THOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT I AM HORRIFIED OF.

NOT SEX.

I DO NOT THINK THAT SEX WOULD SCARE ME A TINY LITTLE BIT.

IT IS JUST AS GETTING ACCUSTOMED TO A NEW DISH OF SPAGHETTI

BUT WHEN I WAKE UP COULD I POSSIBLY GET ACCUSTOMED TO THE ABOVE LIST... OR ARE YOU PLANNING TO HAVE ME INJECTED EVERY MONTH LIKE MY BROTHER`S SISTER IN LAW`S DAUGHTER`S MOTHER IN LAW??????????????????????

One of my cousins from Italy thought it was okay that I give everything to my brother and just eat without worrying what my mother gives me.

"DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO EAT OF YOUR TABLE?"

"YES. I ANSWERED."

"WELL. WHY ARE YOU WORRIED THEN?"

I WORKED ALL MY LIFE AND MY RELATIVES HAVE BEEN EDUCATED BY MY BROTHERS TO SAY TO ME THAT WHAT I SHOULD HAVE IS ONLY A DISH OF FOOD THAT MY 87YEARS OLD MOTHER PROVIDES ME.

There is more

The priests keep on telling me in my dreams that

"I am not worthy of what I have obtained so far in life."

The choir girl keeps on telling me in my dreams

"You are going down the ladder with your mother.

And the Greek is now quiet relaxed between a one love making to himself and another he is actually able to make me see in my dream his kindness

He held my face so sweetly and said

"THERE IS NOTHING TO BE AFRAID."

"YOU WILL BE GENTLE WON`T YOU SWEETY.

MAGISTRATES, AND REAL ESTATE INSTITUTE

Do you know what I think?

I think that the proceeds of my unit have already been given to my brother and to the Church and now they are only waiting to

PICK ME UP AGAIN a tradimento

and place me in the MENTAL INSTITUTION

SO THAT THEY CAN COVER UP THE BANK WHO PAID THEM AND NOT ME

SO THAT THEY CAN COVER THEMSELVES UP FOR BEING THIEVES

NOW THEY HAVE TO EUTHANISE ME... TO BE ABLE TO SAY ...THIS MONEY IS OURS.

In the meantime they were able to prepare the grounds

in other words now that they have announced that I am only a little girl who needs to be LOOKED AFTER, TO BE MEDICATED APPROPRIATELY

THEY ONLY ARE STRUGGLING TO GET ME BACK IN THAT MENTAL INSTITUTION TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.

MY COUSIN FROM NEW YORK ALSO TALKED DOWN TO ME AS IF I AM A LITTLE GIRL

"WHY DON`T YOU WANT TO GIVE EVERYTHING TO YOUR BROTHER... BETTER YOUR BROTHER THAN ANYBODY ELSE" he said.

and one of my cousins in Italy

gave me the MERRY CHRISTMAS WITH

"FAI GESTIRE TUTTO DA TUO FRATELLO E TU MANGI QUELLO CHE TI DA TUA MADRE."

CHOIR GIRL, WHY DON`T YOU MARRY THE DIVORCEE GREEK STALKER.

WHY DON`T YOU SELL YOUR HOUSE AND EVERYTHING YOU OWN AND GIVE IT TO THE CHURCH TO BE EXTENDED...

AND THEN YOU AND YOUR MOTHER THE PLAYING ANGEL CAN GO INTO THE NICE NUT HOUSE.

ARCANGEL GABRIEL

"If I am not worthy of having what I have earned, ARE YOU WORTHY TO STEAL IT FROM ME?"

Last Sunday sermon was about

"Be aware for Jesus will come as a thief..."

DID YOU BECOME JESUS?????LATELY???? OR ARE YOU STILL UNDER THE EFFECT OF THE MENTAL MEDICATION THAT YOU ARE REGULARLY TAKING AND

BEING THEM A MEDICATION OF THE DEMONs

THEY ARE DIRECTING YOU TO ACCUMULATE MY SOUL FOR HELL?

I AM NOT MENTALLY ILL. I AM ONLY A CHRISTIAN WHO IS PERSECUTED BY THE CHURCH AND BY PSYCHIATRISTS AND BY LAWYERS AND BY A GREEK STALKER ...BECAUSE

THEY WANT TO SELL UNITS AND THEY WANT TO CASH UP THE PROCEEDS....

MAGISTRATES.

SOMETHING NICE FOR A CHANGE.

TODAY IS THE 8TH OF DECEMBER,

IT THE DAY THAT THE CHURCH, THE ROMAN CHURCH CELEBRATES THE FEAST OF

THE ONE WHO SAID TO BERNATTE SOUBIRU

"I AM THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION"

It is also my name day

so

won`t you please CONGRATULATE ME?????PRETTY PLEASE.

