TORTURA 35
1/9/2002
But my last night dream was the best...
I dreamt that there was a well... in that well, many children, newly born...
dropped there... casually...BY ME ...
I dreamt that my sister in law went to the dear priest and said "she had a CESERIAN"
I dreamt that the darling priest recorded the "GOOD NEWS"
I dreamt that some people from the departement of school education and catholic and choir singers were forcing on me a costume: red... it was, little strips barely covering here and there and me yelling
"NO IT`S NOT MINE, IT DOESN`T FIT ME."
This morning I happily woke up at the sound of 2GB saying that it is outrageous that a boy of sixteen had to be rewarded of $50,000 and his mother of $20,000 because the DARLING (ST) BOY
jumped on the roof of a house, NOT HIS, and practically was found in someone elses house and the HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE PENSIONER
would you believe???????
HIT HIM and made HIM ALL BLOODY....
OH THE HORRIBLE PENSIONER....
WHAT SOCIETY ARE WE LIVING IN...
after all wasn`t the poor darling (st) boy drunk?????
was it his fault if he found himself in another house????
I was thrown out from a school in the Campbelltown area, by a bunch of these so called GOOD BOYS ....
THEIR PRANKS
HAVE PRACTICALLY THROWN OUT, KICKED OUT A TEACHER FROM SCHOOL, FROM HER DUTIES, BECAUSE THE LITTLE DARLINGS WENT TO MUMMY DEAR
AND MUMMY DEAR OPENED UP A CASE TO PROTECT THEM FROM MY YELLING... TO THEM...
STUDY, DON`T PLAY, STUDY, DON`T PLAY, STUDY, DON`T PLAY...
OR YOU WILL FIND NO PLACE IN SOCIETY...
I was wrong as you can see. They do find a place in society...
they act like the BARONE RAMPANTE...
what more can you ask of life...?
they sit on house roofs, they assassinate pensioners and then they are actually able to win cases against the victims that they assassinate, rob, send to bankruptcy etc etc.
I felt nearly vindicated, don`t you think English Head Teacher...or District Superintendent or Principal of a certain school in Campbelltown who went around with all your strength to build stories about me ... so that you could sack me from school,
and NOW
THE STUDENTS ARE KICKING AT YOU
AND
YOU MOTHERS AND FATHERS RAGELY YELL AT 2GB SAYING THAT WE ARE LIVING IN A "BRAVE NEW WORLD" SOCIETY.
I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT THIS IS NOT THE END... BUT THE BEGINNING...
OF THE BRAVE NEW WORLD SOCIETY,
OF A SOCIETY WHERE JASMINE(18y old) AND KIRSTIE(14y old) AND SO ON AND SO ON
ARE THE RULERS, FOR...
JUST AS YOU ALLOWED THEM TO SACK AND DESTROY ME... NOW THEY WILL SACK AND ...
DESTROY YOU.
THE TEACHING BODY HAS BEEN DESTROYED THE VERY TIME YOU HAVE MADE THE DECISION THAT CUTTING A FINGER FROM A BODY DOESN`T ACTUALLY HURT THE WHOLE BODY...
YOU WENT AGAINST YOUR OWN BODY WHEN YOU DECIDED THAT I WAS NOT PART OF YOUR BODY...
FOR I AM A TEACHER, AND YOU CAN`T DO A THING ABOUT IT...
I AM PART OF YOUR BODY...
AND NOW YOU ARE BLEEDING...
FOR YOU DIDN`T DO A THING TO HELP ME OUT...
YOU ALLOWED THE STUDENTS TO WALK ALL OVER ME ...
NOW COP IT...
AS IT COMES...
HE WAS SIXTEEN,
ALLOWED TO GET DRUNK,
ALLOWED TO JUMP ON ROOFS OF SOMEONE ELSES PROPERTY ...
ENJOY MOTHERS FOR THESE IS YOUR DAY...
