TORTURA
That was the cold of DEATH.
That same cold of DEATH that I felt when I was working at RT and knew that meetings were held on my behalf.
The same cold of DEATH that I felt when meetings were held on Wednesday night at a certain church.
The same cold of DEATH that I felt when some of the people I work for join up the meetings, the laughters, the giggling, the ballooning, the psychiatric rendez-vous of kurly blond "so called doctors" ...
that sort of cold of DEATH.
At night as I passed in front of the television set, I heard the man say "three children from six to nine years old were building and arranging material on the rails of an ENGLISH COUNTRY,
luckily enough,
they were caught, the rails were cleaned and made safe again, and so there was no accident, no train collapsing, no people being killed... every thing spic and span...as for the children, they were taken to prison but released because they were
TOO YOUNG.
In my ears the words, of the priests,
the English Head Teacher,
the principal,
the polish Lead Teacher and
the Russian Deputy,
and the GREEK STRUPATORE,
resounded
It was so lovely. The Gospel was talking about how God forgives and how we have to forgive, and how God waits for ever for us. HOW LOVELY!
"THE LITTLE GIRL HAS TO BE PUNISHED."
Last night the Greek strupatore and stalker said "I`ll show you if you don`t like Greeks. I`ll show you if you think tha you are not going to marry me".
And he did show me.
The sweet lebanese beautician, who calls herself a bookkeeper, hairdresser, who knows nothing and doesn`t want to know anything, took the work from me to give it to HIM.
Let me tell you how it goes...
I make the call to gain the client. The Greek hears me on the telephone. He approaches the client before I do. Then they have an agreement.
BUT
This time, he went a bit further...
He ordered the sweet girl to tell me to do something illegal, and I was going to be convinced to do it, on the basis, that her accountant has been doing that for years for her.
He added
"See. This is the perfect excuse of sacking her without doing anything wrong. You know why? She will not do the wrong thing, and therefore she will refuse the job. ...
and then you can bring the job to me."
In my dream I had heard her say to another hairdresser called Maria who works downstairs...
"We`ll take her by force.. and we`ll make her hair purple and blue so that she`ll look like crazy."
Another method is to send me nightmares to make me fearfull wherever I go. And you have achieved it. Because you see DEMON, you don`t want actually to make me fearfull, you do plan the rendez-vou that I dream about. Only, I saw what happened when I went to the POLICE, how I was tricked and placed into a nut house. Only, I saw how you send psychiatrists at my place to chat me up to make me say things...
You DEMON
WANT TO PASS ME FOR NUT, IN ORDER TO FILL ME WITH MEDICATION SO THAT I FORGET WHO I AM AND MARRY YOU and that would achieve many things: because I will be too much drugged and so therefore not able of saying my side of story, WHAT IS DELUSIONING IS THAT THE CHURCH IS INVOLVED... their counting on my money. While they are making sure that I get sacked, they keep on sending people to knock at my house asking for money so that they can build their church for their children, the very children that were taken away from me. On the grounds ... there are no grounds, they are not ready to tell the grounds... because at the moment with all my lucidity I may be able to offset their GROUNDS... "WE GOT TO DRUG HER FIRST... THERE IS NO WAY THAT WE CAN CLEAR UP WHAT WE DONE TO HER .... WITH DEFAMATION, TRHOWING HER OUT FROM RT SCHOOL, FROM EVENING CLASSES, FROM RINGING ALL HER STUDENTS AND TELLING THEM NOT TO GO TO CLASSES FROM MONITORING HER TELEPHONE SO THAT SHE WILL LOOSE TENANTS AND BUYERS AND JOBS... WE COULD NEVER CLEAR OURSELVES IN HER PRESENT STATUS OF LUCIDITY... SHE HAS GOT TO BE DRUGGED ...
THAT`S REALLY DELUSIONING...
PRIESTS WANT TO BECOME YOUR FRIENDS... SO THAT THEY LEARN ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS AND IF THERE IS MONEY THEY INVENT PROBLEMS IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE YOUR MONEY OR YOU SWEET LITTLE ANGELS... ARE YOU STILL SINGING
that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.
I guess God must have told him, "Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."
that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..." "Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."
She wasn`t making a mistake. She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear...
And once she achieved her education and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.
HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR... HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING? DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET? AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20 WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED? HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?
HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?
voglio ubbriacarmi di te
vino inebriante
voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi
luce che estasia
voglio cantare d`amore
cuore che trepida
ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO
MI VUOI PROTEGGERE?????????????????????????????????????????????????
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Tortura 26
Tortura 24
Cronaca Nera a cura di Tina Barbalace
A book to read: Wrestling the Devil by Tina Barbalace
OTHER RELATED SITES:
Something old, something new...
He was good!!
It must have been me
Un mondo pieno di ladri
...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.
you should read this...is so peacefull...
She seemed very worried. She has every reason to be alongside all the people who did the same thing to me. For a boomerang when you throw it, it will always return to you.
VERY DELUSIONING...
FOR I BELIEVED DEEPLY IN THE CHURCH...
ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?
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