It is also the day in which back in 2001

at 5.00am in the morning I RECOVERED MY WEB PAGE which was lost in the maze, by the hands of my enemies.

And after a week of attempting to create another one,

that morning at 5:ooam my web page came back to me and made me feel safe all over again.

Other attempts have been happening to destroy my

CRONACA NERA`s page in the net

but I always was able to recover it fully and make it stronger and stronger and stronger.

Last week, my computer was completely finished. The Greek`s technicians were able to destroy all my data in my computer.

I knew that my original disk wasn`t working anylonger and I knew that my hardware was set for the window 98.

I knew everything was lost.

But I decided to try it out anyway. I started to re-load my computer with those old original disks despite my knowing that they didn`t work.

I was able to charge it again and for a week my computer has be as at the state of when I first have purchase it.

THAT WAS THE DAY IN WHICH I GAVE MY PAGE A NAME

that is

"VITA VIVA CHE CONTINUA A GERMOGLIARE E IRROBUSTIRSI NEI SECOLI"

MY PAGE WILL NEVE DIE. FOR IF YOU KILL IT, MARY WILL BRING IT BACK TO ME.

THIS IS MY WEAPON...

YOU USE YOURS TO KILL ME

I USE MINE

TO COVER THE BLOWS.

I dreamt that my brother Tony Barbalace has built a hug palace and he has to sell my units to pay it off.

YOU DO THIS TONY BARBALACE, AND RITA BARBALACE

AND YOU WILL BURN IN HELL.

You are already burning

you are only 2 years older than me but you look 20 years older than me...

doesn`t that tell you anything?

Rita you are 5years younger than me... I want everyone to know, so that they can look at you and then look at me.

For you look 20years older than me.

BUILD YOU CASTLES WITH YOUR SISTER`S MONEY AND INDEPENDENCE,

BUILD YOUR CASTLES WITH KILLING AND ROBBERY

BUILD YOU CASTLES ON SAND

AND THE FIRST WIND WILL BLOW THEM OFF.

Tony and Rita why don`t you keep on sending cleaning inspectors at my house...to see when I dusted last...

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO DO IT.

you know very well that I am not a CLEANER...

My profession is

TEACHING AND ACCOUNTING

I am no cleaner, especially of greek masturpator chartered accountant STALKER who escaped the electric chair.

The Bible says:

THINGS THAT MAKE PEOPLE FALL INTO SIN, ARE BOUND TO HAPPEN

BUT MAKE SURE THAT IT IS NOT YOU WHO MAKE THEM HAPPEN...

I AM TALKING TO YOU DISTRICT SUPERINTENDENT...

I AM TALKING TO YOU PRIESTS...

I AM TALKING TO YOU CHOIR MARY

i am talking to YOU SISTER IN LAW

I AM TALKING TO YOU BROTHERS

I AM TALKING TO YOU GREEK STALKER, ASSASSIN AND THIEF.

I am talking to all the people who are helping my brother rob me and kill me and my mother.

POLICE... I THOUGHT THIS IS AUSTRALIA...

NOT CALABRIA, SICILY AND GREECE.

I THOUGHT THAT IN AUSTRALIA YOU WANTED TO BE MAFIA FREE AND TERRORISTS FREE...

BUT YOU ARE ADVOCATING CALABRIAN PEOPLE AND GREEK PEOPLE AND LEBANESE PEOPLE AND INDIAN PEOPLE TO BRING THEIR CUSTOMS AND ENFORCE THEM ON THEIR KINS IN ORDER TO FILL THEIR POCKETS...

MY BROTHER IS MAFIA AND SO IS HIS FAMILY AND MY NEPHEW`S FAMILY AND THE GREEK IS MAFIA AND TERRORISM...AND THE TEACHER IS MARRIED TO A GERMAN GESTAPO TERRORIST...

there is no other explanation for what is happening...

YOU MUST BE PETRIFIED YOURSELVES ABOUT MY FAMILY AND THE GREEK... AND THE GERMAN GESTAPO...

SO MUCH FOR BEING AUSTRALIANS...

SO MUCH FOR PLAYING THE PART OF HEROES WHEN THERE IS FIRE ...

YOU DON`T FOOL ME...

YOU PREFER TO PASS THE VICTIM FOR CRAZY RATHER THAN GOING CLOSE TO MAFIA AND TERRORISM AND GERMAN GESTAPO.

I HEARD THE WAR IS COMING...

YOU WILL NEVER WIN THE WAR LIKE THIS...

THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE... AND YOU ARE JUST NOT DOING IT.

TERRORISTS WILL ATTACK SYDNEY AND WILL SMASH IT... AND YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SAY BOOO...

FOR IF YOU CAN`T FIGHT A SINGLE FIGHT, HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY FIGHT THE WAR????????????????

HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...

HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?

DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?

AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20

WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?

HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?

HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?