O SORRY IT IS FATHER`S DAY TODAY.
WELL BETWEEN FATHER AND MOTHER i DON`T REALLY SEE MUCH DIFFERENCE.
AS for the people, meaning all the people of Sydney, especially mothers who want and choose to believe at the ballooning that my sister in law and the Greek chartered accountant stalker who has his office based above the Commenwealth bank Rozelle, GO AROUND BLOWING, I want to say
"Keep on enjoying yourself in ballooning ...
but remember one day the balloon will burst and you will be all in it... and you will go to pieces.
But for your information I want to tell you how I made all those children that I presumably have thrown in the well...
LISTEN WELL..."you who have ears."
Since I came to Australia I always lived with my mother, father, and two brothers. I went away only three times from home on holidays.
In 1970, for six weeks, three weeks in Italy, roaming aroung the best cities of Italy, like Rome, Florence, Venice, Verona, (aren`t you a bit jealous about that?) and my country town.
In 1980 I went three weeks in my country town and three weeks in New Jersey to see my cousins.
In 1986 I went for eleven days with a bunch of teachers for a course in Siena. We were practically treated as kindgartens, watched and commanded A BACCHETTA. I was allowed three days to go and see my brother in Calabria.
The rest of the time I always have been home.
I WONDER WHEN DID I HAVE THE TIME TO MAKE THOSE CHILDREN AND TO ACTUALLY THROW THEM IN THE WELL.
They tell me that (I actually remember who told me about the birds and the bees - it was the hairdresser sister in law of mine sister who at her sweet age of 11y old told me a few facts of life and she over enjoyed doing so, because she thought I was pretty stupid) in order to have children you need to make love with a man, many times may be, and if it actually happens, you become pregnant and need to carry the baby for nine months, and if you prevaricate and carry him only for eight out of the nine months you will be lucky enough to die with all the baby...
NOW... let`s filosofise in it:
I went away only for six weeks, I never remember being fat and ugly, nobody ever said "congratulation you are expecting a baby" because people usually congratulate people with the big, huge, paunch.
So. When did I make those babies?????
MY LIFE HAS BEEN ALWAYS AROUND MY FAMILY...MY MOTHER DOESN`T KNOW ABOUT CHILDREN OF MINE, NEITHER DID MY FATHER, NEITHER DO MY BROTHER, IF MY SISTER IN LAW AND SOME JUNK CHOIR GIRLS BECAUSE THEY ARE INCITED BY A GREEK JUNK WHO CAN`T FIND A WIFE BECAUSE HE IS A DIVORCEE AND BECAUSE HE IS A STOOGE AND F...ER, AND YOU CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IN IT, what can I do about it?
SO DO ME A FAVOUR, WHEN YOU HEAR 2GB YAPPING ABOUT BOYS WALKING ON ROOF TOP AND ROAMING IN OTHER PEOPLE`S HOUSE AND BEING REWARDED FOR IT...
PLEASE, AND I SAY PLEASE
DO NOT COMPLAIN ...
FOR YOU ASKED FOR IT...
FOR YOU SEE... (AS SEMINO SAYS)
WHEN YOU CORNER TINA UP IN SUCH A WAY AS YOU ARE DOING...
DON`T EXPECT GOD TO SHUT HIS EYES AND EARS TO HER CRYING...
DON`T EXPECT HIM NOT TO REACT AND SHOW YOU...
WHAT HYPOCRITES YOU ARE...
SISTER IN LAW...
you still think that is all right to go around saying false things about me...
I am going to say it again...
YOU have abandoned your son when he was young, because you thought only about your education,
you didn`t care about him studying,
you left him enjoy his youth days clubying and may be drinking and gave a reward to him saying,
"leave him alone, some people want to study, some don`t... it doesn`t matter"
NOW COP IT.
YOU HAVE PUT YOUR SON IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET, you allowed him to marry when he didn`t have an age to marry, and now to cover up,
you are saying to him
"We are going to pass your auntie for crazy and rob her money and you will be alright".
