One beautiful summer morning, three friends decided to go on a
fishing trip together. They rented a small boat and enjoyed the breeze as
the boat floated gently through the sea. All at once, the sky grew dark
and the trio realized that a violent tempest was brewing. They hastily
pulled in their fishing lines and headed for shore. But to their chagrin,
the storm broke out before they were able to get back. They held on for
dear life as waves crashed against their little boat and showered them
with torrents of water. A monstrous wave swept through the boat and all
went black. After a few moments, two of the men heard a scream of terror.
The third man had been swept overboard. They paddled with all their might
against the current and after a few minutes were able to catch up with
him as he struggled violently to stay afloat. One of the men leaned over
the boat and called out to his friend, "Quick, give me your hand!" To his
utter dismay the man in the water stared at him with bewilderment. As he
began to drift away, the man on the boat called out to him again, "Here,
just give me your hand and we’ll pull you in." But the man continued to
stare at him like he was from another planet. With one last surge of his
hand he cried out in a state of panic, "Give me your hand or we are going
to lose you!" But the man continued to stare with a glazed look as he
drifted into the oblivion of the sea.
Sadly the two men returned to shore and broke the news to their
friend’s wife. She screamed in anguish, "How did it happen?" When they
told her how they called out to him and told him to give them his hand,
she cried "Don’t you understand? My husband has never given anybody
anything in his life."
Yaakov Avinu was forced to flee the wrath of Eisav and he sought
protection in the home of his deceptive uncle, Lavan. Yaakov was
overwhelmed by the purity of Rachel and asked Lavan if he could marry
her. Lavan agreed on condition that Yaakov worked for him for seven
years. Yaakov agreed and worked faithfully for Lavan in the worst
conditions for seven years. The pasuk says a most perplexing statement,
(29:20) "Vya’avod Yaakov b’Rochel sheva shonim vayih’yu b’aynov k’yamim
achadim b’ahavaso osah- Yaakov worked for seven years for Rachel and they
seemed to him as a few days because of his love for her." Normally when
a person anticipates something unique and special, he can hardly contain
his excitement. The days seem to pass extremely slowly and the minutes
drag on unnervingly. This is certainly true about a Chosson and Kallah
who eagerly await their wedding. If so how can the pasuk say that the
seven years passed quickly because of Yaakov’s vast love for Rachel, if
anything it should have dragged on for a seeming eternity?
Rabbi Elya Lopian zt’l explains that our definition of love is
distorted and therefore it is very difficult for us to relate to the love
Yaakov felt for Rochel. He continues by telling a parable about a man who
walked into a restaurant and sat down at a table. A waiter walked over to
him and asked him what he would like to eat. The man looked up at the
waiter and smiled, "You know, I love fish." The waiter nodded knowingly
and disappeared into the kitchen only to return with a beautiful fish on
a plate. The waiter watched as the man skewered the fish and devoured it
hungrily. When the man finished the waiter said, "My friend, is this how
you treat something you love? You take it and cut it into little bits and
roast it on a fire and douse it in sauce?"
The point is that we don’t actually love foods but we do love
ourselves. When we are devouring those foods, our taste buds are enriched
with a sensation that we enjoy. Therefore we say we love the food, but
truthfully it is our own selves that we love. The same holds true when
one claims to love a car. Can one honestly feel a genuine love to a
compilation of metal and plastic? He may think he does, but in reality he
really loves himself and he feels "cool" or special when he is seen
driving in that car.
True love is completely unadulterated. Such a love is selfless
and completely for the inner being and essence of the component or person
being loved. When one performs a mitzvah due to love of G-d, he does not
love the actual object of the mitzvah but what it represents. When one
shakes a lulav and esrog he doesn’t actually love the esrog he is holding
per se, but he loves the essence of G-d that is completely good and
loving and whom he is serving with the performance of this mitzvah.
