The enjoyable company I have found during these two months has come at a price. My focus is changing, what's important has remained the same. It has only changed geography. I realize that everyone grows and changes, and some people leave and forget you, and you leave and forget others, but the process can be incredibly, needlessly painful. I don't see why I make it so hard on myself sometimes to be a friend. I don't see why it is so hard for others to admit that they are in the wrong--or that they will forgive me if I am wrong.
But what a month for conversation, for interaction, for movies and procrastination and more late-night escapades to places where they laugh in the face of morning obligations and refill your coffee every 15 minutes. I wonder when I'll have times like these again.
Prepare for the future--make your memories now.