"Wrong, sister in law.
You will not rob me and you will not pass me for crazy,
for YOU ARE CRAZY
if you think that you were born to live as a parasite all your life at the expense of your husband and your in-laws.
If the story that is going around about that boy being rewarded, doesn`t make you think...
God will find other ways ...
to sharper your head...
and that is my promise...,
for you are not better than that mother who went and asked for a reward after her son was found in somebody elses house, and your son is no better than that boy who walked drunk in somebody elses house...
you may feel rewarded at the moment by priests and department of school of education and catholic and so on...
because they choose to believe in your lies, but
because it suits them,
because they want to sell my units and build schools and playgrounds for CHILDREN OF WHORES
the PUBLIC is now insurrecting, the very mothers who had condoned their children
for their midsmeaners,
are raged about this story...
you are going to be caught with your pants down
and so will the Greek Stalker
who works above your sister (the hairdresser) and who lives cosily with a man divorced with two children, just as she is, and who plugs hairs while showing her.......of well... you know what.
That dress that you were trying to make me wear,
give it to her in present,
seeing that you have had the guts to walk in one of those sexy shops and bought it."
Anyway, why do I act surprised?
didn`t I know that you are like this...
JUST REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAY IN MY DREAM I WILL SHOUT IT TO THE WORLD.
I stopped being the shy stupid person that you and the English Head Teacher and all the body of English Department knew I was. You have taught me to be this way...
which I use it as a weapon, a shield to cover myself up from the arrows and all SYDNEY decided to shoot at me.
NOW COME AND HIT ME AND MAKE ME FULL OF BLACK BRUISES AS I WAS IN MY DREAM...
WAS THAT supposed to me after you had managed to euthanase my mother or before...
SYDNEY, MY MOTHER IS STILL YELLING...
"in the hospital they were trying to kill me."
SHAME ON YOU NURSES WHO TERRORISED MY MOTHER ONE NIGHT IN HOSPITAL, A WOMAN WHO CAME WITH PNEMONIA AND A POSSIBLE HEART ATTACH.
SHAME ON YOU.
GOD WILL PAY YOU OFF... WITH THE SAME MONEY... I PROMISE...
FOR I WILL NOT STOP PRAYING TILL HE DOES.
When I went to collect my mother from hospital, my sister in law went to talk to the doctors and with my brother they had managed to hold her in there...
except my mother said
"I want to go home. They are killing me here, they are poisoning me."
After two weeks at home, my mother is still complaining that she can find any taste for anything because in hospital as she says they must have given her poison,
may be
slowly but surely,
which was eventually going to kill her.
In the night I took her home, I dreamt that all doctors from Sydney had a big huge meeting and were somewhat dishevelled that my mother had gone home, had signed herself off from hospital... saying
"I have children to look after me, I do not want to be killed..."
I also dreamt that the Greek Stalker kept on pushing me and my mother into that meeting place.
I also dreamt that someone said
"Within a week something is going to happen".
When I came home with my mother, I found a telephone bill of $801.00 payable to Telstra.
My telephone bill escalated from $200 mark when my mother used to have in her name to now $801.00.
Then I decided to call Telstra and see how I can close the line to outsiders making phone calls from outside my house. But my brother and my sister in law had the guts to come and tell my sick mother that the telephone doesn`t work.
"What is wrong with the telephone?" said sweet sister in law to my mother.
meaning why couldn`t she make anymore phone calls from her own office using my line so that she could dry me out of money.
In the meantime The Greek Stooge keeps on listening to all my calls, STILL, deterring any perspective tenant or agent to help me and loosing any job I have and making sure that the jobs I work for, I don`t get paid.
The other day in the radio and the papers there was the story of the man who was condemned to jail because he sexually abused two girls. The article was saying that the man was judged leniantly because he was considered not in his right mind when he was doing the abuse. The girls said "He certaintly seemed in his right mind when he was abusing me."
