May 14 - Ya know how at the end of last year I wrote that I had the
most amazing year ever? Well this one was even better (and I hope I'll
be able to say that about all the years to come). But yea, wow. Awesome
year. And wednesday night was the best way to end it: Midnight
Breakfast, TX, Dunkin Donuts, no sleep at all and watching the sunrise.
Dre and Ian and Noah and Lubin and people are amazing. Whee. And those
two guys (Chris and Erik) made my night also. So turns out 24 year olds
can look good and be awesome and fun and we're interesting enough to
not bore them for over 3 hours? So we can find guys we like when we're
older and we won't have to stalk colleges for younger looking boys?
Whee! Yea. So last night I came home and passed out at 8. Sleep is
good. Went jogging today. Whee. Grr, everyone's been telling me that
the 2 week rule will be the end of me. Well, it doesn't always
apply... Meow. I just hope that whatever it is won't go away in the 2
weeks that I'll be at home. Ha, for the last 3-4 weeks I couldn't
wait to get home because I was so sick of Stevens. But yesterday as I
was packing I was thinking about how much I love it there. Yea it's
true that I'd love it anywhere I went, but it just happened to be
Stevens and I happened to realize that even though I'm sick of
everything around there awesome people can make everything fun. So yea,
I love Stevens and can't wait to go back there for the summer. This
summer's gonna fucking rock. The psychic said so. Speaking of which...
she told me that within a month of now I'm gonna be on a plane going
somewhere. When I told her that's not true she said 'oh right, you're
not gonna be on a plane but you'll be freeing yourself from something."
Right... Then she said that in 3 months I'll be dating a guy with a
sailboat. Uh huh. And that in November someone in my family's getting
married (nope) and that we're gonna have a big family party (we only
have like, 10 people in my whole family) and the party is gonna be
christmas/holiday themed (I don't think so). And she also said that
there are gonna be 2 more kids in my family soon (nope). So, I guess no
guy with a sailboat for me... Saw a commercial for the new Harry Potter movie. OMG. I almost stopped breathing right then and there. It looks soooo hot. Amazing. Wow. I can't wait. If you haven't read it, you really should. The books really are amazing. Wow. OK, I shush now. But oh man, soo excited about this. "When my mother finally nagged me to the point where I gave up and just took the SATs, I felt it was all a joke. I hadn't paid attention in class since middle school. The only things I hadn't scraped by in thoughout high school were Bilogy, Sex Ed, and Phys Ed, which I got A's in.
Nothing mattered, shitty grades fsince 6th grade. Kicked out sophmore year. Came back senior year from a school for junkies and crazies. No college would ever want me.
I watched a dodge dart drive around the parking lot for about 7 minutes during one of the reading tests. I took a nap during one of the math tests.
Scored a 1340. Timmy got a 1360 and goes to an engineering school, Stevens Institute. I'm in community college. I'm a fucking idiot." The engineers in this school are so fucking self absorbed. All the science majors know that the chem/physics/thermo/probstats classes we take are different (also harder, but that's not the point) than those that the engineers take, with different professors, while I don't think I've ever met an engineering major to whom I didn't have to explain that my thermo professor isn't Rothberg (yes Noah, you made me think of all this). Brooklyn's disgusting. I forgot that you can't walk down the street in a skirt without every single mexican making googly eyes at you and without guys following you and claiming that you're racist when you refuse to acknowledge their existence. Gross gross. Thank god I'm at Stevens for the summer because I like skirts. Was watching the friends finale, didn't even realize I was crying a bit when Rachel got off the plane. Ha ha, I'm such a girl. But I think Rachel's dumb for doing that. If they're already best friends and in love and all, she should go work in Paris, and they should be able to wait for each other. Eh, dunno. Spent about an hour with my mom thinking of a last name for me. Looks like I'm gonna be Kate Weinstein. I don't like that. It's like, hi, my name is blah blah. I like it starting with a V. But nothing works with a V. Veinstein, Vinestein, Vinestone. Sucks. Winesteen is kinda cool, just cuz it's all retarded. But I don't think you can just mess with last names like that, and I don't want people telling me that I spelled my name wrong for the rest of my life. I stop babbling and go study for the citizenship test. Yea, more memorization is all I need right now. Yesterday I was checking people's away messages (because I'm just THAT cool) and every chem-bio person had 'so exhausted' 'so tired' 'passed out' 'dead' 'so stressed' or some other version of that in their away message. And I noticed Wednesday night when we were all studying for thermo everyone was walking around the library like a zombie. Isn't Stevens great? Yea... Lots of studying this weekend. Fun fun fun. I love this weather. Knowing that this will all be over in less than 2 weeks makes everything happy. Oh god, people KNOW? Eek. No one's supposed to know anything. *three minutes later* Ehh, boom boom isn't everything it's made out to be. From an ex physics TA's email to Rob: "btw...what is going on with kate...have you two hooked up or what yet...
i'm telling you...she's looking good these days...damn..." Damn, I'm on a roll today. So why the fuck does everyone except the guys I want want me?!? Yea, being friends with Mike last semester was nice, but I think I finally realized that that's never gonna happen, he was friends with me only because he wanted me then. I don't expect to be best buddies like last semester or whatever, but I don't see how an IM once a week can hurt him. Whatever, fuck it, I don't need 'friends' who won't give me a hug in public because they're worried of what their friends might think of it. That's such fucking bullshit. It's a shame, but hey, it's his choice and his loss. Nightmares two nights in a row. Last night they were racist nightmares. Don't know WHAT could've possibly caused that. The soccer tournament was probably the most traumatic experience of my life. Yepp. Ahh, that's MUCH better. *grin* HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN!!! Stephen lynch is AWESOME. For some reason I want to kick everything and everyone all day today and everything and everyone is pissing me off. Maybe it's cuz I'm stressed cuz of orgo, maybe it's cuz I haven't gotten any in 3 weeks, maybe it's cuz I want someone I shouldn't want... don't know what the fuck it is but I hate the world right now. Even though Stephen Lynch fucking rocked. But yea, really really pissed off at everything and I don't know how to get it out. Kinda weird. Don't think this has ever happened to me before. Even talking to Rob made me want to kick him. So yea, I go to sleep before I make people dislike me. What's the one thing you always wanted that costs less than $20? Carlos should visit over the summer. Hi Carlos! Listening to Live gives you the same high as someone you like liking you back. Awww... Poor puppy. Guys who like you: "You cut your hair... it looks nice" Went to see LoudMouth today. It was soo fucking amazing. 