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10/6/02

I am supposed to have the four keys the LOCK SMITH provided me.

The only ones ever made I am told by him.

Yet my unit was spot clean. The picture of Jesus that I hanged on the wall, was on the floor. And my unit looked absolutely spot clean,

bathroom – shining,

carpet – not steamcleaned, but clean.


WHO HAS ENTERED MY UNIT????

WHO PROVIDED THE KEYS????

Funny it was Saturday the day after Friday, after I felt uneasy to go and work at a certain place, a certain restaurant-bar in the city…

…cosy for the liquidator… it was so close to his office….

As I was saying…


After I had not showed myself up at the rendez-vous place Or should I say ‘kidnapping place’


prepared by my own brother, sister in law, her sister the one who works in the apartment below my so called STALKER, the Church, the Police, the chinese psychiatrists, the liquidator, all the accountants and lawyers I worked for…


I was to be kidnapped while at work…

And

1.. I would have been asked nicely to accept the sex offers or marriage and give all my possession to a GREEK CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT WHO HAS BEEN WAITING as the little hairdresser said (for 10 years), ….

Or

2. They were going to inject in me a full bottle of scotch and take me … drunk and drugged to the nut house…


Allow me to go back in time…


A few weeks ago I went for one last time to the police to complain about a stalker, to ask for protection, because I was very afraid…


I had been just robbed $400.00 from my bag at my job…

I had just lost the job because my boss didn`t like me saying that

my money was stolen in his premises, which incidentally, were occupied by him, me and another typist, who … robbed me while I was speaking to him and being abused by him…

and so on and so on.


I called onto the police, because I felt protected by the law, because I had some faith in the law, because I felt that every time I went there to complain, although I was told that they couldn`t do anything about my story, they were following it up anyway…


I knew that they were following it up… because after I had been there, things sort of fixed themselves for the better… for me…


Of course all this is changed now because…

Well… you see…

While I was in tears talking to the police, the man actually walked in and out of the room where I was, with a lot of excuses, but instead he was planning for me a rendez-vous with a couple of psychiatrists who incidentally had been sent by my own brother to my house to talk to me a few months before…

To cut it short… I was packed into a police van and was taken into a mental hospital

The psychiatrist who saw me after two minutes flat… declared me mentally ill. I had no weapons with me

I had not screamed or posed any force…

I allowed them to do what they wanted

I had not threatened anybody

My bag was taken away from me, … I saw them looking eagerly at my watch…


I was packed into a van escorted by police and psychiatrists as if I had killed… <

By the way… excuse my diversion…


Wasn`t I placed on a criminal lists by the department of school education … a list which includes killers, pedophiles, drug addicts, robbers and the like… with the excuse that they didn`t have another list where they could place the teachers who didn`t speak English and couldn`t teach like me???


DEJA VUE, ISN`T IT????


I was only asking for protection

I was instead called MENTALLY ILL by an INDIAN psychiatrist.


If that is the protection that a citizen gets … then I wonder why we pay tax to the government??????


Why do we need the police?


So that they come and collect our dead body in the middle of a street? or in some ditch? Where we are thrown after been raped and robbed and killed?

PEOPLE OF SYDNEY, PEOPLE OF THE WORLD … IS THAT WHAT THE POLICE IS ALL ABOUT?

IF THEY ARE AFRAID OF TERRORISTS AND MAFIA WHO ARE AMIDST THE FLOWER FLOWER OF

THE SOCIETY…

lawyers and chartered accountants, let alone the ones that have the courage to call themselves liquidators...

WHAT ARE WE LEFT WITH?


A BUNCH OF KITTENS WHO RUN AWAY FROM THE SCENE OF CRIME, AND COME BACK ONLY TO CLEAN UP THE MESS… when things are quiet…


Jesus said “Father… take away this cup… is too sour for me to drink.” But then eventually he added “Be your will done, not mine”.

And so He went to die on a cross… He forgot His fear of mafia, He forgot His fear of terrorism… He defied terror… and He won the so called DEATH.

Police, if you can`t defy terror… then you are not worth to be called “police”.


And same I say to the SO CALLED MINISTERS OF GOD. If you cannot stand for God when terror arises, then step out … and go and have a little nap… like Don Abbondio…


FOR YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HIS SOLDIERS not his wimps.

AMAZING!!!


When I was teaching in that miserable school provided by the Department School Education, whenever I complained about the students, swearing, and the like...

the Principal was also planning for my being placed into a mental hospital, instead of planning to put any disruptive student into a correction house where he/she would dig the garden and plant and plough, until he/she learnt how to sit at school, how to study, how to be diligent, how to be a student and not a future stalker, robber, killer, bomb thrower, tower knocker, fire lighter, litter of the streets of Sydney and the like...in other words, when he/she learned what the word "school" means, and how to be reverent of it, and thankful that he/she can actually approach such a wonderful place... a place which once upon a time, it was only a dream for people especially the ones who had no money or jobs to afford such a place of education for children ... and adults...

THIS WAS THE PRINCIPAL OF THAT MISERABLE SCHOOL I TAUGHT FOR EIGHT MONTHS...,

and now he wants to marry me off and drug me so that I say yes to a 68-10o0 years old DIVORCEE, who helped him to spread words and defame me in the worst way possible and imaginable, in order to cover himself and be passed as a principle who was doing his duty in throwing out an unworthy teacher.


