13/8/2002


In my dream some nights ago, there was the Greek stalker who was trying to open the safe and was asking psychiatrists to help me with the combination.

But the psychiatrists were too busy listening to the shush shush of the LIQUIDATOR jonsoniano, the church leaders and choir girls, and the DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL OF EDUCATION who were trying to smooth edges...


The LIQUIDATOR SAID

"We have to slit her throat...

and he did...

in another dream he realised his tiny mistake

"We have to take her major security..."

and he did last night

he sent my mother nearly in HEAVEN...

HE SLIT NOW MY MOTHER`S THROAT...


Two nights ago, ... the Greek Stooge said...

"She will have to stay six months at least to learn the language...",

"Her computer has to be taken away..."

"We will put her on the plane after we make her sign the contract for sale and voila`..."


Three nights ago... "She won`t hear that she has to get married... she won`t hear about marriage... she won`t hear about making sauce... she won`t hear about cooking spaghetti... she won`t hear about having children..." an angry super angry Greek stalker was saying.


WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO?

WHERE DO I KNOW YOU FROM?

PIMP, PIMP, PIMP, PIMP AND WHORES

PIMPS AND WHORES....

FOR HE LAST THREE DAYS AND NIGHTS YOU HAVE BEEN MASTURPATING INCESSANTLY ...IN ORDER TO GET ME INTO SOME KIND OF EMOTION...

YOU MANAGED TO TAKE MY MOTHER IN HOSPITAL AND NEARLY DEAD...

MAY YOU LIVE WITH THIS SINFUL LIFE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIVES AND AFTER...

AS FOR ME AND MY MOHER

WE WILL ENDURE AND PLACE OUR PAINS AT THE FEET OF THE CROSS.

"Now that we have taken the few breads and fish and multiplicated amongst the children of the mothers without husbands... (said the priest) ... we are afraid..." and he consoles himself by saying that Jesus said in the Bible "HAVE FAITH, MAN OF LITTLE FAITH... I WILL CALM THE STORM."

A RECURRENT SERMON...FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKS...




PLEASE LEARN THAT MY UNITS ARE NO LONGER FOR SALE... ONLY FOR RENT...

NOBODY HAS ANY AGENCY AGREEMENT, OR CONTRACT OR ANY SIGNATURE OF MINE UNLESS IS A FORGED ONE...


now I go and see my mother in Hospital...

My house is empty of the major security, if you want to sent someone LIQUIDATOR TO rob my computer and photocopier and whatever...they are on my table...

IS YOUR WIFE STILL FA...ING HERSELF...

"Vi faro` pescatori di uomini" disse Gesu`.

But I think that priests understand this concept as "Vi faro` pescatori di soldi...there were you find the money... go and kill without mercy and rob and do not worry.. keep on boasting that `He who has will have more... and he who doesn`t have will get poorer..."


When Stalkers usually sit in front of judges their only refrain is

"I killed her because I loved her..."


YOU SWEET LITTLE ANGELS... who hear the good news, (gossips I mean) with great reverence, and take it so seriously...,

(only because it would suit your pocket... not because you do really believe at the lebanese, greek, indian, musulman ballooning...) which is being told by people who like to go for confession, so that they can hide their aberration...,

(just know that I am for "REAL THEATER" as Dario Fo says,

I believe that the true theater, is the theater of life, the true actors are the people that you meet... every day, everywhere... hence the importance of PUBLIC CONFESSION..., not private so that you can hide yours sins... PUBLIC... so that everyone will get to know if you are saying the truth or not)


ARE YOU STILL SINGING?


ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."

that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.

I guess God must have told him,

"Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."

that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife

"Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."

She wasn`t making a mistake.

She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family

and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear... And once she achieved her education

and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.

HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...

HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?

DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?

AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20

WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?

HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?

HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?

voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante

voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi

luce che estasia

voglio cantare d`amore

cuore che trepida

ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO

MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????



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Something old, something new...!! He was good!!!! It must have been me!! Un mondo pieno di ladri !! ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!! you should read this...is so peacefull...


THE STRING


In my dream I saw the string

nylon and finely compact.

The Greek has decided

to call it quits

and get me stretched.


They have tried it once

by his order

It failed because

there was still a bit of order

All is collapsed now

The "DELITTO PERFETTO"

has to be activated

or the Liquidator will loose his face

and that will be highly unappreciated.


When will it be?

Will it be a lebanese

or an indian

to do the deed?

A stooge will be sent

to perform your action.


Stamp your feet, and

break the floor,

I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.


But as dead as I may be

I walk, I talk,

I sing, I love

to haunt you

and your FOLLOWERS

greek junk with the face

soiled of dung...


THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?


In my dream I heard someone say:

"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."


DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...




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    Something old, something new...!! He was good!!!! It must have been me!! Un mondo pieno di ladri !! ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!! you should read this...is so peacefull...