5 people performing on stage without instruments, making all noises and sound effects with their voices. No description of the show would do justice to it. It's hilarious and just wow. And I have flyers for $10 tickets for this whole week, so ask me if you want to go (I'm going again either Wednesday or Sunday), it was just WOW. When they did Evanescence "Bring me to Life" I got the chills. But they don't just re-do songs without instruments, they actually have a show. And the guy Paul Sperrazza was just wow. I'd marry him. I have an autographed poster. Whee. So go see LoudMouth. Seriously. Had a dream about Mike that I really shouldn't be having. Hee hee. Twas awesome. But wtf dude, get out of my dreams!! Get out, or make them come true =)~ j/k. I think that the reason I still go to my mom's friend to cut my hair instead of a real salon is because the whole time we're there she's adoring me and telling my mom how pretty and smart and adorable I am and how healthy my hair is and how lucky my mom is to have me. Yes, yes I am pretty. And yes, she IS lucky to have me. =) My hair's really short now. Ack. Some mute/deaf lady was trying to talk to us yesterday. She was either telling us that Jessica Simpson is a blowjob whore, or to not have sex. Damn them and their inability to communicate. Man, he was hot. I probably coulda had him if I was all pathetic and whatever, but wtf, the guy's supposed to ask the girl for her #, and any guy that's interested would, so there's no point of like, chasing after him anyway. So yea, I hate boys and I hate the fact that I'm not like, hot enough for a guy to actually bother asking for a #. Cuz like, he did notice me, a lot, but he just probably figured I wasn't worth it. Boys confuse me. But I like Lubin's approach, I think I'll try to make myself think that way too. EEEEEEEEEE. Boys confuse me. But hey, they do my HW, and umm... other things for me. Sometimes. Not enough though. Of either one. OK I'm blabbing. I failed a physics test today. eeeeeeeeee. OMGGGG! Andrew (druid, not next door Andrew cuz that would be stupid) brought me a cookie!!! HAHA this is sooo great. Julie and I decided to be ourselves and give people happy bags without expecting anything in return except maybe a couple of "aww you guys rock" but instead of get cookies from Drews and Dres and a bunch of people saying that we made their day. Whoaa... being ourselves does pay off. *giddy* Now I want metaphorical cookies.... 89 in thermo. Yea baby! Man, chasing bunnies around at night is fucking awesome. Poor bunnies. But Ted definitely impressed me with his leaping skills today. Mmm... bunny... Who keeps reading the 'my thoughts on stuff' section?? Ack! I want boom boom. Hee hee, check out the last entry in my guestbook. Oh, and sign it too while you're at it. Yo, Shayna just informed me that Doug Benson, one of the guys from the Marijuana-Logues performed at Stevens during our orientation. Shit, with the way this is going, I'll soon have seen every single comedian that does stand-up in or around ny. Pretty cool, but like, wtf? We need new funnies! Can't believe I forgot to mention this first thing: I SAW A MIDGET TODAY!!! Hee hee hee. Got sexually harassed by an old chinese man today. The little short happy guy with the round face that always delivers for Off the Wall. I go open the door and ask how much the food is, and he decides to stand real close to me while rubbing his arm on my boob to show me the paper. I move away, he takes a step towards me. My poor left boobie. That, and they didn't put in a fortune cookie. No more Off the Wall. Abhi: hey what's your name? I love how people asked to be featured in my journal. And if they don't ask but see themselves in here they feel special. =)
Me: We need to find ourselves a hobby Scotty doesn't know! OMFG!!! All the hours reading lowbrow paid off! (Don't bother reading the whole thing, but like, whoa! Stevens!
Stumbling between the bathroom and the basement yelling "IRISH, COMING THROUGH". Spend 5 minutes standing behind a couple making out in the bathroom. Then I realize they aren't the line to the next stall, and kick the door in and piss for the 4th time that night. Almost kill myself vaulting down into the basement, girls are laughing and dodging as I almost lose it. The floor has about an inch of alcahol on it. I punch Chris and he bumps into the girl dressed as Genie. Shes only about 4'9'' and I proceed to beatt him for hitting a girl.
Don't look to me for logic. I almost jump off a hill on the way back to the dorms while doing my
rendition of swan lake. The years I spent on Tae Kwon Do have made me a graceful drunk.
When we get back I keep doing the frog swim on the hallway floor. The first time Timmy drags me into Limey's room. But the second time I get loose 15 people come int he doors and see my sliding across the hall. Timmy tries to drag me back, but once int he room I jump off the ground and pick him up. The next thing anyone sees is me running across the hall with Timmy on my shoulder and I slam him into the wall. Somehow I've remembered to ask Chris if he called Romina to see if she got back from her party ok.
The next day Timmy tells me he can now say hes heard 15 people say "He's had a little too much to drink" simultaneously.
Of course, he wasn't very happy about being woken up at 6 when I decided I was hungry. Don't hat eme just because I don't get hangovers baby. Haha, they're teaching Ross how to talk dirty on Friends. Hee hee. I need to learn how to do that. Grr, Pat IMed me and asked what to do if a girl you broke up with gives you back the jewelry you gave her. I WOULDN'T KNOW. Grr. How come all guys worship their gf's and get them jewelry and flowers and take them out and blah blah and I just get called used trash? Pictures of us from yesterday. Pictures of train station we took yesterday. Worship us. Came across this site... Toothpaste for Dinner. Check out the paintings. ExplodingDog is better. Man, if I was rich... My house would be fun looking. When pirates meet. ExplodingDog is better. Thirsty... Haha. Fucker. Real Ultimate Power - KATE?? No. I must make a good one for myself. Without the scary pictures. Hee hee. IDEA! People also shouldn't get carded in sex stores! Grr. And people should definitely not go up to Kate and Julie and say stuff like "yo my homegirl ova dere wants to know if yous two got beef wid her... yous keep giving her dirty looks." That confuses Kalie. Translating from moron-talk to english and all. Wow, I hate Brooklyn. Man, listening to Live and reading their lyrics gives me the chills. I like every single one of their songs. And LOVE about half of them. Second favorite band? Up there with MB20 even? One good thing about Martin is that he got me into Live. Wow. Good stuff. Ha, I think my mommy was a bit offended when I told her I might go sleep over at Julie's again because they actually have a warm bed for me there instead of a hard couch in a cold closet room like I have at home. So yesterday I found out that we have a backyard (shut up people it's a Brooklyn version of a backyard) but still. I've been living here for 1.5 years and didn't know about a yard in the back of our house? Must go check it out. Don't know how to get there. Shut up. I noticed that whenever I switch fonts on AIM I type better for the first 2-3 days. Weird? Yes, I am. Man, I love MB20. I've been really annoyed by people lately. Can't wait for spring break. Miss my mommy. Although I don't think being around my brother is gonna do me much good. But yea, need to be around new people. Stevens is getting to me. Oh man, no Coney Island? Seriously?!? YAY! I think. I hope. Steak and Blowjob Day - March 14. Hmm. My thoughts on it: V-day IS stupid, but, guys don't get nothing out of it, they get lots of good sex if they don't fuck things up. Then again they should get lots of good sex anyway. And they would if they weren't assholes to girls on all days other than V-day. So V-day is just a reminder to guys that they get something out of being thoughtful. But yea, Steak and BJ Day is definitely a cute idea. Just don't use V-day as an excuse for it. Uh oh? Hee hee. I love the spaced out 'I don't care about anything