you have to be smart enough not to be stupid about it, but stupid enough (cool enough) not to be smart about it. It's the perfect combination of wit and stupidity. Anyone who gets it is one sick fuck, but you know they gotta be cool!
I really really really really really really really really really like Nick. Really! And I also love me and I'm letting myself sleep through 1st period tomorrow. Wheee!
April 15 - Poo day. My first period teacher was absent so I was in school early for no reason. My physics teacher is a moron. I had a really hard math test which have me a headache for the rest of the day. I stepped in gum. I'm really tired from the gym. I got yelled at because of the phone bill and now I either have to get a calling card to call Nick or only talk to him 5 minutes a day. Also got yelled at for spending 608 minutes (10 hours) of my month on the phone with him. Then my mom realized that he calls me too so I spend even more time on the phone with him, and I got a lecture. I tried sleeping but morons outside kept playing basketball and being all loud. I got yelled at for having Nick's shirt in the laundry. Some moron keeps going around and around our block on one of those really really loud and annoying buzzy things. Plus it's just really hot and icky. But ooh! It was the first day of volleyball and I was pretty good... err, I wasn't bad.
April 14 - Holy fuck! I crazy glued myself to uhh... myself. It's the weirdest feeling when you can't really control your fingers. It took about 10 minutes under the hot hot water to separate my fingers. Ouch! There's still some dry glue on them.Do I really try to act all innocent?!? Like, seriously? Enough to make me look fake and not have people like me?
April 13 - Today my brother is 12 years and 5 months old. Yea, anyway. UGH! Everything I say gets turned back around on me! Like with the skin thing! I kept asking Julie if I can rip her skin off, and she ended up ripping my skin off by accident! And today I kept telling her that I'm better than her, and then Nick, the sick fuck that he is, all of a sudden proclaims that he's better than me! Ugh! I can't stop saying "sick fuck." It's like the "boy, you're gonna be a woman" thing, but much much worse. And ugh, I hate Nick! Whenever I feel poopie he just has to call and make everything feel better! Ugh! Why?!? Wait, now that sounds like a good thing, but it's not. I mean, it really really is, but like... if I could convince myself that he's an asshole then maybe I wouldn't care that much, but he's sooo nice... ahhh!!!! I hate him! OK, I'm just messed up. I'm one sick fuck. Tee hee. Make it stop! AHHH!!! Erm...
April 12 - OMG I can't believe I forgot to write about this yesterday... Yesterday I was walking from the gym on Kings Highway and I see this middle-aged man coming towards me. When he's a couple of feet away from me he opens his jacket and looks at me. And he is wearing a bra! Nothing, else, just a white, pretty, girly bra on top of his hairy chest. And it's not like he had man boobs or anything, he was just wearing a bra! It was like, eep! So now Nick is going to try on my bras. tee hee. Well, not NOW because he's not here NOW... sigh... I was all depressed but then Georgia signed my guestbook and I got all happy again! She's a cool chik.
April 11 - Today is an "I love Kate" day! I love Kate! I love me! I took a nice long bubble bath today with lots of bubbles. Then I painted my toenails and my nails and put some kind of mud stuff on my face which made it all smooth... mmm.... and I put on my pajamas and ate yogurt while watching Gilmore Girls. I am soo cute! I love myself!I don't think everyone knows that it's an "I love Kate" day...
XxRussianLuvxX: hi
XxRussianLuvxX: sorry
XxRussianLuvxX: i meant to IM julie lol
April 10 - I got into Brooklyn College. Julie ripped off my skin. I had a day today! Not a life, just a day.- So what do you want to do when you grow up?
- I want to do a fireman!
April 9 - Hey, who wants me to rip their skin off? UGGGHHHH!!!Awww! I was wearing the yellow "I am penguin hear me roar" shirt, and Abanty was wearing a blue shirt, so she said that I was the sun in her sky! Awww! And Stephanie called me her roaring penguin. Awww! Wow, that shirt makes people act all funny and stuff. It's very cool. Julie rocks.
April 8 - Poop in a mailbox....ewww... not our mailbox... but it was sooo icky... it was all squishy and looked like pudding... how the hell did it get in there?!?!? I'm wondering if the people know... ugh... what if the mailman puts mail in there?? EWWWW
April 7 - So we figured it all out. I'm going to be a slut in college. Julie's gonna be gay. Nick, of course, will be a woman soon. Now I'm just scared that Nick and Julie will... hmm never mind. Whoa, it feels so cool to have someone wash your hair for you!WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! YAY! (Wow, I noticed that I WHEEE a lot. It's all Paul's fault)
April 6 - Stevens is WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! It's like, whoa. At all times there are at least 7 guys around you. And of course, the icky one follows me around. Not that it matters, but poo! And ech, omg, this one guy... we start talking about sports and he's like "I play chess and video games." And then after babbling about something for about 20 minutes, he says "I know I sound like a molecular biologist although I will be majoring in (some kind of) engineering." I wanted to rip his head off. OMG I almost tried blowing for the first time but they couldn't find the key to the blowing place or something. AHH and I really wanted to try it. Kitty burger!!!!
April 4 - Ow. Gym. Ow. Ugh, this sucks, I miss Nick all over again. I stopped missing him and I just HAD to see him didn't I. Poo. This sucks. EEP. Stevens tomorrow. EEP. Wow, I talk like a penguin. Errrr... me really tired. Me be quiet now.
April 3 - Tee hee. My mommy trusts me. WHEEEEEEEE! I got $22,000 in scholarships and grants for Stevens, and another $5,000 in loans!! That means I only have to pay like, $1,000 a year! WHEEEEEEE!!! I'm going to college! I have a pretty rose from a pretty boy! I only got 3 hours of sleep last night... yawn
April 2 - Whoa. Haven't written in a while. Didn't have time to (whee!). Julie's spring break is certainly interesting. Mine? Ehhh.... It IS an interesting experience to have different guys over every night, but ehh. They all want her. We went to car show. Lot of pretty pretty boys, errr, i mean, cars. We went to comedy club. CAR!!! Bada-bing HEY!YAY! I finally found a good version of Insatiable!