The article was also mentioning that when one of the girls said "No" he actually called her a 'WHORE' AND then he called his friend and said, "come here, I have a couple of whores who want some fun."
I asked semino the accountino to send my last week cheque $700 worth, he said to send him an invoice, and because my invoice had the wrong invoice number, he covered himself by saying, don`t importune my secretary, fatimina, and marietta, AND i HAVE PAID YOU FOR ALL THE INVOICE YOU HAVE SENT ME.
I asked the restaurant man in the esplanade, Balmoral, the Corse man to pay my last invoice and he said "you have abandoned my premises and I felt lost and had to employ another accountant and bookkeeper who can`t understand what you have done on the MYOB. Well I said to his wife, "If your accountant and bookkeeper can`t understand what I have done on the MYOB, you really must have found the right people for you." His wife dear said "We will, darling, pay you half of the money", but then she rang back because she got somewhat upset by messages on her telephone.
My messages were "I pray God every night that who that wrongs me will get CANCER IN THEIR STOMACH and never see the light of the day.
God make sure that anyone who hurts me to be hurt and in the most delicated place, just as they are attacking me, so if they have children, kill their children first, because I think that it hurts more to see their children dying or suffering than to suffer themselves.
I think it is just reasonable, don`t you think? Why should you get away with robbing me from jobs, and money, and tenants, why should you get away with murdering my mother and me, while I have to still be a nice person to you.
So my todays prayer is
God, if I do not receive the money I worked for so hard and consciously, then kill those people who think it is fun to do it and start from their children... for if they attack me there where it hurts, I think that they also should be attacked there where it hurts most.
God, if they call me a whore, transform them in whores.
God, if they want to take my properties, take theirs
God, if they take my jobs away from me, take theirs.
God, if they want to pass me for crazy in order to rob me, make they crazy.
God, if they think that it is alright to be stalked by a Greek Chartered Accountant in such a way as he is doing, then send them a stalker to treat them in the same way...
FOR YOU SEE (SAYS SEMINO)
GOD FORGIVES, BUT WHEN HE SEES PEOPLE STUBBORN, HE SEND HURRICANES, HE CLOSES UP WATER ON THEM, AND SO ON AND SO ON... I AM SURE YOU READ THE BIBLE IN YOUR SPARE TIME.
But you may say...
"We don`t believe in the Bible".
Good.
Than we go AN EYE FOR AN EYE AND A TOOTH FOR A TOOTH. DON`T BE SURPRISED IF I WANT TO BE VINTICTIVE.
I DO NOT HAVE WEAPONS... BUT I BELIEVE...
My faith will pull me through...
I do believe that God will vindicate me... that is why I found the best advocate (THE VIRGIN MARY) to fight my case.
And God will listen to Her...
for "you see" says semino the sicilian, norton streetiano accountino,
with a pot belly full of worms and a daughter who goes around dressed as a whore showing her pauch to the world... etc etc.,
God listens to Her, for He is Her Son and an obedient son, not like my brother who betrays his mother night and days with lies and treachery.
WHEN THE VIRGIN MARY SPEAKS, JESUS LISTENS AND DOES WHAT IS REQUIRED...
I HAVE SEEN IT HAPPENING IN MY 52YEARS LONG LIFE.
MY WONDERFUL 45 YEARS LONG LIFE AND MY LAST SEVEN YEARS HELLISH LIFE,
These are my prayers, of course those who do not do anything wrong they have nothing to worry about, for I am imploring God to keep me safe from scoundrels and not from good people.