in the world right now' smile. Want more uh oh. =) One good thing about this situation is that it can't get any worse, I can do or say whetever, and I have absolutely nothing to lose. Wow, I really am an optimist. My mommy's fault. Ehhh. Fun night. The following is NOT a complaint, just an observation. A year ago, even less than that, I could not think of one person who disliked me, everyone LOVED me. Now I can list a handful of people who will make minimum conversation with me once a week at most, or who just get annoyed by me. Did I change? I don't think I did. Oh well, people suck. I know that some of you who are reading this are about to IM me and tell me I'm awesome. I know I am, this wasn't a pity entry, thanks though =) Man, nice weather makes everything happy. I was sitting outside today reading, with music coming out of Jacobus and it was so nice. Watching boys run by shirtless and walk by in t-shirts, and wow, guys are so beautiful. Twas very happy and serene. OK, I'm done being corny. Beer goggles are awesome. The actual goggles that make you see all dizzy and blurry. Made me fall on my ass. Hee hee. I love Lubin. Man, warm weather is so happy. Can't get over it. Went jogging. Was a whole lot better than I expected. Must do this more often. Today kicked major ass. Just being happy resulted in me getting IMs saying "<3 Kate" and "if happiness was an ice cream flavor... it'd taste like u" Aww. Must be happy always. That was my resolution wasn't it? And must stop cracking knuckles. Did it really loud in class, it echoed, people looked at me funny. - Knock knock. Hee hee. I'm sick of it all. 6 months it is and I don't give a shit. Only for the true Stevens student... I love the elephant cross banana joke. Heard that one today, actually, which made me search for it. And check out the physics stuff at the bottom and the joke about the statistician hunting. Yes, I am a loser, thank you. The Crimson Room - Find stuff to get yourself out of the room. 3 thoughts: Stevens is really getting to me. I need to surround myself with different people, and I need new things to do, otherwise I'm gonna go insane. This whole week blows. Random goals before I graduate: Do ALL guys cheat? Guys seem to cheat on their gf's with me, and I go along with that cuz like, hey, if it's not me they're cheating with, it'll be someone else. Wait, that wasn't the point... Ew, Nick cheated on me? That's gross. ALl guys cheat. Except for James. I like the Barenaked Ladies a LOT. Wow. OUCH. Didn't think Mike still had the power to hurt me. My modern physics and theoretical chemistry classes are both exactly the same. It pisses me off. I should be happy that it's 1/2 the studying, but I hate quantum physics so much that grr. My funny bone's been extra sensitive lately. Ouchies. Is Rich sane? Hmm... Need hugs. Must not let 6 month rule to take effect. "there's a hula skirt on the floor... there's a chicken dance... there's TX cups... there's kate in boots... we win!" Wow, TX attic = awesomeness. What's more awesomeness is throwing someone off a cliff (without a lake) when he's never been pushed into a pool. That is a metaphor for usness. We rock. Awesome night. Lets hope we didn't confuse the poor boy enough to not know which way is forward. Nipple on a wall. Smiley penises. Moo on a wall. We rock. *bites knee* Coffee. Who wants to get coffee with me? Hee hee. Who's been reading the Kate's Brain section? Just warning ya'll (haha, I said ya'll), that was all written years ago, probably during one of my psychotic stages, so like, don't take it all seriously. *is embarrassed by stupid babble* In fact, I think I'm gonna get rid of all that and/or rewrite it sometime soon when I have time. Oh, and someone please smack me over the head. I need it. (I have a feeling I'm gonna regret writing this) I think it's time to start working on the alphabet. =\ Now why can't guys be that understanding? I know if I did that, the guy woulda flipped out and broken up with me. Hmph. Kate got flowers, chocolate, alkihol, and clothes this weekend. That's all I need to be happy. =) Longest time: 16.something seconds. Shortest - .06 Had a really weird dream a couple of nights ago. I was just hanging out in my room, and all of a sudden I was really thirsty. Drank a 2 liter bottle of water, and was still thirsty. Not just thirsty, but even while I kept drinking my mouth was still dry. Ack. What can I possibly be that thirsty for? Hmm... Bad stuff that happened today: Good stuff that happened today: Results of yesterday's mad-lib survey thing: Shayna's boyfriend is such a sweetheart. Wow. Hahaha.Watch it. ROFL. The kid uses every bad boy band move. Hahahaha. Love it. Fill this out about me. And uhhh, IM it to me. x I _____ Kate. O Pi rocks because they're selling condomgrams instead of roses and balloons and candygrams for Vday. That's so awesome. Hmmm.... *thinks of people to send condomgrams to* Everyone's talking about what they're getting or giving on Vday, and I'm thinking, if I had a boyfriend, I wouldn't want anything. I'd just want to hang out with him on the 14th. In bed. All day. And then we'd make pudding. Or Jello. And yes, by pudding and jello I mean exactly that. Man, I want that. Hahaha, when Jess told Rory he loves her, I literally jumped up and yelled at the TV. WTF! Such an asshole. I don't see how Julie and Alanna can possibly like him. And then they tell me I like assholes?!? No, I like nice guys, they just all turn into assholes. Jess is just an asshole to begin with. skejfhadjkhkdj. Oh man I want to rip his little head off. Even though he isn't real. Don't know why, but that conversation made me happy. Kate's a happy bunny. Julie's twiddling her thumb in a corner all alone. I win. Whee. HAHAHAHA. Andrew washed his pillow. It absorbed 30 pounds of water. Squeezing water out of pillow = fun. Andrew is a moron. Did I mention that Julie's mommy got me penguin boxers? Well she did. That's because she loves me. And I love the boxers. Because they have penguins on them. Penguins rock. Shut up Kate. I'm so happy for Alanna. Aww, Shayna and I had a whole bonding conversation today. I love her so. I think Lubin's half time rule really does work. But then what happens with divorces after long marriages? Or what happens with long relationships? Oh wait, nevermind, I don't have to worry about those. A post I saw on a whimit forum:
{a=how hot the girl is} (scale 1-10)
then:
So now you don't have to spend nights up thinking about your relationships... Why am I not likeable? (No, this isn't because of the thing above, although according to that I'm like, not even half likeable.) But in general, why not? Last person I can remember actually liking me, was Dave, but even then it was like, 'eh, I don't want to be with you or anything.' Whatever, I don't really care. I now have a moose-puppy. With lube. Not a moose anymore. A moose-puppy. Oh man, my friends are awesome. Threatening to tape cards and stuff to my door for Vday. Awesomeness. Why don't YOU become a part of the awesomeness? Yes, you. I will even mention you in here. OK, I shut up now. But yea, leave love on my door for Vday. YAY Bowling = lots hugs. First game came down to me. We won. That's cuz I'm awesome. Hmm, he doesn't like me, does he. =\ I'm sick of school. That'd bad, because there's like, 12 weeks + finals left. Not that I want summer to start. Summer sucks even more. OK, I gotta go back to being happy, cuz this isn't any fun. I keep having these fucked up dreams, not dreams, just flashes of fucked up scenarios. It's weird. Grr, that sounds all poopy and depressed. I'm not though. I'm still happy, just not giddy 24/7 like I was for the first couple of weeks of this semester. Dave actually said something unretarded today. How to tell how much testosterone a guy has: See how long he is angry