"It was freezing in Siberia during the winter; at times it
reached forty degrees below zero. They made us do backbreaking work and
fill impossible quotas or else we wouldn’t receive our meager rations of
bread. Yet the men would wake up early to daven shacharis with a minyan.
"On Yom Kippur, a group of men secretly gathered in a secluded
room to recite Kol Nidrei and whatever prayers they could remember by
heart. A fellow Jew, no doubt trying to prove his loyalty to the accursed
communists, squealed on them. In the middle of their prayers, soldiers
burst in to the room and took them to jail.
"As the spring approached and the air began to get warmer, we
began to think about how we could possibly have matzos in Siberia.
Normally even entertaining the thought was ludicrous. But just before
Pesach the ‘bakery’ burned down and they could not give us bread. Instead
they gave us raw flour. We constructed an oven out of iron and divided it
with the Poles who were inmates with us. They baked bread on their side
of the oven and we baked kosher matzos on the other side. On the night of
Pesach we conducted a Seder while the Poles kept a sharp lookout for
soldiers. Then when it was their holiday, we would keep a lookout as they
would celebrate."
The aforementioned stories are excerpts from my Bubbi’s life when
she was just a young teenager in Siberia during World War II. The
unwavering dedication that was displayed for Torah and mitzvos boggles
the mind. What wouldn’t these Jews do to perform one mizvah even in the
bleakest and most horrifying situations? The myriads of stories of Jews
standing on long lines in death camps to shake a Lulav, those who sang
‘Ani Ma’amin’ on their way into the Gas Chambers of Aushwitz, those who
gave up half their meager bread ration to don a pair of tefillin for a
few moments in Treblinka, those who would not entertain the possibility
of converting to Christianity even in the face of death at the stake,
etc. proves the love and inner drive that Klal Yisroel has to serve
Hakadosh Boruch Hu.
One thousand years had passed since the creation of the world and
Hashem was so-to-speak ‘depressed’ with His creation. The magnitude of
their nefarious ways was becoming unbearable. Hashem decided that the
world had to be eradicated and started anew. Noach was chosen to sustain
the remaining minority of the world while the rest of the world was
completely flooded. When the rains finally subsided and the land was dry
enough and ready to replenish new life, Noach opened the door of the ark
and everyone and everything departed. Immediately Noach decided to offer
a sacrifice of thanksgiving to Hashem. The pasuk (8:21) relates,
"Vayarayach Hashem es Rayach nichoach vayomer Hashem el libo lo osif od
likallel od es ha’adamah ba’avur ha’adam ki yetzer lev ha’adam ra
mini’urav v’lo osif od lihakos es kol hachay asher asisi- And Hashem
smelled the pleasant smell (of Noach’s sacrifice) and He said to Himself,
I shall no longer curse the land because of man, for the inclination of
man is evil from his youth and I will not continue to smite all the
living beings which I have created."
Why was the sacrifice of Noach so potent? What was it about the
smell of his sacrifice that G-d immediately vowed never to destroy the
world again when he smelled it?
The greatness of Noach’s sacrifice was that Noach literally had
to make the greatest self-sacrifice in order to bring them.
One can only imagine what it was like to be inside the Ark during
the flood. Perhaps it can best be described as a floating Bronx Zoo
without a proper sewage system. Every single type of bird, amphibian,
mammal, reptile, fish, fungi, protozoa, bacteria, algae, and plant life
(not to mention demons and spirits) had to be nourished and sustained for
the duration of the flood. Noach and his family did not have a solitary
moment of rest from the moment he sealed the ark until he let the animals
out. The one time he came a moment late to feed the lions, he was
rewarded with a sharp strike in the leg by the lion that caused him to
limp for the rest of his life.
Noach emerged from the Ark a tired man. [Let’s see what shape
you’re in when you’re six hundred years old.] The sight that greeted him
wasn’t pleasant. He saw desolation and the stillness of a world that he
had last seen as vibrant and filled with color and life. Those animals
that Noach had worked so selflessly to sustain for a half a year in the
Ark were now returning to the world to once again give it life. Yet Noach
took those animals and slaughtered them in appreciation of G-d’s
salvation. That was the ultimate sacrifice. Normally when one wanted to
offer a sacrifice to G-d he went to his local farmer and purchased the
animal. Then he ascended to Yerushalayim and gave the animal to a Kohain
in the Bais Hamikdash to offer it. Here however Noach took an animal that
was only alive because of his sweat and pain and offered it to G-d. That
was a true sacrifice. When Hashem saw this great act of Noach, He was so
proud that He vowed never to destroy the world again.
The Mishnah (Avos 2:1) states, "Rebbe said:Be as scrupulous in
performing a ‘minor’ mitzvah as in a ‘major’ one, for you do not know the
reward given for the respective mitzvos." My Mora D’asra, Rabbi Avrohom
Chaim Feuer shlita, once explained that we think there is a point system
for mitzvos. We calculate that Shabbos must be worth a lot of points
while lighting the Menorah on Chanukah may only be worth a few points.
However as a general rule one mitzva is not greater than another
(although there are some mitzvos that are as great as all the other 612
mitzvos combined). The truth is each mitzvah is as precious as the effort
expended in its performance. Thus two people can perform the same
mitzvah, yet one will receive a far greater reward for it. In fact one
person can even perform the mitzvah better than someone else and yet the
latter will get a greater reward, for he performed it with more gusto
and/or self-sacrifice. This is the message Rebbe is conveying to us: Do
not think one mitzvah is minor or major, because in truth every mitzvah
is major; it just depends how much you put into it.
I have been to people’s homes for Shabbos where they have rattled
off kiddush without any feeling. On the other hand I have heard kiddush
recited that, in the vernacular of one good Jew, "rocked the house". [In
fact that one good Jew (who shall remain nameless) made kiddush on the
first night of Succos in our Succah with more feeling and power than I
had when I recited Ne’ilah on Yom Kippur.]
Any person that is involved in a serious relationship (a
long-lasting friendship or a marriage) can tell you that the acid proof
of dedication to the relationship is not when everything is hunky-dory.
If things are not working out and yet one still holds on to the
relationship and steers it through the difficult times, that shows that
the relationship is concrete and solid.
So too, on a much deeper level our dedication to Hashem is not
proved when it is easy for us to keep the mitzvos. It is only when things
are not going so well, when one pushes himself to give charity when his
financial situation is shaky, or one pushes himself to learn when he is
not feeling so well, that proves his true dedication to Hashem.
The greatness of Noach’s sacrifice after the flood was that he
was willing to give up the fruits of his greatest efforts for Hashem.
Even with the comforts we are blessed with, on our level, we must aspire
for that wonderful trait.
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