Corse man who think that you can rob my money, OR plan nice and secretely with my brother and nephew to pack me deceivingly into a psychiatric hospital hoping in some reward which would allow you to pay you huge bank overdraft, you know very well why I didn`t want to work for you anylonger; it was because your wife dear was arranging a rendez-vous with the GREEK CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT TO COME AND MAY BE F...CK me in your premises and then you could have saved the face of the department of school education by saying that in your very office I actually entertained my so called lover... or you could have brought a couple of psychiatrists and between one word or the other you were trying to pack me into a mental institutions, but of course...
you had to fix the room first... because the state of the room where I was working was hardly in the good shape of a working environment.
REMEMBER, When you were cosily sitting in front of your computer, an axe fell nearly on my arm, and you Corse man pretended NOT TO SEE A THING.
Luckily enough I have God that looks after me.
REMEMBER, when my chair got entangles into the hole on the floor and I nearly fell...
SO WHEN THE LIQUIDATOR jonsoniano saw you, and saw the place where I work, he said,
"but first fix the floor, put the carpet, create space for love making or working space and no axes - we do not want to have her talk about broken chairs and not good WORKING ENVIRONMENT. THIS IS WHAT I WAS DREAMING EVERY NIGHT, THE NIGHT BEFORE I WAS COMING INTO YOUR OFFICE...
SO THERE...
THAT IS WHY ABANDONED YOU.
HOWEVER MY WORK WAS UP TO DATE, AND IF YOUR ACCOUNTANT OR BOOKKEEPER that you just employed COULD NOT FIGURE IT OUT...
IS BECAUSE YOU ARE A THIEF AND AN ASSASSIN... FOR you see (says semino) WHO WANTS TO PACK A WOMAN INTO A NUT HOUSE IS AN ASSASSIN, AND A THIEF AND THAT is WHO YOU ARE.
... YOU ROBBING MY MONEY JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT i CAN`T DO A THING ABOUT IT, MAKES YOU A THIEF AND YOUR CHILDREN ARE CHILDREN OF THIEVES AND ASSASSINS.
Now I understand why Italy lost Corsica in WW2.
We didn`t want you.
We just didn`t want you, because you are sick in your head...
How are the SERPENTS THAT YOU SERVE YOUR CUSTOMERS IN THE ESPLANADE...?????
Last night I talked to a perspective buyer of my unit.
I KNOW the stalker heard all my conversation, so he is preparing to overturn my plans. I had wonderful and revealing dreams last night. But stalker, I am not afraid of you, the deal will go on, and when I want to stop it, it will be only me who decides not you.
GOD WILL ADVISE ME ON WHAT TO DO. SO THAT I CAN PAY MY LOAN. SO BUG OFF. AND GO AND WORK FOR YOUR MONEY.
AS FOR THE REAL ESTATE AGENTS WHO ARE PLAYING CATS AND MOUSE WITH ME... GOD KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND I INVITE YOU TO PRAY WITH ME...AS BELOW.
AS FOR THE NEWBORNS IN THE WELL, I SUGGEST TO YOU FATHER OF THE YEAR TO GO TO KINGSCROSS AND MAKE SOME MORE, THEY LOOKED PRETTY COSY IN THE WELL.
AS FOR THE GESTAPO OR FBI THAT THE POLICE IS PLANNING FOR SYDNEY, WHICH IS SUPPOSED TO CATCH THE REAL CRIMINALS, AND FOR THE LITTLE COURT CASES WHICH WILL DEFEAT THE SMALLER COMPLAINER, BECAUSE THE POLICE IS TOO BUSY TO DEAL WITH SMALL THINGS, I want to say,
If you do not look and correct small things, the small things become big things...
let me put to you in a clearer way...
You placed me into a nut house for a week and I was practically invited to medication and to a long stay if I hadn`t fought for my freedom, because I came to complain about a stalker. You got sick and tired of me complaining you
charged the VICTIM and freed the killer...
IF YOUR FBI IS GOING TO BE DOING THE SAME... WE ARE REALLY COOKING WITH GAS...