about something before he gets sad. Ha. I thought that was cute and somewhat true in a way, not necesarily (sp?) about testosterone, but yea. Relationships boggle me. I see my friends signing up for the same classes as their significant others, or signing up to be in the same bowling team for a semester, and it's like, eep? they know that they'll stay together for the next 4 months? How does that work? How do girls find guys who actually like them and want to be with them and guys who don't even bother calculating how long it will take before the girl puts out because he likes her either way, instad of guys who are willing to hook up with them until they get bored/find someone better. That's what always happens to me, and I considered that that's not normal. Or maybe it is? But real relationships don't work that way? Hmm... interesting. But whatever, I've learned not to expect things, I'll take what I can get.... Here's what sparked this: Kicked Pete's ass in bowling today. Because he's polish. Well no, it's cuz I bowled a 148, 158 and 173. And a 122. Shh. I kick ass, what can I say. One game I had 8 spares in a row. Then to make up for the open frame I bowled a strike. Also bowled a turkey today. Go me. Looks like orgo is gonna be my easiest class this semester. Don't get me wrong, orgo is hard as hell, but at least it's understandable. Or maybe I just suck. New exploding dog. Very disappointed in the new ones. Don't like the black and red no color drawings. Boobies for everyone! Don't say I didn't warn ya. =) Fuck it. It's not worth it. sdkhdkfjhdkj. There's lube in my moose!! WTF?? Hee hee. TheCowsGoQuack: haha i ehinyh keuidng lieginyhuo Chi Phi = scary guy. Actually, more than 1 scary guy. Good punch, but eep. Guys I've never met who know my name, and guys I've met once knowing my name and year and where I work and what classes I took and... Bah! And stupid guys trying to grope. Bad. But I was good. I want puppies... *sad face*
But I'm shakin' at your touch And I do like you - you're the lucky one
But it's true - you like me, I like you too Love the lyrics. So cute. Little boys escaping. Haha. Hmm, a jar of guts is completely useless. I have guts. That doesn't get me anywhere. Well it does, a little, but not far enough. Weirdness. Last semester I was working with this kid and I noticed that I loved every single song he put on. We looked through each other's music and we had exactly the same taste in music (especially all the 80's crap). Then on Halloween both of us dressed up as pirates, even though I haven't talked to him since that time at work. Now we're both at work and he looked at my background and was like, whoa. Exploding dog. He has exploding dog as his background too. I should probably find out his name and be friends with him. Want a game where you lose EVERY time? Hold the Button. HAHAHAHAHA. I love it. It's from bowling alley pirate kid. Whose sn is also backwards like mine, btw. Wtf? I love how people I don't know say hi to me and know my name. Had my first freak out of the semester today. Not a mental breakdown, just a freak out. Something about not wanting to take on responsibility. Not wanting to take the extra hum class. Not wanting to be an RA. Not wanting that interview with Schering Plough. Don't want to do anything. Want to stay like this forever. Fuck. I don't want to grow up. But at the same time I AM growing up and I'm wasting all this time not doing anything real with my life. adkfjhgdjfk. I hate this. Hold me. Ha, I love Rob. Even though he's useless this semester. So what did I do today? Oh yea, not look at Andrew's penis while he was giving me a naked massage. Yepp. What else is new? Hmmmm.... Why do I ask people a question and then get mad when I get an answer I don't like? Better yet, why is everyone giving me answers I don't like? Haha, ouchies. Yet I keep watching. Fuck them. Maybe I should just get a TV. But no, they just shouldn't fucking promise things. I don't know why I even bother with them. I should live next door to interesting people. Ugh. They should go die. Yes, I like Gilmore Girls THAT much. =) OK, something killed my happiness. I shouldn't bother talking to people. Hmm. GIMME GIMME GIMME. Party last night. Hmm. Ha, I had the song Special Fred by Steven Lynch (?) for the longest time, and I saw him singing it on TV today, damn I didn't know he was hot. Hee hee hee. Ha. I had to explain that to Julie cuz she didn't get it. "Who's Jack?" Hahaha. That made my day. That, and Lubin's PS2 game that involved a whole lot of arm waving. Hee. Party tonight. YAY. I love Frankenfeld. After freaking out about not knowing what I want to do with my life and about being a complete retard compared to everyone else, I talked to him, and yay he made it all better. Said that I'm too young to know what the hell I want to do with chemistry, but if I need a good recommendation I should go to him. Then he also said that he remembers my final and was impressed by how consistent I was (errrr consistently bad?), and told me I did better than average (guess it wasn't bad after all), and said that he remembers my lab work being excellent (haha, I know how to change my #'s around), so I shouldn't worry about anything. Yay. Party tonight. Drinky drinky last night. Drunky drunky last night. Pukey pukey last night (not me!). Talking to Boris last night? That drunk? Ack! But yummy alkihol = yay. OK, I took a look at the reading for political science, and here's just a sample of the 80 or so pages I have to read this week: Yea, so I'm definitely happy so far (then again it's only been 2 days). The only bad thing about being happy is that I'm too giggly when I'm happy and I say the stupidest things, which I get weird looks for unless I'm with Julie or Shayna. But yea, I definitely get looks of disapproval from them next door. Oh well. I'd rather be happy and stupid than sad and just blah. So yay. Plus I got my magic 8 ball. AND... Julie's delivering bras to me this weekend! And a mouse. And slut pills. But bras, YAY. Ha. Dave got 4 points on his insurance and a $120 fine for speeding while going to my house this summer. Must've been really eager to see me. He said I'm all worth it. Hee hee. I am. Hmm. I remember Nick flipped his car over on the way back from my house once. I don't think he thinks I'm worth it. Me being 'used trash' and all. I think boys should crash more over me. I'm worth it. Hee. I was thinking that maybe instead of writing in here I should link to my dj (keeping all previous entries private), or start another journal such as that, so people could leave comments in there. But then again people who read this and care enough comment on it anyway, and I think I'd rather have them ask in person or at least through AIM, instead of commenting back and forth in the journal. But I don't know. What would you rather have me do? Haha. Watched Gilmore Girls. That guy made Lorelai sleep in the guest room. That's that fuckface made me do. Kinda. What guy tells the girl to get out of his bed? Ugghhh. But hey, at least now I know it's not only something that happens to me. Happens to hot chicks too. It's been a Julie-full weekend. I'm so lucky to have the bestest best friend in the world. Yay. - knock knock
- knock knock Yea, shut up, it all makes sense to us. I want a naked cowboy. It looks like I'm not getting any this semester. Not cuz of ____, just in general. Just got a weird feeling. Oh well. I have my golden poo. Errr. Yes. Golden poo. And I have my Julie. Err, not like that! I KNOW WHAT THE POPCPRN RULE IS!!! But only pathetic Stevens guys would know what it is and actually have to use it. Then again pathetic Stevens guys are better than dirty Brooklyn guys. OK I go now.
May 12 - I now know why I don't watch the news.
May 11 - How do I walk like a ghetto Brooklyn chick?!? Grr.