Rav Elya utilizes this idea to explain that the love Yaakov
possessed for Rochel was absolutely spiritual. When he first met her at
the well, he kissed her because he recognized an incredible aura of
greatness that shone from her face. The pasuk says Yaakov cried after he
kissed her and Rashi explains that Yaakov was afraid that people would
misunderstand his kissing a complete stranger and think it was not based
on completely pure motives. NOBODY can boast an understanding of such a
lofty level and therefore we can never think we can act as Yaakov did
here. The seven-year period of Yaakov’s waiting for Rochel was a
completely spiritual experience and the preparation and waiting for an
untainted spiritual love does not cause anxiety and impatience.
Rav Elya compares Yaakov’s love to one who is forced to
manufacture his own tefillin. Although he anxiously awaits its completion
when he can perform the mitzvah, every moment that he is working to
create the tefillin is also dear to him and he enjoys the entire
experience.
Truth be told, when I read Rav Elya’s words I did not really
understand what he was saying. In fact even after I asked my Rebbi for
assistance I still had a hard time grappling with the aforementioned
idea. My Rebbi explained that the idea is so foreign to us that we can
hardly relate to it and therefore it’s difficult for us to relate to the
notion of a completely spiritual love, but Yaakov on his awesome
spiritual level attained it. I quote whose words here to bring out the
fundamental point that he commences with: One must be wary of the
difference between true love and what is merely labeled love.
Rabbi Akiva Tatz in his work, "The thinking teenager’s guide to
life" develops this idea beautifully:
"Romance is certainly one of the major elements in the culture
that surrounds us. Much, if not most, of its literature and entertainment
revolves around this experience. What is it exactly?
"The heady swirl of emotion experienced at the beginning of a
relationship is the hallmark of romance. There is no Hebrew word for this
idea: Hebrew certainly has a word for love, ahava, which at its core
denotes giving.
"What is the difference between love and romance? Love is the
result of genuine giving (not of taking, as is the mistaken belief in
modern society). Real giving, giving of the self, generates love, and
that love is real. You love where you give, not where you take. When you
give, and particularly when you give yourself, you love. When you give
yourself to someone intensely, totally, you will love that person.
Parents always love their children more than children love their parents;
the reason is that parents give to their children, they give life itself,
and that is how their love comes to be. That is the direction of the
giving, and that is the direction of love.
"This is one of the most important things to understand,
particularly in an age of self-gratification where love is confused with
the good feeling of receiving. When you receive from someone and that
makes you feel good, you do not necessarily love that person; on the
contrary, if you think about it you will see that what you really love in
those situations is yourself! You love what the person does for you, you
love the good feeling, in fact, you love yourself! No; real love is where
you give, not where you receive.
"But romance has nothing to do with giving. It is the experience
of newness, the quick infatuation which is generated by superficial
appearance, and it is illusory. It lasts only long enough to convince you
that it will last forever; in fact that is exactly when it collapses! Of
course it has a purpose, and that purpose is to inspire, to begin a
relationship with energy and hope. In that sense it is a gift; but
relative to genuine love it has no name.
"Modern society confuses love with romance. Romance is advertised
and sold as love, and of course, when romance dies, as it must, there is
nothing left but pain and disillusionment. No one has taught this
generation that real relationships are built by the very hard work of
giving, and therefore when the taking begins to wear thin, the
relationship dies.
"Romance comes at the beginning of a relationship, love comes
later. And the height of the romantic notion is, "Love at first sight",
the clearest contradiction imaginable. Love is not possible at first
sight; there has not yet been any giving. First sight only reveals the
superficial, and only a superficial illusion of love can result."
The love Yaakov possessed for Rochel was pure. His motives were
holy and there was not even a hint to physical gratification. Though we
can hardly fathom such greatness (never mind trying to imitate it), we
can understand the meaning of real love that is rooted in giving and
genuine caring. President Kennedy had the right idea in mind when he
stated, "Ask not what your country can do for you but what you can do for
your country." All relationships must be built on that premise: Ask not
what is in the relationship for you to gain, but rather ask what you can
devote to the relationship and that will ensure its success.
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