Therefore don`t mind me if I turn to my ESERCITO, BEN ARMATO, DI ANGELI ED ARCANGELI, CON A CAPO GESU` CRISTO, IL RISORTO, ... I AM READY FOR THE FIGHT ...
and if at the end, SYDNEY AND GREECE AND INDIA AND GERMANY COLLAPSE... DON`T MIND ME IF I LAUGH...whether dead or alife (for you see if you kill me and rob me, GOD AND MY ESERCITO WILL KILL YOU AND THAT IS MY PROMISE:
My prayer at night is this, you are invited to pray with me:
What ??? You do not want to???
I will pray all by self
"Nel nome del Padre e del Figlio e dello Spirito Santo. Amen.
Gloriosissimo Principe, delle celesti milizie, Arcangelo S.Michele, difendici nella battaglia contro le potenze delle tenebre e la loro spirituale malizia.
Vieni in aiuto di noi, che fummo creati da Dio e riscattati con il sangue di Cristo Gesu`, suo Figlio, dalla tirannia del demonio.
Tu sei venerato dalla Chiesa quale suo custode e padrono e a te il Signore ha affidato le anime che un giorno occuperanno le sedi celesti.
Prega, dunque, il Dio della Pace a tenere schiacciato satana sotto i nostri piedi, affinche' esso non valva ne' a fare schiavi di se' gli uomini ne' a recare danni alla Chiesa.
Presenta all`Altissimo con le tue le nostre preghiere perche' discendano su di noi le sue divine misericordie.
Incatena satana e ricaccialo negli abissi donde non possa piu` sedurre le anime. Amen.
ESORCISMO.
In nome di Gesu` Cristo, nostro Dio e Signore, e con l`intercessione dell`Immacolata Vergine Maria, Madre di Dio, di S.Michele Arcangelo, dei Santi Apostoli Pietro e Paolo e di tutti i Santi, fiduciosi intraprendiamo la battaglia contro gli attacchi e le insidie del demonio.
N.B. (Dove e` la + si faccia un segno di croce con la mano).
SALMO
Sorga il Signolre e siano dispersi i suoi nemici *fuggano dal cospetto di lui coloro che lo odiano.
Svaniscano come svanisce il fume * come si fonde la cera al fuoco, cosi` periscano i peccatori dinanzi alla faccia di Dio.
Ecco la croce del Signore, fuggige potenze nemiche.
Vinse il Leone della tribu` di Giuda, il discendente di David.
Discenda su di noi.
Signore, la tua misericordia.
Come abbiamo sperato in te.
Noi ti imponiamo di fuggire, spirito immondo, potenza satanica, invasione del nemico infernale, con tutte le tue legioni, riunioni e sette diaboliche, in nome e autorita` di nostro Signore Gesu` + Cristo: sii sradicato dalla Chiesa di Dio, allontanato dalle anime create a immagine di Dio e riscattate dal prezioso Sangue del divino Agnello.
D`ora innanzi non ardire, perfido serpente, ingannare il genere umano, perseguitare la Chiesa di Dio e scuotere e crivellare come frumento, gli eletti di Dio.
Te lo comanda l`Altissimo Dio, al quale, nella tua grande superbia, presumi di essere simile.
Te lo comanda Dio Padre + Figlio e Spirito Santo.
Te lo comanda il Cristo, Verbo eterno di Dio fatto carne + che per la salvezza della nostra progenie perdutaq dalla tua gelosia "si e` umiliato e fatto obbediente fino alla morte".
Te lo comanda la potente Madre di Dio, la Vergine Maria + che dal primo istante della sua Immacolata Concezione, per la sua umilta`, ha schiacciato la tua testa orgogliosa.
Te lo comanda il Sangue dei Martire e la potente intercessione di tutti i Santi.
Dunque, dragone maledetto e ogni schiera diabolica, noi ti scongiuriamo, per il Dio + vivo, per il Dio + vero, per il Dio + Santo: cessa di ingannare gli uomini e di propinare loro il veleno della dannazione eterna; cessa di nuocere alla Chiesa e di mettere lacci alla sua liberta`.