May 10 - Thermo final sucked. CH322 wasn't too bad. Tired today. Ya know why? I go to sleep at 10:30 last night because I have to wake up for 8 am final. Just as I'm about to fall asleep room phone rings. I pick up. "Penis." Wtf? Male voices laughing. I hang up. Just as I'm falling asleep again, phone rings again. This time it's just laughter. I leave the phone off the hook. Takes me 1.5 hours to fall back asleep. 1:40 am, my cell rings. Same people. I turn phone off and fall back asleep at 2:30. WTF!!! Who knows my cell #? NO one has it!! And I didn't know guys did the whole calling/giggling thing!! Jesus people, get a life! And let me sleep. Grr.
May 8 - Another lowbrow moment mentioning Stevens:
May 7 - Alpha Sig rocks? Really? Twas awesome. Then drunken/tipsy DDR. Twas also awesome. Yea, call me a dork, but it rocked. New drinking buddy? Yea Noah!!
May 6 - Orgo final went well. I think. But man, anywhere I look now I see chemistry. I was talking to my mommy and I looked at her and in my head I saw two carbons where her shoulders were, and her neck and head were a C=O. When I put my head on her shoulder (because chemistry makes you tired) I pictured myself being a bromine in acetic acid, and I was alpha brominating my mommy. Sigh. Need a break. And last night I woke up twice in the middle of the night and was going over reactions in my head without even realizing it at first... took me a while to snap myself out of it and make me go back to sleep. Sigh. Need a break.
Cinco de Mayo - Meh, 8 straight hours of orgo studying really drains your energy. I want home. I want summer.
May 4 - I bowled a turkey =)
May 3 - Mmm, backrubs. My back's in heaven. But I'm soo exhausted. I want to go home. I want my mommy to tuck me into bed and pat my head until I fall asleep.
May 2 - Whee! I got flowers! Lilacs. From Ted. They smell good. And they're pretty. And they're sitting in a Dunkin Donuts cup (what else?). Whee yay. That made my day. Waking up to drunken IMs that say that people want to hook up with me also makes me happy. Nice to know that I'm not the only moron who does the drunken IM thing. Not that ____ is a moron, but ya know. It's not the smartest thing to do. Whee! Flowers! *does happy dance*
May 1 - Last night was cool. This summer is gonna rock. Soo excited. Don't really know why, but I can't wait.
April 29 - Haha, wearing a short skirt to physics lab pays off. The TA not only told us exactly what to do step by step as usual, but actually made up and typed in all the right numbers for us, told us to plot something vs. something, skip the rest, hand in the report, and go study for thermo. Boobs = power. Thermo sucked btw. And everyone loves my skirt. Compliments from James, Pete... TJ grabbed my ass and Andrew's friend said I have a nice ass. And Beata said I have good legs. So yea, I win. Not cuz of her, but cuz of the male compliments. On top of that, I got asked out today. I definitely win. =) That, and boom boom.
April 28 - 5 straight hours of studying for thermo. Tiredness. It's days like these and guys like Rob that make me want to have a boyfriend. Just nice to have someone hold you after 5 hours of torture. But oh well, I'm not complaining.
April 27 - Not a bad day, I'm just sick of everything and want to go home. 3 tests, 3 quizzes, 2 essays, 3 HW assignments, and 4 finals left. Next 2 weeks are gonna suck. I like how girls I don't know came up to me and said they like my outfit. Whee. I looked cute today. But thermo sucked all the energy out of me. Rich made my happy today. MANZ. Whee. Hot dog!
April 26 - Hmm too bad last night can't happen again. Twas nice.
April 25 - Lets see... Tried getting drunk this weekend. Didn't work! Our tolerance is WAYY too high, this sucks. I needed to get drunk. Oh well. Almost got me a book about the history of Pi yesterday then decided against it because I don't want to be an official loser. What else... did the seizure chicken dance and ate applesauce, which is now all over my bed. Thanks, Julie.
April 22 - Hahaha. Sweetie101 makes my day.
April 21 - Haha. If you look at last year's entry for April 21, it's almost exactly the same as what I was gonna write for today (as Rich pointed out, thank you). The hypnotist thing is always awesome, and assassins kicks ass b/c I got 2 people today and I know who my 3rd guy is, and even though it's a bit colder today and I'm not wearing my favorite shirt and not as many people love me this year, life still kicks ass. The only thing that's pissing me off is that ____ still ____'_ _______ his ____. 3 weeks SUCKS. Grr.
April 15 - Left an away message up asking everyone to ask me any three questions. Some of the more interesting ones:
Are you wearing udnerwear?
What three things do you want that would make you complete?
Why do I have a crush on you?
Deep down, what question were you really hoping someone would ask you?
What's your favorite kind of kiss?
What do you look for in a guy?
Why do they need 5 directions to toast a pop tart?
Are you a weakling?
April 14 - Tech 330 next year!!! Yea baby!
April 13 - I hate boys. Now that he has no use for me he can't even say hi and ask how I'm doing? Whatever, I wasn't expecting anything anyway. Woulda been nice to be friends with him like last semester but boys don't work that way. I'm better today. Was really dizzy in the morning, and still have a fever, but I was able to actually take a walk to the Howe center today. Class tomorrow, perhaps? Yay....
Guy friends: "Your hair's gone" or "hey, I can see your face, what happened to your hair?"
Guys who don't give a shit: Don't notice.
April 12 - Got accepted for Technogenesis research! Yippee! So I'll be here over the summer, getting paid, not working in Coney Island, not in Brooklyn. YAY! The only bad thing about it is that I won't learn to drive this summer... Blech. But other than that, soo excited! Being happy and sick doesn't work together. It hurts when you jump or babble happiness. Grr. Upper Respiratory Infection. Antiobiotics. WTF. I hate me. And I hurt all over =(
April 11 - Whoa... Saw Danny on the train. Haven't talked to the kid or anyone in over a year. Twas interesting. He's a cool kid. I'm sick. WTF. I get so mad at myself when I get sick cuz like, wtf, I'm not supposed to be sick! Grr Kate, grrr. Only in NY do you have to slow down for a pigeon because it's so used to people it won't bother to get out of your way. Fucker.
April 10 - Brooklyn can be fun? And Brooklyn people do pretty much what Jersey people do? Hmmm... Interesting....
April 8 - I love spring. The one thing I miss about HS is standing around on a street corner for hours after school just talking and being silly because the weather is nice and you don't want to go home. I love spring. And I go home tonight YAY.
April 7 - Haha. Check out their lyrics. Drew and I decided we're writing song lyrics too. Cuz we can.
April 5 - EEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee. I can't believe I forgot. Tried Absinthe this weekend. And errr... eeeEEEEEEEeeeee
April 4 - If I called or IMed anyone on friday night, I'm sorry. This weekend was kinda bleh but not boring. Twas nice. DRE MADE COOKIES!!!!!! DRE FUCKING ROCKS!!! They were sooo good... *drools*
April fools - Still trying to figure out if it hurts more seeing an ex/the guy you (used to) want with a girl that's hotter than me or with an uglier girl. I think it hurts more when it's a hotter chick, but you're more pissed off when it's an uglier chick. Either one sucks. Once I'm done with guys their penises should accidentally be chopped off. *insert angel face*
March 31 - So nice to be able to take a nap without setting your alarm. Headache 2 days in a row... not nice.
