Reneg


No matter how much you say it
you can’t renege on past love

Even if he was 4 foot 2 with buck teeth and greasy hair,
if she was the twin of Satan,

you know you were in love
when you looked into their eyes
or thought about them day by day

You can’t go back on your word

You can think and say anything you like
And try to alter those memories a little so you don’t seem
quite so foolish
When you remember little nicknames
or hours you spent in their company

Remember secret affections, flirtations,
and moments of carefully measured daring

--a slow pixie waltz of enchantment, or death by honey--

and complacent happiness

It doesn’t matter
if things went sour
It doesn’t matter if it never happened

You can’t go back on your word
And your heart will not be denied.


Issue 9:
Introduction
Plan Files
Passages and Lyrics
You Can’t Renege
must give us pause
Something New
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