VATTENE, satana, inventore e maestro di inganni, nemico della salvezza dell`uomo. Cedi il posto a Cristo, cedi il posto alla Chiesa che Cristo ha acquistato con il suo Sangue.
Umiliati sotto la potente mano di Dio, TREMA e fuggi all`invocazione che noi facciamo del santo e terribile Nome di quel Gesu`, che fa tremare l`inferno, Cui le virtu` dei cieli, le Potenze e le Dominazioni sono sottomesse, che i Cherubini e i Serafini lodano incessantemente dicendo:
"Santo, Santo, Santo e` il Signore, Dio dell`universo".
O SIGNORE, ascolta la mia preghiera. Il mio grido giunga a te.
O Dio del Cielo, Dio della terra, Dio degli angeli, Dio degli Arcangeli, Dio dei patriarchi, Dio dei profeti, Dio degli apostoli, Dio dei Martiri, Dio dei confessori, Dio delle vergini, Dio che ha il potere di donare la vita dopo la morte e il riposo dopo la fatica, giacche' non vi e` altro Dio al di fuori di te ne' vi puo` essere se non tu, Creatore eterno di tutte le cose visibili e invisibili umilmente ti supplichiamo a volerci liberare da ogni tirannia, laccio, inganno e infestazione degli spiriti infernali e a mantenercene sempre incolumi. Per Cristo nostro Signore. Amen.
...//pp.347-349 PREGATE PREGATE PREGATE. Shalom
At this very moment I can practically hear someone saying:
"Who does she think she is????"
Well... let me tell you
who I think I am...
I am the one that you are trying to rob,
I am the one that you took my good and clean reputation away from me, with your falsitude,
I am the one who you want to pass for mad in order to rob and to marry me off to a DIVORCEE
I am the one who is yelling to God "Help me God for between your laics and clero there is ACUTE corruption, disruption, dishonesty,propensity to steal, to kill and TO COVER UP AND TO COVER UP AND TO COVER UP AND TO COVER UP
HOW IS THE ARCHIBISHOP THIS DAYS...????????
COVERING UP ...
WELL AS THE BIBLE SAYS, BIG PEOPLE DO COVER THEMSELVES UP...WE KILL ONLY THE LITTLE ONES... AND WE GET THEIR MONEY AS WELL, THEIR FAMILY, THEIR PEACE, AND WE MAKE SURE THAT ALL SYDNEY WILL SEE THEM AS WHORES,
... GOOD ONE.
...I APPLAUD. That is you I think I am...
do you have a problem with that?
(used to say darling Jasmine;
"I do not want to work with you, I do not want to bring a pen, a pad and to listen to you...do you have a problem with that MISS?"
"Good. Here is a pink sleep, GO to the English Head Teacher, Caroline dear."
"Goodyyyyyyy." Jasmine would say. "I`ll have a nice chat with her. She is a mighty nice person, despite her fatness."
"Miss" said one day a y10 student, (after having made a racket in my class including sexual gesture, for which he made the face of all the girls turn in a tomato paste, ... the sexual gesture were directed to me... the girls were stunned, tomato paste looking, and whole minute of silence...)"Miss" he stopped at the door of the classroom, after his racket, "Miss, Why don`t you just put the money into your pocket and act like the other teachers...
it will be much easier for you...
we will do what we want...
I mean...
can`t you see???...
nobody cares for us...
your efforts will be just hopeless...
is it possible that you can`t see that? ...
NOBODY CARES FOR US....
NO TEACHERS GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHAT WE DO IN CLASS...,
DO THE SAME AND YOU WILL BE MORE RELAXED."
That made my heart bleed.
There it was
A student who knew where he was heading...
who knew why...
and because he felt incapable of raising up...
he had resigned and practically was giving a hard time to the very teacher who wanted to help him raise up...
HE KNEW. ENGLISH HEAD TEACHER.