March 30 - Sadly, Rob made my day today.
March 29 - Started making a to-do list of nifty things I want to do before graduating. Hee hee. I feel bad for my future boyfriends. Well no, cuz it's a fun list. But no, not all of it is like that.
March 28 - Went to the Marijuana-Logues. It was like a stand-up comedy show minus the standing, in a Vagina Monologues format. Or like having lowbrow.com read to you, but only the funny moments. Which is always good because I'm sometimes too lazy to click refresh on lowbrow. Har har. But yea, twas funny. Saw it for free, not the $55 it's gonna cost starting tuesday. We win. Mmmm... Gray's Papaya...
March 27 - Whoaa... Last night rocked. Saw Sam. Wtf?!? He's supposed to be in Brooklyn, not Stevens! But yea, got really drunk. It was nice. I needed that. Thank god for people like Lubin, Ed, and Manny. I love them. Yea... lots of fun last night.
March 23 - Julie's journal: "I'm so taking over the world with kate!" Yepp, lets do it!
March 22 - Sure, I like oatmeal raisin cookies, but they're nothing compared to the chocolate chip cookies I had 2 weeks ago.
girl: *says her name*
Abhi: it's nice to meet you ___, my name's abhi. i think we should continue this conversation in my bed while we have intercourse, what do you think?
March 21 - 2 comedy clubs last night. Dangerfield's SUCKS. Good old Boston is awesome. Best place to go if you want to see pretty much every comedian that performs in NY and errr... Stevens. Except for Patrice O'Neal. He's disgusting and not funny and really disgusting. Should be shot. Last night was random people stop and talk to Kate and Julie night. They were all amusing up to a certain point, but all high. Gotta get through 96 more people to find a normal person without isms?
March 19 - Scotty doesn't know! Eurotrip = kickass movie.
Julie: Sex?It's Halloween, the only holiday that I care for really. Like the Dead Kennedys say in the song, everyones gotta go live it up for the night. I go party with Timmy up at Stevens. We go to the Lodge, and make Chris run to the bar for me, I just drink too fast, gotta have a runner to keep me sated. I had two beers and atleast a dozen jello shots that night, and an unholy amount of lodge brew.
Yurha27: hello my future girlfriend lol
Uhh... somehow I highly doubt that.
March 18 - His loss.
March 17 - Hee hee. Didn't think I'd care about St. Patricks Day, but we ended up in the city not knowing which way to drool cuz wow, pretty Irish boys. Big green guy walked by us and gave us shamrock stickers! Whee! That soo made my day. So now me and Julie will be passing the happiness on to others. Took lots of pics of 8th Ave L train station today. You'll see soon. That, and Toys R Us pictures. Toys R Us has a big light sensor thing so you can kick puppies!! Whee! Today was just an awesome day. Whee.
March 16 - As much as I said I won't care, and as much as I don't care, I just don't get boys. They suck. Throw rocks at them.
March 15 - Walked lots today. 46 St. and 11 Ave. to Canal St. Hurt all over. But I have a bendy guy! Whee! And I got a free hot dog at Gray's Papaya! Mmm... papaya. People shouldn't hang up on people.
March 14 - Steak and blowjob Day. Why did the chicken cross the road? Most are old, some are new, all are cute. Awesome thing about it is that I imagine the answers that people I know in real life would have for that question, based on how me and Julie make fun of them. Slept over Julie's house. Julie rocks. We're serious about the boom boom.
March 13 - Mmm... wireless at home. Mmm... sushi. Mmm... handball. Mmm... Iron Maiden CD. Mmm... yummy alkihol... Home = happy.
March 12 - Not going to class is BAD. BAD Kate. Grr, spring break started so everyone either left or had their bf/gf come over. I want to have a bf so I can not go home for spring break and just stay in bed with him all week long. Mmm... bed...
March 11 - Been 19 for 3 months. Need to start doing exciting things and making things happen. Past 3 months have been blah. Not bad, just blah. Lately every guy I know has been IMing me asking for blowjobs as a joke. Stupid. Not funny. Stop it. You're not getting blown and you're making me lose respect for you. Coffee made me jittery and shakey today. Ack.
March 10 - I got a 30/30 on a physics test that I knew nothing about. The professor saw me later and asked how I knew how to do the Bragg scattering problem. I told him I had no idea. Not good, right? Oh well. 5pm tonight will determine whether I get to work at Coney Island this summer or not. Ack.
March 9 - Out of all those stupid issues that everyone talks about in hum classes that we're all supposed to have opinions on, I realized I only care about one thing. Book censorship. Strongly against it. Books like Catcher in the Rye, To Kill a Mockingbird, Harry Potter?!? C'mon, that's just stupid.
March 8 - My day started with me running face first into a wall while playing racketball...4 weeks...
March 7 - Interesting weekend. Saw Starsky and Hutch, played jenga, played with toy guns, got duct taped, cuddled, drank lots of coffee (Dunkin Donuts should deliver and make food), made yummy alki, played never have I ever with yummy alki, realized I've made out on a roof (YAY!), got 2 backrubs, and had foot long meat. And now it's HW time.
March 5 - HAHAHA Banana cake. Penguinol. Spleen. Species: cat, Explanation: meow. ROFL. This soo made my week.
March 4 - I want umm... coffee. Yes.
March 3 - I remember talking to Kevin (RA) last year and he asked what I would do if I was thirsty and I wanted soda, but all that was there was water, would I take the water or wait for the soda? I said that I'd wait, because if I didn't want water I wasn't gonna settle for it. But now that I think about it, if I'm actually thirsty, I'd have some water, duh. Time for water? Being thirsty sucks.
March 2 - akjhdfkhgdfjk. They complain about 2 days. 3 weeks! This fucking sucks, I can't take it anymore, I'm like, all dizzy from ___ _______ ___. Not really, but I want.
March 1 - Today rocks. Not only is the weather awesome, which makes everything happy, but I also got an 86 on the orgo test, which was better than Kenny, so YAY, that's one of my goals accomplished. Then that happiness made me bowl a 205 at work, which is 1/2 of another goal accomplished. So happiness all over. Yay! Just what I needed. =)
February 29 - Had fun last night. Made a guy wear a skirt. Met cool people. Killed porn for people. We're good at that.
- Who's there?
- Will
- Will who?
- Will you make out with me?
February 27 - I don't know. I do know, but I can't imagine myself being that stupid. I am that stupid. I don't know, I just don't like me very much right now, so I don't even know how I expect others to like me very much right now. Kinda like what Rob said. Damn you, Rob.
