27/7/2002


TORTURA 28

In my dream I saw you sitting at a desk at the back, and in the front desk your two sweet receptionists where giggling and breaking my computer, while on the other side I was asking for a job.


Allow me to interpret it for you...


I do my marketing in local papers

I find small business ...

I call them ...

I offer my bookkeeping services...

some like the idea ... and want to see me.


You hear the telephone call... because you have been following my telephone conversations for about five years now...

(with the help of a liquidator who was appointed by the Department of School Education and Catholic and so on and who thought fit to open up my lines, my house, my units and my bank account to the public at large only because I went on workers compensation because I couldn`t deal with a bunch of nitwits who came to classes without pens, pencils, but with beer, matches, and crayons to draw vaginas and penis on the table and who thought fit to call non Australian teachers, "stupid", "ugly", "wogs", and "go back to your country miss")

so you know who I call...

what do I say...

and then

YOU follow it up...


Usually I do not get the job...bla, bla, bla...


but if I do...

you get to be the BIG FAT HUGE PROTECTIVE OF SMALL BUSINESS CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT of the small firm I get...


let me tell you what happens next...


So you order, adjust, lead, mislead, misrepresent...

and while I believe that I am working for some people I am practically working for you.


UNFORTUNATELY to the small business that I work for,

I find out soon enough, what you are doing,

so I call it quits...

for I do not work for you...


You loose again...

you get angered...

You stamp your feet

You are not impressed by the lousy work your sweet receptionist... I mean by the way the little sweet angel dealt with me...

you wanted me to do the illegal things that you prescribed to her, so that you could find something to sue me and say

"she is doing illegal things..."

"she is stupid" "she doesn`t know her job" (aren`t these your lines???"


but I say "NO".

"If you want to do something illegal to your firm or company, you do it yourself" I say to the sweet little angel who wanted to paint my hair purple (as I heard her say in my dream)


So you send the little lebanese for confession...


My mother yesterday said to me:


"Now I know where I have seen that little angel who comes to see you from time to time."

"Yes, mummy. She went for confession... For people like to confess..."

Is written all over the Bible that people should confess..."


When she paid my first invoice, she said "I will pay from my own pocket, because my brother can`t pay... I want to do a favour to my brother..."

I said to her "Don`t. I used to be like that. But I realised that your good deeds to your brothers, don`t pay back with the same money, but is usually kick you back, right, left and center the minute they do not need you and actually achieve power to over power you."

She said "My brother will be never be like this...", "Suit yourself" I said, "but be carefull".


Now. I am asking myself

"Did she really pay from her own pocket?

or did she pay with the money that you gave to her STOOGE?...

which now, I am quite convinced that she did.

Tell me now,

if she did, and if you are getting involved with my so called employers to pay me under the guise that they are paying me...

if they want to involve themselves in such sort of BLACKMAIL ...

(and my dream was quite vivid - you were sitting at the back table while your little secretaries in supermini where giggling and I was asking for work)

tell me...

DID SHE BY ANY CHANCE EXPECT THAT I PAY HER MONEY BACK?????


Am are supposed to work for free, and be told to do illegal things, and be ordered to do them because their BIG, HUGE, FAT, CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT SAY SO?


O by the way,

would you give her a message ...

tell her that I kept the letter which had name and address of her accountant

and that when I am going to get angered about her doings,

I might give her brother`s accountants a call and ask them very politely, how come they are ordering their clients to do ILLEGAL OPERATIONS in their business and ordering their bookkeeper to follow them up.

WOULD YOU BE SO DEAR AND TELL HER, BUT MOST OF ALL TELL THAT TO THE DILL OF HER BROTHER, WHO OWNS THE BUSINESS...TELL HIM THAT BY ASSOCIATING HIMSELF WITH YOU HE FELL INTO A DISH OF BURNING COAL...


only to please you


and your lust for a woman who is saying "NO" to you.


BY THE WAY


THANKS FOR SENDING MY TENANT AWAY...


When Stalkers usually sit in front of judges their only refrain is

"I killed her because I loved her..."


YOU SWEET LITTLE ANGELS... who hear the good news, (gossips I mean) with great reverence, and take it so seriously...,

(only because it would suit your pocket... not because you do really believe at the lebanese, greek, indian, musulman ballooning...) which is being told by people who like to go for confession, so that they can hide their aberration...,

(just know that I am for "REAL THEATER" as Dario Fo says,

I believe that the true theater, is the theater of life, the true actors are the people that you meet... every day, everywhere... hence the importance of PUBLIC CONFESSION..., not private so that you can hide yours sins... PUBLIC... so that everyone will get to know if you are saying the truth or not)


ARE YOU STILL SINGING?


ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."

that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.

I guess God must have told him,

"Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."

that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife

"Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."

She wasn`t making a mistake.

She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family

and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear... And once she achieved her education

and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.

HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...

HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?

DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?

AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20

WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?

HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?

HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?

voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante

voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi

luce che estasia

voglio cantare d`amore

cuore che trepida

ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO

MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????



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Something old, something new...!! He was good!!!! It must have been me!! Un mondo pieno di ladri !! ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!! you should read this...is so peacefull...


THE STRING


In my dream I saw the string

nylon and finely compact.

The Greek has decided

to call it quits

and get me stretched.


They have tried it once

by his order

It failed because

there was still a bit of order

All is collapsed now

The "DELITTO PERFETTO"

has to be activated

or the Liquidator will loose his face

and that will be highly unappreciated.


When will it be?

Will it be a lebanese

or an indian

to do the deed?

A stooge will be sent

to perform your action.


Stamp your feet, and

break the floor,

I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.


But as dead as I may be

I walk, I talk,

I sing, I love

to haunt you

and your FOLLOWERS

greek junk with the face

soiled of dung...


THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?


In my dream I heard someone say:

"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."


DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...



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    Something old, something new...!! He was good!!!! It must have been me!! Un mondo pieno di ladri !! ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!! you should read this...is so peacefull...