To cover up a man who was placed to flirt with me because, he/ The Principle was actually not been able to throw me out in a nice and neat way... as he threw other teachers who according to him didn`t know how to teach, but according to me, were only highlighting him /THE PRINCIPAL, his inadequacy for acting as a PRINCIPAL AND AS THE CARER OF CHILDREN OF SYDNEY`S MOTHERS AND FATHERS, as I said, to flirt with me so that he had to plan a story... of defamation...


WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE?

WHAT PROOF HAVE YOU FOUND?

EXCEPT THAT YOU GOT ALL ACCOUNTANTS AND LAWYERS TO PRACTICALLY F... THEMSELVES...


I dreamt that Mariuccia had a beautiful white dress and was assisting her daughter prom and she was applauded by all Sydney.

o the honour that she is receiving while practically living in sin with two lover boys- remember Mariuccia dear, when you told me

- "He was able to take all the money of my husband and give to me... , he is so good..."

or why don`t you go and keep unplugging his hairs

but please don`t do it in my unit bathroom.


I dreamt that my sister in law, you know, the one who was helping my brother to choke me, was sitting at my unit which contained only a sofa. She was sitting on it. I came in and I said to her

"YOU DON`T HAVE TO CLEAN NOW, IT`S ALL CLEANED".

BY THE WAY

JUST AS GOD DEFIED DEATH, SO i will defy you all...

There will be no appointment that I make for which I will not appear, I will be going and you will be knowing where I am going because you hear my telephone calls, so be prepared to come and get me and with one excuse or the other ...

come and put me on a CROSS...

see if I care...

au revoir for now babies...

MAY I LET YOU IN INTO A LITTLE SECRET OF MINE?

... MY GOD IS STRONGER THAN YOURS...

AND I LOVE HIM, AND HE LOVES ME... HE TOLD ME SO.

AND COMPARED TO HIM YOU ARE NOTHING ...

BUT BABIES... CRYING BABIES...

IN SEARCH EASY MONEY ... AND VIRGIN BODIES...


My computer is not working anymore. The screen goes black after 10m flat.

Yet I know my computer works very well.

WOULD YOU PLEASE GET YOUR STUPID SELF OFF MY COMPUTER AND MY JOBS, AND MY UNIT, FOR I have to work, I have to live, and I do not need a man to provide for me when I can provide for myself. I gave myself a profession, two of them, I paid for my own studies, no family of my mine ever helped me. I was the one who was helping my family - remember Tony how much work I did for your business for free? - while you were paying your brothers in law profumately... - I didn`t prepare my life to become eventually the servant of a DIVORCEE OF GREEK ORIGIN AND PAGAN AND HERETIC.

STUPID MEDIEVAL MeN, STUPID CALABRESI AND SICILIANI, STUPID OTHER RACES WHO STILL THINK OF THE STONE AGE WHEN IT COME TO ROBBERY AND KILLING.

GET OFF MY LIFE ONCE FOR ALL...

BROTHER OF MINE, IN-LAWS, AND FRIENDS, THE SO CALLED PAESANI... with whom YOU GATHER WITH AND TALK ABOUT ME IN SUCH A PROFANE WAY... PUSH OFF... FOR YOU ARE NO LONGER MY BROTHER. I WILL COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY DENY THAT I KNOW you IN ANY WAY. AND AS FOR THE SO CALLED PAESANI THAT THINK THAT THEY CAN TALK ABOUT ME WITH SUCH A LICENTIOUS WAY, REMEMBER I KNOW A FEW THINGS ABOUT YOU AS WELL... THEREFORE BE CAREFULL HOW YOU SPEAK IF YOU DON`T WANT TO BE SPOKEN OF IN THE SAME WAY... BY ME...

I WORKED ALL MY LIFE FOR MY MONEY, FOR MY PROFESSION, ALL FOR AN EASY ELDERLY LIFE...

I AM NOBODY`S WIFE, GIRLFRIEND, OR FRIEND... I DO NOT WANT YOU... OR ANYBODY WHO THINK THAT THEY CAN SPEAK SO EASILY ABOUT ME OR MY FAMILY...I WILL NEVER FORGIVE... NEVER... AND I WILL KNOW WHO SPEAKS...YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I KNOW BY NOW, if you don`t, you are more stupid than I dare to think.

SO PUSH YOURSELVES OFFFFFFFFFFFFFF


GOD GAVE ME A LIFE TO LIVE, GO AND LIVE YOUR OWN AND LET OTHERS LIVE IN PEACE...

OR GET A CANCER IN YOUR DUM STOMACH OR DIE WITH PLAGUE...

MAY THE LORD HEAR ME.

GET OFF MY TELEPHONE AND STOP PLACING FINES ON MY CAR FOR $210.00 OR SENDING ME TELEPHONE BILLS FOR $500 AND MORE EVEN THOUGH I HARDLY AM AT HOME TO MAKE ANY PHONE CALLS.

OF YOUR STUPID MEDIEVALISM ... ME NE INFISCHIO GRANDEMENTE...

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