February 26 - Haha, Beata missed physics lab and felt bad, so she got me a walking clucking bubble gum shitting chicken! Awesomeness! Rob makes me oh so very happy. Why can't everyone be like Rob? Oh wait, that'd be bad. =)
1. I shouldn't feel bad that certain people (____, ____, and _____) don't want to talk to me or be around me ever, there are sooo many people I can't stand being around, and I just get annoyed at their presence, and at the presence of their IMs, so there's nothing wrong with a couple of people not being able to stand me. The only bad thing about that is that when I think about the people I can't stand, I really really don't want to be thought of the way I think of them. But oh well, what can ya do.
2. I'm really bad at keeping in touch with people, so I don't really talk to anyone from HS, because I think it's pointless to talk to someone if I only see them once a year or so. But that's so stupid. I should start talking to Abanty and Sabrina and Georgia and Danny and Julia and Jane, even if it is once a month just to catch up. I think that me deciding this now is selfish, because I only thought of them when I got sick of the whole Stevens scene, but hey, if you guys read this and are still willing to talk to me, IM me.
3. One of my friends is seeing a therapist because he can't feel one emotion for a prolonged amount of time. Oh man, I want that problem. I feel one emotion for too long and can't let go of it. I want to be able to not feel, to not get hurt, to not think about things because I don't care.
February 25 - Shayna's amazing. She comes in this morning and is like, "Are you OK? What happened? You look like crap. I mean, you look pretty and all, but is anything wrong? Did someone say something to you?" Wow. Shayna makes me happy.
1. Bowl two games over 200.
2. Have food fight at Pierce.
3. Do it in one of those private library rooms.
February 24 - I hate this. All I want to do is lay in bed and not think about things, but I have so much shit to do, and most of it I can't even do on my own because I'm too stupid for this school. Kill me.
February 23 - I've been doing a lot of thinking. 1) I think too highly of myself. 2) I'm starting everything all over with no expectations. 3) I want to be like Alanna. She's sane. I want to be sane.
February 22 - I hate having no control over things, I like getting everything I want. And I hate how something this stupid hurts so much for some reason. And I hate that __ _____ ____ ___ _____ ____ __ and I ____ __ ___ ___ ___ ___ fucking ____. I also hate the fact that I _______ __________ ___ _____'_ __ ______ __'__ ____ __ _______.
February 21 - Oops. I really shouldn't be allowed to talk (or type) when I'm drunk. Sorry. I've been spoiled last semester and now I think it's time to get back to reality. Eek?
February 20 - I like the moooooon!
February 19 - Wow, Lubin's freshmen baked him brownies for RA appreciation day. How come guys are so considerate to everyone except me and Julie? Well no, that's not true, we have awesome friends who are considerate and stuff. But like, still. Today is Room 208 appreciation day. Should be interesting. Today's a lot better than yesterday. 84 on thermo! Yea baby! How did Jones know who I am? Eek! Rob makes me happy. He said that if a guy doesn't want me, he's gay. He also gave me a new mission.
February 18 - Yesterday was all like "you look so hot" and today I get "what happened to you? You look like shit." Thanks. And I got a 0 on an orgo quiz. Bad day today. But everyone still loves me. So yay.
February 17 - The day barely started and already I got about 10 compliments. People telling me I look nice/pretty/hot/cute. Hee hee. Psycho chick said I was very pretty. I do look nice today. =) I wore my smart pants and the turtleneck. Hee hee. I love today. And I got whistled at today. By Lubin's freshmen, but still. Hee hee. Wow, and I had offers for dinner today, and for a date this weekend. I rock.
February 16 - Poker has GOT to be guy code for something... Guys can not seriously spend all their time playing poker.
February 15 - Chocolate whipped cream. Vodka. Rubber chicken porn. Goody bags. Going Greek. Blind Date. Inerview clothes. Kiss me, Guido. Army of friends. Flowers all over. Happy people. Porn = family business? Tulips. Skinny pants. Girl cuddling? Yummy food. 2 week rule. Chocolate. Wild thing, you make my heart sing. Nice girls finish last. 34D?!? 7am sleep. Boots next week? Mmm... hoodie. Happy weekend. LISA LAMPANELLI this thursday? Anyone want to go?
February 13 - I got flowers! And uhhh... yea.
February 12 -
- Thermo test
- Got no physics done
- So tired I was dizzy all day
- Julie got a rose
- Julie got a rose
- Bowling = lots of hugs
- Laughed till I almost cried and almost peed my pants with Rob. People at Stevens usually make me smile, and Julie usually makes me laugh. So that was nice for a change.
- Scared the shit out of Shayna cuz she thought she ruined my lab report and spent an hour retyping it for me. No, she ruined scrap paper. Hee hee. I'm evil.
I'm a drunk. Best thing about me is boobs/sense of humor. I'm a drunk. I need penis/cock/a guy/a man/sex. I'm a drunk. Hmm... Shouldn't the penis/cock/guy/man/sex be easy to get because of my wonderful sense of humor and my boobies and me being drunk all the time?
February 11 - Request-a-Mormon. Hahaha. That's great. If it wasn't a horrible thing to do to the poor mormons, I'd so request mormon visits for my friends. Please don't do it to me.
x Kate is ____.
x If I were alone in a room with Kate, I would _____.
x I think Kate should _____.
x Kate needs _____.
x I want to ____ Kate.
x Kate can ____ my ____.
x Someday Kate will _____.
x Kate reminds me of _____.
x Without Kate _____.
x Kate can be _____.
x _____ is how I describe meeting Kate.
x Worst thing about Kate is _____.
x Best thing about Kate is _____.
x I am ________ Kate.
February 10 - Hee hee. Pete was bowling today and losing, and he asked me to be his Valentine, and I said only if he wins the game. He did, by a point. That made my day. Who cares if he'll be with Melissa on Vday and I'll be at home, it was still nice to have someone ask me to be his Valentine, even if it was Pete and it was a joke. Never had anyone ask before.
February 9 - I'm retarded. All I have to do is read ANY article in the Wall Street Journal and give an opinion on it once a week. I read like, 20 articles, and don't know what any of them are saying. Kill me.
February 8 - Haha, in the last couple of days, I had 3 different people IM me about manskirts. Hee hee. Does EVERYONE know about it? I don't mind everyone knowing about my man skirt fetish, but what I don't like is people that I haven't talked to in a year knowing what's going on with me. Yes, if you're reading this and you haven't talked to me in a long time, either stop reading, or tell me that you read this and discuss my personal life with your friends who read this.
February 7 - Whoa. And why would anyone pee on an electrical wire?!? Stupid russian guys. Ever wondered if you really love a person? Well now there is a definite way to tell... and here it is:
Yea... =\
{b=how far she is willing to go} (scale 1-10)
LOVE= a*b > 70
NOT LOVE= a*b < 70
February 6 - Today is Dump Your Significant Jerk Day. Not as cool as Man Boobie Awareness Day. No Pants Day 2004 is May 7. Mmm... orgo lab... so high on all kinds of chemicals. Not yummy ones though.