HE WAS NOT STUPID.
STUDENTS ARE NOT AS STUPID AS YOU THINK, MISS ENGLISH HEAD TEACHER, PRINCIPAL, LEAD TEACHER, ARROGANT DISTRICT SUPERINTENDENT... ,P> students know... they are only accumulating... until they are ready to get back at you,
Mr English play boy who makes all 17years old fall in love with you in order to deter them from their studies. I am talking to you stooge, SCOTTISH TEACHER WITH THE GERMAN GESTAPO WIFE... READY TO PUT INTO A FURNACE PEOPLE ....
I will never forget the words the English Head Teacher told me once, when there was the teachers` strike
"She (Jamine) falls in love with all my teachers"
"Stooge of English Head teacher,"
since when a young girl falls in love unless the man, much more experienced, makes her feel something...
LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, SEEING THAT YOU HAVE VERY LITTLE PSYCOLOGY WITHIN YOUR SYSTEM
the bellinbusto OF THE scottish teacher is
the one who makes the little girls fall for him and not viceversa.
FOR MEN HAVE THEIR WAY OF THROWING THE BALL AND THEN HIDING THEIR HAND. AND MAY BE CRYING TO MUMMY DEAR, WHICH IS YOU, MADAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
When Stalkers usually sit in front of judges their only refrain is
"I killed her because I loved her..."
They also say
"IL FINE GIUSTIFICA I MEZZI" 'WE NEEDED THE MONEY FOR THE CHILDREN WHO ARE DYING OF HUNGER... THE CHILDREN ABANDONED BY THEIR MOTHERS AND FATHERS... THE CHILDREN ... BORN OUT OF WEDLOCK...
SHE IS UNMARRIED ... SHE DOESN`T HAVE A REAL NEED FOR THE MONEY...'
YOU SWEET LITTLE ANGELS... who hear the good news, (gossips I mean) with great reverence, and take it so seriously..., (only because it would suit your pocket... not because you do really believe at the lebanese, greek, indian, chinese, musulman ballooning...) which is being told by people who like to go for confession, so that they can hide their aberration..., (just know that I am for "REAL THEATER" as Dario Fo says, I believe that the true theater, is the theater of life, the true actors are the people that you meet... every day, everywhere... hence the importance of PUBLIC CONFESSION..., not private so that you can hide yours sins... PUBLIC... so that everyone will get to know if you are saying the truth or not)
that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.
I guess God must have told him, "Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."
that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..." "Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."
She wasn`t making a mistake. She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear...
And once she achieved her education and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.
HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR... HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING? DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET? AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20 WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED? HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?
HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?
ARE YOU STILL SINGING?
ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."
but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife
HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?
voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante
voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi
luce che estasia
voglio cantare d`amore
cuore che trepida
ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO
MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Something old, something new...!!
He was good!!!!
It must have been me!!
Un mondo pieno di ladri !!
...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!!
you should read this...is so peacefull...
In my dream I saw the string
nylon and finely compact.
The Greek has decided
to call it quits
and get me stretched.
They have tried it once
by his order
It failed because
there was still a bit of order
All is collapsed now
The "DELITTO PERFETTO"
has to be activated
or the Liquidator will loose his face
and that will be highly unappreciated.
When will it be?
Will it be a lebanese
or an indian
to do the deed?
A stooge will be sent
to perform your action.
Stamp your feet, and
break the floor,
I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.
But as dead as I may be
I walk, I talk,
I sing, I love
to haunt you
and your FOLLOWERS
greek junk with the face
soiled of dung...
THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?
"We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..." Tortura 36
Tortura 34
Cronaca Nera a cura di Tina Barbalace
A book to read: Wrestling the Devil by Tina Barbalace
In my dream I heard someone say:
DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...
Something old, something new...!!
He was good!!!!
It must have been me!!
Un mondo pieno di ladri !!
...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!!
you should read this...is so peacefull...