18/12/02
8:12am
In my dream I saw myself grabbing the hidden HUGE FAT CHOCOLATE WITH NUTS ... when I realised that the small cute cioccolatine that my cousin had sent to us were eater by my sister in law and compagnia bella.
POLICE... today I am going to see a job.
I cancelled the appointment yesterday because my dream scared me.
But today I will be going...
will bring my cousin from ARGENTINA as per my will, and
until she agrees for me to be medicated -NOTHING CAN BE DONE TO ME, otherwise my solicitor can open up a case against police and psychiatrists and priests and Greek Chartered Accountant Stalker CHOCOLATE WITH NUTS.
ON THE OTHER HAND IF
when I wake up I will open a case against POLICE, PSYCHIATRISTS AND PRIESTS AND BROTHERS FOR KIDNAPPING AND ETC ETC.
WILL PROCEED IN OPENING UP A CASE AND FIGHT ALL MY PERSECUTORS (7YEARS - IT IS TOO LONG)
AND GIVE EVERY THING i HAVE TO MY COUSIN IN ARGENTINA. MARIA ELENA PUGLIESE, DAUGHTER OF GIUSEPPE PUGLIESE, MY MOTHER`S BROTHER.
...In my dream I saw myself in a car unconscious...and some greeks were saying
"should we tell her mother... should we not.?"
It was almost a farse.
Is it the rendez-vous you PLANNED FOR TODAY... so that I sign for my apartments you will take over, namely...
and
I dreamt also that I went into a place, which I think was a sort of hospital
but the nurses only unplucked my eyebrows...
and then
for prescription I was given a HUGE BOX FULL OF CULINARY RECEPIES.
HEALTHY FOOD FOR LUCIFER.
I dreamt that Rita was saying
...she has got a bit of a vice... nothing important... we need to unpluck her eyebrows...
IN OTHER WORDS ... WE NEED TO PUT HER ASLEEP FOR WHILE SHE IS AWAKE SHE WILL NOT GIVE US HER UNITS.
The vice you talking about is the vice that you and the greek man have namely:
MASTURPATION NIGHT AND DAY
i do not have such a vice
not even when all the lawyers and accountants will practice with themselves in order to get me induced.
SYDNEY IF YOU ARE DISGUSTED WITH WHAT I SAY SO EXPLICITELY,
WELL NOW THAT I
AM ALSO
DISGUSTED BY THE WAY YOU ARE LETTING MY SISTER IN LAW AND THE CHURCH AND A LIQUIDATOR AND A GREEK STALKER
TO TALK ABOUT ME ...
WHY DON`T YOU CREATE A "FRENCH REVOLUTION" AND PLACE THEM INTO A NUT HOUSE INSTEAD OF ME.
FOR THEY NEED IT AND BADLY.
THESE IMAGES WILL GIVE YOU, SYDNEY AN IDEA OF WHY PSYCHIATRISTS ARE WILLING TO BELIEVE IN MY SISTER IN LAW...
BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BUY MY UNIT AT BALMORAL FOR $10.00.
AND SO DOES THE CHURCH...
WHILE THEY SING THE
...VENITE ADOREMUS ALL PANICUS ANGELICUM...
My dream... Was good. But my neck was even better. All the day yesterday till now my ear has been so sore that you have given me a
TORCICOLLO.
Let`s go back to my dream
just for the fun of it.
World take heed for this dream is worth a novel to be written about.
Better than the battle between Clorinda and Tancredi DELLE CROCIATE MEDIEVALI.
Dream:
We were in a room were a lot of people were gathered and talking softly.
I first heard the word "STRANGER"
what I think they meant was "FOREIGNER".
They were all bowed down...
Then someone said:
"The QUEEN IS LATE."
All of us, "il popolino" were gathered in a sort of circle (strange last night I opened the Bible and I saw a circle: JUDGMENT DAY)
SO THOSE MUST HAVE BEEN THE PRIESTS with the whole congregation who were waiting to the QUEEN to come to the party (namely: me) although the Queen is a stranger to them, being English and all or should I say beign an Italian WOG and all; and they were impatient, they had to act quickly as the good priest say in his sermon... it couldn`t wait; but the queen was delaying him and he was angered.
He was angered because he had rang the community service, the community service didn`t answer, they gave him music to hear; where for "community service" is meant "the nut house" and where "the nut house" is ME.
Finally the corteo with the queen was arriving
I saw the queen, the english queen, not me.
But by the time they arrived to our circle, she had become PRINCE CHARLES, I guess, the GREEK STALKER after all I did say to him "good bye Charlie" and Charlie is also my nephew`s father in law.
Between the corteo regale there was also my brother GIACOMO.
HOW WONDERFULL.
HOW ABSOLUTELY DIVINE!
Then the chief priest placed himself in the middle of the room and the other duellist as well. I didn`t recognise the other one, but I think that it was THE LIQUIDATOR or someone sent by him.
"Cosa cerchi?" chiese Tancredi
"E guerra e morte"
rispose Clorinda
"E guerra e morte avrai" rispose Tancredi" or viceversa ... it doesn`t really matter does it?
The priest was asked
"What are your ammunitions"
"We humbly trust in God" said he, very humbly
"E guerra e morte avrai" said the other.
THE BIG DUEL WAS GOING TO START AND I WAS NOT ONE OF THE PROTAGONIST,
NOT TO MENTION
THAT I never even planned the duel.
"Si sono divise le mie vesti..." disse Gesu`.