February 5 - Today is man boob awareness day. Lovely. This kid from the bowling alley who always gave me weird looks all of a sudden talks to me? Wtf, mate? Ha, I realized that my whole relationship discovery yesterday is like the whole date thing from 2 years ago, when I realized that people actually do go on dates, and it's just me that guys don't bother taking out. But nothing's changed about that. Hehe. I'm happy today. Yay. I think the days I'm happy are when I have class with Rob first thing in the morning and when he actually goes to class. Damn you, Rob! Yes, definitely happy day. Hmm, more people I don't know know my name. Wtf, mate? Penguin boxers? Shaun cuddles? Random thoughts? Whee.
February 4 - I think that my magic 8 ball is stuck on only yes answers, because I keep asking questions, it keeps giving me good answers, but nothing good is happening. And come on, what is with people these days and 'hooking up'. Doesn't that have to be the most lowlife worthless thing you could do with someone. I mean, someone who cares no bit about you, and you the same to them, and you share that with them. What is that? Stupid! That's what I thought.
- From someone's xanga.
February 3 - So I was standing in the pasta line in Pierce today and I heard 2 girls talking about some guy who was wearing a skirt that just came into Pierce. They said he had blonde hair and black nails. HOTT. I circled Pierce twice, looking for the lad, didn't find him. Now that I think about it that's a good thing. I would've probably jumped on him right there if I saw him. Mmm... Man skirt. Damn, I've had my whole man skirt fantasy for 2 years now.
February 2 - Nevermind, got all my stalkers figured out. Good. I don't know if I still kick ass at racketball... Hmm... I got my ass grabbed by a hot gay guy! Who signed the last entry in my guestbook? Grr. Maybe I don't have all my stalkers figured out.
January 32 - Derrr... February 1 - Something about a superbowl? The halftime show SUCKED. Janet Jackson? OK, fine, although I wasn't too impressed. P-Diddy? Ehhhh, would've been OK if he actually did something cool... Nelly... ehhh... Kid Rock?? WTF? He only has like, one song. And Justin just annoys the hell out of me. As Ralph put it, "big giant musical turd on the field."
January 31 - Hee hee we drank the rainbow. No more alkihol for me. At least for a week. Extra cheese pizza for breakfast and 6 hours of American Pie movies. Gotta love stupid days. Hehe we made 2 guys kiss yesterday. Like, open mouth. Haha. Silly pathetic Stevens boys willing to kiss just to grab boobie for a second. Btw, Julie's boobs are definitely bigger.
January 30 - BEST love song: Weezer - Falling for you. I love it cuz it's not all like "oh baby oh baby I want to be with you forever."
I like you way too much
My baby, I'm afraid I'm falling for you
'n I'd do 'bout anything to get the hell out alive
Or maybe I would rather settle down with you
No! I'm the lucky one
I'm ready, let's do it baby
January 29 - Dropped the extra hum class. I decided to stay sane this semester, which is going to be hard enough without overloading with thermo and theoretical chem and orgo and modern physics and my insane political science class. It amazes me how someone can just keep talking about absolutely nothing for over an hour, and pretend what they're talking about makes sense. Or maybe I'm just too stupid to get political science. Who cares. Comedy night tomorrow. Party tomorrow.
January 28 - I need new friends. Ones that don't sit around during dinner discussing which video game they will play tonight.
January 27 - Brrrr! *thingy* Hee. I feel silly, like I'm in junior high again.
January 26 - Ya know, I was sitting in orgo today and it was like, WHOA, I love chem. For the first time ever I want to learn about something and understand it well and ask for help about it. I'm sick. But... I'm also awesome. Ya know why? Because in racketball the teacher split us up into 2 groups depending on skill level, and I got put in the group with all the guys instead of all the girls, so I'm assuming that's the better group. I hope. Racketball's silly. I think I definitely like handball better. Gotta start playing handball again. I bowled shitty today. 118, 100, 141. Meh. Other than that I'm having the bestest day ever.
January 25 - HAHAHAHA WTF???
January 24 - Party last night. OH YEA. Piskies = awesome. Man. Fun. Don't know why I never did this last year. Whee. I think I made an uh oh. A pretty uh oh. Hee hee. I want more uh oh.
January 23 - Kate's happy. Yay. But then again I don't have any real work to do yet. Why doesn't ____ talk to me? And then he's gonna think that I only talk to him when I need something, when that's so not true. I would talk to him on a regular basis if he talked to me, but since he doesn't, I'm not gonna bother him. So he better not think that I use him. Then again he just might not want to talk to me and might be a nice person who'll give me the book if I ask him and is too nice to tell me to stop bothering him. Or maybe I'm pshychotic. Ha. Party tonight. Party tomorrow night.
January 22 - It's weird how I can sit in thermo and be amazed by how PV = nRT is related to calculus and actually understand the whole importance of it being an exact differential, but when I sit in political science and the guy is babbling about Plato and Aristotle and comparing their ideas to our government I'm all like "wtf?"All that is required is
that the organizer or group of organizers perceives a way to pursue his, her,
or their goals and objectives more effectively through the creation of a new
organization than through the next best way of pursuing those goals and
objectives.
Whoa. WTF! Is it me or is that pointless babble? This is gonna be the deforestation class all over again. Lovely. Even if I do force myself to read it all, wtf is the point? I don't understand a word of it. UGGHHHH.
January 21 - 576.6!! Hee hee. I like he lands on his face. Splat. I don't think I like classes anymore.
January 20 - Classes = boring. I like it when you're talking to someone and you start telling them something that happened and they're like "oh yea, I heard." Hee. I love Stevens. I put up encouraging fortunes in front of my face, and filled my room with happy cards and pictures and posters so I should be OK this semester. Plus lots of Julie will keep be happy.
January 19 - Stevens is the most wonderful place in the world. It's so awesome just being in your room and having a bunch of friends sitting here talking. I know it's something so simple and stupid, but at the same time I'm either usually in someone's room, or I have 1-2 people here at a time just talking, so yesterday was all like, "whoa these people are all here cuz they love me!" So yea, awesomeness. Alkihol = awesomeness. Me figuring out how to play asshole = awesomeness. Kevin visiting = awesomeness!! The kid is awesome. No wonder I spent hours and hours in his room last year. Julie's still here. I think she was serious about living here this semester. YAY. I think I can actually be happy this semester. I am kinda scared about classes though. Really scared. I have a lot of them. And they're hard. But it's OK. 2 of them are with Rob, and he's NOT droppping them or he dies. Orgo, I have my people. The others I can manage somehow. Yay. Eek. Scared.
January 18 - YAYAYAY Stevens is AWESOME. Julie came with me yesterday, YAY. Julie's awesome. She decorated my door. My door is AWESOME. I feel like Jessica Simpson, using the word awesome over and over. But yea, from now on it's not blonde moments, it's Jessica Simpson moments. Cuz she's just that blonde. So what was I saying? Oh yea, Julie rocks. Lubin rocks. Ian rocks. Stevens rocks. It's so great having friends. So happy Julie's here. Stayed up till 5:30 am talking about everything from book censorship and the problem with NYC Board of Ed to naked cowbows and knock knock jokes. Yea.
- who's there?
- chest hair
- chest hair who?
- I WANNA BE WAXED!!!
- who's there?
- boyfriend
- boyfriend who?
- EXACTLY!
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