TORTURA 20

28/6/02

I dreamt someone saying... "nothing, is just her brother... he wants to drain her out ... to sell her off... because... of what she did when she was a little girl before her age of 6.

Something to do with "PALLA" or something...

he wants her clean...

we need to do the job neatly...

HE WANTS HER CLEAN...

...TELL her that you have a couple of indians looking to buy...

these people are very keen... they just got married ...

they don`t have much money... but they love that unit..."

Let`s see...

it was a real estate salesman who was talking...

but his name in my dream was N... and his surname was "Software for handsets".

Strange...

My computer has been put into a dormant state.

I switch it on and after 5 minutes flat the monitor goes to sleep ... no electricity passing through ... after a couple of hours,

I re-switch... and bingo, the same...

So, dear Computer technicians, I now know what is going on... you have set my computer to go to sleep...

... just as you are planning to drug me and put me to sleep...

"What in it for me???" said the Greek chartered accountant when I asked him for a job back in 1997.

Nothing much... if I go to sleep... you can clean me up with of my million or thereabout...

that is what is in it, for you and for every one who think that it is alright to speak in such a licentious way about me...

Let`s put her to sleep....

"We can`t kill her..."

says my sister in law, "we have tried it, but she ran away from us."

"Now she won`t even go to the Police, and we had done such a good job to convince them..."

"We can`t send the Psychiatrists at home, she will throw them out and her mother and brother will get suspicious ..."

"and at the moment we really have them under our finger tips..."

"So, We call her employers and order them treat her in a certain way...

a special way...

We nearly got her with the "demolition company" "but again...

then ... we got really close with the lawyer... "

"unfortunately..."

"The Police was very good... they put her in... ha ha ha ha"

"We nearly sold her that time. To think that she was offered drugs every day... it was so close...

We`ve got to be very careful this time..."

Tony, Rita...

I still remember your hands around my neck...

When I went to work for the Greek Chartered accountant... I thought that I was going to work for his company...

but he had a shelf company... and that is where he placed my name as an employee.

His secretary said (with the most wonderfull smile, "The Principal bought this company for me, YOU will be working for me..." "Oh" I said "I thought that the deal was that I work for him, the Chartered Accountant, so that I can get my experience"

She said

"o you will"

She also told me, "You will be working here, but you will never have to talk about what happened to you at the school, you know, the Department of School Education and the like..." and I said "why not? This is my business." She said "If you want to work for us, you will not talk about them" She looked like the English Head Teacher...

And then she was giving me filing, typing these kind of little jobs for me... and I was called "stupid" pretty often.

When I went to him to say that I couldn`t bear his domineering secretary any longer, he said "What will you do?"

"I DON`T care, my niece is coming from Italy ... I want to give her some of my time..."

"Good" he said, "I will put her on one side and you on the other... and of course you have to remember that I will turn to her more often... because she is younger... and I hear ... very beautifull..."

MY BROTHER WANTS TO CLEAN ME UP... so that he can give me naked to a man who speaks like this not only about me but about any single member of my family...

Yesterday my friend rang me up and she said... I rang your mobile just a moment ago, and someone answered... he sounded Italian... I hang up..."

Some perpective employers, when I called them to find out whether I got the job or not, said to me... "that is strange...

we rang... left a message for you to call... someone called us back to say that you were no longer interested...

This man, now that I have had my say, and can`t anymore go around saying that I had a child with him,

he can`t anymore say that I am his lover, for, through his stupidity I proved that he doesn`t know me...

NOW that he exhausted everything... and that he remained with his pants down...

now he is searching in my childhood...

and he is talking to my sister in law, who really knows about my childhood, because she was there... and saw it all...

she wasn`t actually in the fields of her farm, as she mentioned to me many times, with a huge bundle of wood over her head, because her father was putting her to hard labour...

I hear in my dream that the so called "PALLA" know everything about me of when I was lesser than 6years old,

Well, if they do, why don`t they come up and talk to me openly...

for IF I WAS A SLUT BEFORE MY AGE OF 6, ...

WOULD YOU PLEASE COME AND TELL ME ABOUT IT?

so that I can have a bit of fun myself as well?< p>I mean, I always loved to hear about little girls being 'SLUTS'.

GREEK!!! TELL YOUR "PALLA" FRIENDS TO COME AND HAVE A TELEVISION INTERVIEW. I challenge them to talk openly... instead of going and visiting Real Estate Agents and shush shush we want to tell you that Tony has to sell his sister because so and so.

I want this to be a memorable part of my life.

I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW WHAT THESE SO CALLED "PALLA" HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME, OF MY TENDER LIFE OF WHEN I WAS LESSER THAN 6YEARS OLD.

POLICE, ARE YOU STILL DORMANT AS MY COMPUTER...

DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT THIS WOMAN WHO IS SPEAKING TO YOU THIS RIGHT MOMENT, IS TERRORISED BY GREEK, SICILIAN, CALABRIAN AND DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL OF EDUCATION MAFIA.

The meeting was all shush shush, ... the choir singing angels do not want to be heard....

But I hear that God has good ears...

SOLUTION.

Strange!

Today is Thursday the day after Wednesday, after another meeting...

In nomine Patris....

My mother the other day told me that she wants or needs to open up my linen box to air every thing up because things can`t stay always closed down.

I guess sister in law after you pack me to the farm at your friends place as you went to organise with your husband on Saturday, or may be the abduction is going to be a little bit more juycy:

with the help of the good priests you have decided that I do something wrong so that I can prove the Department of School of Education how right they were when they sacked me...

...in other words you pack me to the farm so that I take medicines until I forget who I am and what I have sweated for...

but you will come and tell my mother and my brother P that I ran away with the GREEK MAN...

YOU GIOIOSANI ARE REALLY GOOD AREN`T YOU????

AND BECAUSE OF THIS , my mother will be so disgusted with me that she won`t want to know about me anylonger,

so that when I come back the only house where I can go is

the GREEK MAN`S HOUSE...

(or better, you will bring me back to my mother when I am all drugged and tell her that you do not know what possessed me but I took so many drugs and so on and so on..., no wander I am receiving so many pamphlets about how to get rid of drugs...)

AFTER ALL

HE WAS THE ONLY WHO HELPED ME DURING MY ILLNESS OF FORGETFULLNESS IN THE FARM OF YOUR FRIENDS AND MY BROTHER GIA...`s friends, he had so much fun with them, when they went to find him, in Italy.

In the meantime the priests will gospel about the wrong things done by the Community such as marrying divorcees...

and how good Christians loose themselves on the way..

but people will never find out that they actually, planned so carefully my abduction and thrown me in the hands of a STRUPATORE, WITH THE HELP OF LIQUIDATOR Who used and abused his power to open up my lines to the man who attempted to rape me, to open my house, my units, and my bank accounts.

People will never know this, because they can`t see a thing and they can`t hear a thing...

because they have done so many wrong things to me and now they can`t say that I am sane, because that would expose their crimes...
Tell me Rita,

are you going to rob me of my linen, and my title deeds because now terrino needs them to continue the sale of my units as he started when I was working for him?...

are you going to give my linen to your daughter and daughter in law and leave naked so that the GREEK MAN AND MY BROTHERS GIA AND TO WILL FINALLY GIVE ME TO HIM IN THE WAY HE LIKEd ME TO BE????....

THIS IS JUST A RETHORIC QUESTION...

NO ANSWER REQUIRED...

The meeting was all shush shush, ... the choir singing angels do not want to be heard....