Let me explain it to you Sydney dear
I have two buyers
One is on the side of the Church if she win, the church and my brothers will win
and
one is on the side of the LIQUIDATOR WHO IS FIGHTING FOR ALL LAWYERS, ACCOUNTANTS AND PSYCHIATRISTS.
And if they win... they will accomodate themselves...
EITHER WAYS, I am a looser.
THE UNITS ARE MINE... BUT TWO BIG POWERS ARE FIGHTING FOR WHAT IS MINE.
AND JESUS COMES IN MY DREAM AND TELLS ME...
NOW WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO... UNLESS YOU MATERIALISE YOURSELF... I WILL BE JUST A SPECTATOR...
watching the battle of the NEW MILLENIUM.
to all of you
BUON NATALE E FELICE ANNO NUOVO
BYE FOX
Oh in my dream I also saw the Archangel Gabriel who came to my house and saw the big huge table with a with a white tablecloth and me with a lot of Christian books but I was wearing over my normal dressing un sottanino coi merletti.
NEL POZZO DI MESSER PEZZIN DEI PAZZI
C`ERA UNA PAZZA CHE LAVAVA LE PEZZE COI PIZZI
VENNE MESSER PEZZIN DEI PAZZI
PRESE LA PAZZA LE PEZZE E I PIZZI
E GITTOLLE NEL POZZO CHE PUZZA.
DEFAMATION ALLA PARMIGGIANA...
PAZZA E PUTTANA
PER POTERLE RUBARE GLI APPARTAMENTI E TUTTO CIO` CHE E` IN SUO NOME.
CIAO AMORI, VI VEDRO` NEI MIEI SOGNI.
UN PIZZICO DI LETTERATURA NON FA MALE.
Fierezza spagnola.
... Clara s`inoltro` per la prima verso il fratello.
- Juanito, gli disse, abbi pieta` del mio poco coraggio, comincia da me. In quel momento si udirono i passi precipitati di un uomo. Vittore giunse sul luogo del supplizio. Clara era gia` inginocchiata e il suo collo bianco attendeva la scimitarra. L`ufficiale impallidi`, ma ebbe l`energia di accorrere in tempo.
- Il generale ti concede la vita, se vuoi sposarmi, le disse a bassa voce. La spagnola lancio` all`ufficiale uno sguardo di disprezzo e di fierezza.
- Andiamo, Janito, disse con un suono di voce profondo. La sua testa rotolo` ai piedi di Vittore. La marchesa di Leganes si lascio` sfuggire un moto convulto, udendo quel suono: fu il sono segno del suo dolore.
- Va bene cosi`, mio buon Janito? chiede il piccolo Manuel al fratello.
- Ah, tu piangi, Miriquita! disse Janito alla sorella.
- Oh, si` rispose la fanciulla. Penso a te, mio povero Juanito! Sarai ben infelice senza di noi.
La grande figura del marchese apparve. Guardo` il sangue dei figli, si volse agli spettatori muti e immobili e disse con voce forte: "Spagnoli, do` a mio figlio la paterna benedizione! Ora, marchese, colpisci senza paura, tu sei senza macchia."
Ma quando Janito vide la madre avvicinarsi sostenuta dal confessore, "Mi ha partorito!" esclamo`.
La sua voce straqppo` un grido d`orrore all`assemble. Il rumore del festino e le grida gioiose degli ufficiali tacquero a quel terribile clamore. La marchesa, comprendendo che il coraggio del figlio era esaurito, si lancio` a capofitto al di la` della balaustrata e ando` a spezzarsi la testa sulle rocce. Un grido di ammirazione si innalzo`. Juanito cadde svenuto.
...//Balzac da EL VERDUGO - CENTO SCRITTORI dal mondo moderno e contemporaneo - Palumbo pp.77-77
HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...
HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?
DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?
AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20
WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?
HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?
HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?
voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante
voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi
luce che estasia
voglio cantare d`amore
cuore che trepida
ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO
MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Something old, something new...!!
He was good!!!!
It must have been me!!
Un mondo pieno di ladri !!
...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!!
you should read this...is so peacefull...however it could reveal itself as an EARTHQUAKE...do as you please
In my dream I saw the string
nylon and finely compact.
The Greek has decided
to call it quits
and get me stretched.
They have tried it once
by his order
It failed because
there was still a bit of order
All is collapsed now
The "DELITTO PERFETTO"
has to be activated
or the Liquidator will loose his face
and that will be highly unappreciated.
When will it be?
Will it be a lebanese
or an indian
to do the deed?
A stooge will be sent
to perform your action.
Stamp your feet, and
break the floor,
I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.
But as dead as I may be
I walk, I talk,
I sing, I love
to haunt you
and your FOLLOWERS
greek junk with the face
soiled of dung...
THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?
"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."
for the liquidator... I came to you for work...
for the police... I came to you for justice...
for the principal... I came to you so that you could teach your clients to understand that that is a school not a pub...
to my brother... I came to you because my mother told me that my brother will always be there for me... sorry I made a mistake... I didn`t realise that when a brother marries then the wife takes over and the sister becomes the intruder... who need ask permission to talk to her own flesh and blood.
In my dream I heard someone say:
DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT AND STILL TO DEMAND TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT ... that is for the stalker...
I have the right to go anywhere, TO ASK FOR JOBS, to work, to look after my things...PSYCHIATRISTS STOP KILLING... YOU HAVEN`T GRASPED WHAT BEING A DOCTOR IS... GO AND LEARN. AND LEAVE THE GOOD HEALTH PEOPLE ALONE.