Kavitha's October, 2000 Entries

In honor of Halloween, which is in this month, I have made the colors reflect Halloween, which is probably my favorite holiday, up there with Christmas. Every year for the last few, I've had a Halloween party, and I'm hoping to again this year. Who knows.
Yesterday mom took Egs and I to see Urban Legends 2. The first one is my FAVORITE movie, but the second one was like a waste of time and money.
I didn't tell you yesterday, but we still haven't found Reese! Anyway, guess that's all for now.
Kavitha

Saturday
October 1st, 2000
8:19 P.M.

Reese is back! Long story, but she's back.
And I've just spent a couple of hours talking to Mere, Marianne, and Sarah, about that hott guy I've been talking about. It's crazy, that I feel like this, without even knowing him.. Maybe that's what it is.. Not knowing him, and him being so quite, creates like some element of mystery or something.. I don't know.. Anyway, I'm going to quite writing, before I keep going.. haha..
Kavitha

Wednesday
October 4th, 2000
4:59 P.M.

Jobe and I are actually on speaking terms again. Cody won't tell me something that he promised he would. and Egs and I are probably eligible for arrest on grounds of stalking. Well not really.. it's not that far yet haha.. But there are consequences when you look as good as "Rico" haha.... j/k.. Anyway... I don't think much has happened lately.. I am going to scan some more pics for you nosey people eventually, so keep your eyes open.. Until later..
Kavitha

Sunday
October 8th, 2000
5:52 P.M.

Tomorrow off is probably the best thing that could happen! Well not *the* best, but it's pretty darn good! :) Megan spent the night last night. Oh gosh.. it was crazy.. We got drunk, and went streaking through my neighborhood. Ok not quite.. 1. We don't drink, #2. I don't live in a neighborhood. #3. We were having too much fun talking! haha.. (Yea, Justin is pretty dang horrible.. Faking is a necessity! :P) Oh wait! You mean Ever?! haha... I was planning on getting some more pics up, but my scanner decided to quit working! Grrr! You just don't understand how much I hate technology sometimes. Don't even get me started on the picture I tried to send earlier! Well I guess I'm through rambling for now.. Ttyl! Don't forget to vote for strawberries on the main page poll!!
Kavitha

Monday
October 9th, 2000
9:37 A.M.

People are just cruel sometimes. I don't know why. Maybe it's because they think they're better than others or something. It's really not a cool thing at all. Also, trusting people has got to be one of the hardest things in the world. THe best friends generally are the ones who aren't going to stab you in the back. Well obviously, but sometimes you'd be surprised about which ones would do it. Anyway, ttyl.
Kavitha

Friday
October 13th, 2000
5:55 P.M.

I have to update, because Alex is complainging that I don't update enough.. Which i don't see why he cares since my diary is "More boring than Megan's" Oh well... I just found out that one of my aunts, well great aunts' has only like 2-3 months to live. She has cancer. But if it hasn't spread to her bones, they said it could be possibly a year. That's still not good. She's one of the only non-immediate family members' I know. Today is our only Friday the 13th for the year. Marli's last day was today. I got her this picture frame thing, and today Josh took it and wrapped it in saran wrap. The frame was a small stuffed monkey thing.. It was about the size of half a sheet of paper. Once they were finished wrapping.. it was about the size of a beach ball. It took them 20 minutes to unwrap!! After I watched them unwrap, I walked outside, and gazed at "Rico" while pretending to talk to Alex (haha.. JUST KIDDING)!! haha.. But hey.. I could have done that if I wanted to.. Rico does look mighty fine. haha... Well gonna go....
Kavitha

Thursday
October 19th, 2000
4:55 P.M.

I am so sick of everything right now. Everything is just getting on my nerves. And I can't take it anymore. Friends are driving me crazy, parents are getting on my nerves. Dad is now yelling at me saying "I don't have the interest to drive." and "the landcruisers are too big for you to practice on." Meaning that since we don't have any other little vehicles (Dad's car is a stick shift, his little truck is a stick, and his dodge ram is as big as the dang landcruisers.) I'm so sick of everything, he's still yelling about the driving thing... "I don't have the confidence in you.... You BETTER get your license when you turn 16." He's driving me crazy. I don't want to get in the car with him. I'll drive with mom.. but not him, and I'm willing to do anything I can to get out of it. My dad keeps comparing me to my brother. Ok so the kid can drive around the fields, big deal. That's really not a big thing, considering there aren't any other cars, or rules to follow there. I don't get a car when I turn 16. Well I probably will.. just not one you'd want to drive in public. I am so sick of it! At school Jobe has been the biggest jerk. I don't know why.. and now.. I've given up caring.. It's just not worth it to me..... People UGH!! Now dad is all mad because I don't want to drive with him. I CAN'T STAND THIS STUPID LIFE. Just about EVERY friend I have is driving me crazy. Everyone is making a huge deal out of the stupid "Rico" thing. There are 2 million other things I could write about, but those people will probably hear about this, and don't even know they're doing anything wrong. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ok I thought that would help, but that didn't do a thing. I hate them, and I think i hate my brother more. They are now making fun of me. Dad and Shorty are saying all kinds of stuff.....I hate them. I am soooo unbelievably mad right now, so i'm going to quit writing.
Kavitha

Sunday
October 22nd, 2000
4:51 P.M.

I haven't updated much lately! haha.. I bet you noticed tho... Yesterday mom and I went to Cleveland. We went to the mall, out to eat, and to my aunts, mammaw's and mom and Tanja went to my pappaws. I just realized something.. it's my pen-pals birthday.. i need to go send her a card.... ttyl
Kavitha

Thursday
October 26th, 2000
4:35 P.M.

I lost one of my very best friends, and it's the worst feeling in the world. Knowing that just weeks ago we were so close, and had a strong friendship, and now all of a sudden something came and ripped that up, makes me feel horrible. I don't even know what happened. I can't find any answers. That frustrates me even more. And it really bugs me that someone can throw a friendship out like that without giving it another thought. I didn't do anything bad enough for this person to end it. We weren't friends that long, but I was so close to him, and shared everything with him, he was there for me, etc..... and now I don't even think he still remembers my name..... So while I complain here.. just take my advice. I personally hate losing friends, and don't let go easily (See the Pond thing), and you really need to take into consideration how your actions will affect the future. Someone you may take for granted may be the one person that you need in the future. And really.. please don't ever do something major without an explanation to the person. It hurts. Trust me.
Kavitha

Friday
October 27th, 2000
4:15 P.M.

We almost just got into a big huge major not good wreck. Mom and I just went to Wal-Mart in a nearby town.. They have a supercenter.. and we were coming back on this backroad behind our house, we came around this curve and onto this straight part of the road, and this car is driving in the middle of the road.. it's a narrow country back road, and mom blows her horn, and the car comes over into our lane! They kept coming, and mom drove off the road and everything, and they got by somehow.. ok i'm still shakin so i'll write again later.
Kavitha

Sunday
October 29th, 2000
7:22 P.M.

Last night was Haunted Hallways at school.. Oh my gosh.. that was horrible. Sarah and I were left all alone with this stupid coke thing that didn't work and tons of bags of popcorn to fill. More than half the council members walked around doing nothing. I was getting way way mad! Ugh!!
Also, I'm trying to figure out something. Marianne just told me about this guy liking me. I honestly don't like all this. Everytime a guy likes me... it blows up. Look at what happened with Jobe. He liked me, and now I haven't spoken to him in months. I really don't know what to do.. I have to go now..ttyl.
Kavitha