4/7/2002

TORTURA 23


I guess I have lost another job for I certainly won`t go to work in that place after the dream I had.

May be is only a dream in which you all are trying to scare off...

the point is ...

you did it...

I am scared...

I do believe that that door will be shut in front of my face, and when I raise my eyes I will be seeing the STRUPATORE who wants to finish off the deed he started about 10-15years ago.

And he will do it, while you all will be giggling outside and listening and whatever...

So I give up the job.

May be is a way of you organising things so that I will go away from my job willingly so that you have an excuse...

so that you can say...

it is all in her head...

we told you she was crazy...

Tell me junk...

  • is it also in my head that since 1996 I can`t find a proper job, even though I am an experienced teacher and an experienced accountant bookkeeper?
  • is it also in my head that I can`t rent my unit since the 15/9/2001 and no agents is able to find a tenant for any price, ... and the only people that they show it too are indians (you know the ones who look like the solicitor I worked for and asked to see my unit and since then has been going around divulging the story that I am crazy in order to buy it for $10.00 or so,

    and psychiatrists (you know the ones who looked at my face and said "you are mentally ill, take your tablets, they are for free, and become a zombie) who come in my unit which is for rental and keep on asking me how much I sell it for, and when I insist that it is for rental, they go away, and write a cheque for $30,000.oo plus a contract for me to sign, the selling agreement which bears the price of $300,000 for a unit which is worth $650,000.00)?

  • Is is also in my head that I am paying a telephone bill every three months bearing the amount of $450.00 or $520.00, when my mother hardly makes any calls, my other brother the same, and me, I use mainly the internet which I have a monthly account of $24.00, and only sometimes I use it quite a lot...

    I have seen some heavy business where the lines are going really hot, and their amount doesn`t reach the $350.oo?

  • Is is also in my head that my friend called me and said that a european man answered the phone, and then she pressed the re-dial button and eventually spoke to me?
  • Is is also in my head that when I do my marketing and I speak to perspective clients, they are first very interested in me and then by the time I go and see them, they give me the shove off, saying may be in three months, or may be never because I have given the accounts to another accountant?

  • is iT also in my head that one of my employers said "you are accusing me of sending students in your class who are saying things that I said during the day? you must be crazy... you have to go to a doctor, you have problems, big problems ... you have to go to the doctor..."

    And when I said "I am not crazy. What I said that you did is the truth. You said something today, and those very words were repeated by one of my students... not to mention and the same student drew a heart on my car window with and `I love you note', I am not stupid..." and he repeated you have no job here unless you see the doctor.

    I went and in order to get my money and my group certificate I had to go the unfair dismissal and scare him off.

    Tell me junk, who was that man that had to send me to a doctor?

    What was I to him, to interfere in my life so closely...?

    Or did he see me with guns and bombs by any chance?

  • Is is in my head that another Greek man from Marrickville button house (sorry I had forgotten to tell you about this before) back in 1971 or there about, because he couldn`t put his hands over me, eventually called the police to escort me out?

    Let me tell you how it happened:

    One day, I just couldn`t deal with him, it was too much for me, so I stupidly said "I will call the police", and stupidly believing that it was my own house, I reached for the telephone

    however, I was stopped...

    his son was coming from upstairs, and hearing him approaching he changed the technique,

    he called him out, and said "Peter, call the police..."

    I do not know what they said to the police,

    but I was escorted out by the police and then sent home with a bruised arm, because while his son called the police he grabbed me by my arm and didn`t release me until the police came.

    My arm healed after two weeks, ...

    how is the lily of his wife who he loved so tenderly, while attempting to seduce me...?

    you know the one that he could not stop kissing and hugging in front of me, in an attempt to give me some willing...


    The police are very good, they are always on my side to escort me out.

    Because I bug them.


    THAT IS WHAT GREEK ARE ...BABY BLUE... THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE.- YOU ONLY NEED TO ASK YOUR WIFE. SHE CAN TELL YOU WHAT YOU ARE.

  • I AM SAVING AS I GO ALONG BECAUSE I WOULDN`T WANT TO LOSE MY WORK... YOU KEEP ON INTERRUPTING ME ...

  • LET ME SEE, what do I remember, ... when I came in your office and showed and spoke to you what had to be done to my brother`s business, you looked at me, ... I had my legs crossed...

    you looked at your partner and said ... "You are f...ing somebody everytime you cross your legs." You know what, I didn`t have a mini skirt, I had pants on... but your immagination runs wild doesn`t it.

    If I spoke to you on the telephone for some reason, you kept on saying "when you talk on the telephone you are f.... ing somebody".


    You know what my sister in law used to say all the time, you know when they were sitting down with her sisters and compagnia bella, "if he is not married and doesn`t look for someone it must mean that he does something by himself..."

    you are of the kind... you know...

    YOU ARE NOTHING BUT TALKING PUTTANIERI...


  • When people get married I noticed that they have nothing else to talk about, I was told many times, by my sister in law and compagnia bella, why don`t you want to be with us, ... I said many times to her...very nicely... "I don`t like to be with you, because what you people are talking about is not my cup of tea... I am not married, I do not have a sex life... and the only talk and conversation between you married people is about how you sex about with your husbands..."


  • YOU KNOW WHAT, I CAN`T BE BOTHERED ANYMORE... so I will stop writing, and I go out and look for a job.


    The meeting was all shush shush, ... the choir singing angels do not want to be heard....


    But I hear that God has good ears...and he heard ..."

    she is trying to clean up..." "You are trying are trying to clean up... that is to clean me up of my money and my properties and make me look as a raskal..., well, it has been since 1996 that you have been trying to do it...

    keep at it... one day may be you will succeed...

    YOU SWEET LITTLE ANGELS...

    ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."

    that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.

    I guess God must have told him, "Shoot yourselve in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."

    that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..."

  • Tortura 24

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  • Tortura 15 - MOST IMPORTANT - IN CASE THE STOOGE WINS AND KILLS ME OR MAKES ME SO SICK THAT I CAN`T DEAL WITH MY THINGS - NAMELY WHAT I OWN - MY WILL SAYS QUITE CLEARLY THAT I LEAVE EVERYTHING TO HER. MY SOLICITOR HAS THE COPY.

  • Cronaca Nera a cura di Tina Barbalace

  • A book to read: Wrestling the Devil by Tina Barbalace OTHER RELATED SITES:

  • Something old, something new...

  • He was good!!

  • It must have been me

  • Un mondo pieno di ladri

  • ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.

  • you should read this...is so peacefull...


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