3/11/02


I dreamt that there was a huge cockroach close to a bottle of tomato paste, and my mother was saying they are going to kill all of us, they are going to kill all of us, they are going to kill all of us.

Let me explain

allow me to open your minds

which at the moment are in the dark.

The BIG COCKROACH WAS in my unit yesterday... he was the intruder salesman who carried his child a cavalcioni sul collo e si faceva accarezzare i capelli tenderly by the child in order to cover up the Yago`s shame... namely

to cover up the shame he felt after he had done his good deed

NAMELY

TO GO and tell my saleman that the compra/vendita dell`appartamento doveva effettuarsi con un BLANK CHEQUE.


I was going to receive a BLANK CHEQUE.


Strange last night there was a film on TV, the title was

BLANK CHEQUE


THE Greek Chartered Accountant had asked the salesman to go and liaise with with my salesman on how he can get hold of my money... silently... without making any noise...

Only I was there and the benedict arnold actually parked his car in front of mine.

So I walked in my unit and I said 'HELLO'. Before he went away, I approached him to ask what he was doing there. He said "You deceived me. I said the truth to you, but you deceived me." and he ran away without allowing me to say anything.

The day before I had gone to Mosman to find a salesman that I could trust. I spoke with a few and I was given an appraisal by all of the ones I came in contact with... at the end of the day I made my decision... unfortunately... the very man who was approached by the HUGE COCKROACH... MISSED OUT... AND SO HE HAD TO COME AND LIAISE WITH MY SALESMAN IN ORDER TO CARRY OUT HIS UGLY DEAL OF STEALING FROM THE OWNER OF THE UNIT THE PROCEEDS OF THE SALE AND GIVE THEM TO THE GREEK CHARTERED ACCOUNTANT.


Then I dreamt that

a man was carried out from my house ... and he had a broken leg...


The message was that he broken his leg in my house therefore he wanted WORKERS COMPENSATION


Let me put it in a chronological way so that you too can undersdand


  • Jan 1997... I was on workers compensation (Jan.1997)
  • Sept 1997... I couldn`t find a job. I realised that finding a job was a joke... because the Department of School Education was getting in contact with any of my perspective employers (this is normal for all teacher who go on working compensation... according to the Department of School of Education... those teachers are finished... caput... gone... dead... they do not need or deserve their daily bread)

    (Of course with my case, was even more so, because they had realised I had two units and the proceeds of my two units would have suited them very well... but to do that they had to pack me up in a MENTAL INSTITUTION ... NOW FOX... HOW COULD THEY pack me in a mental institution if I wanted to work... that was no good. I HAD TO BE OUT OF WORK ... AND BE MISERABLE..."

  • But I sort of broke the spell... the normal spell... ehi district superintent...

    I asked for work at a place where the man had actually tried to rape me... and of course the man wasn`t going to say no. So I got the job.

  • Dec 1997. I couldn`t handle the situation. The man who had tried to rape me, now was acting as a gentlemen and this time he was acting as THE DESPONDENT GENTLEMAN WHO DECIDED THAT HE HAD TO MARRY ME WHETHER I WANTED HIM OR NOT.

  • i DIDN`T SEE IT QUITE THIS WAY. I only went there for work... So I said "I quit. I CANNOT WORK IN THIS ATMOSPHERE WHERE YOUR SECRETARY, IF I SMILE TO YOU SHE TREATS ME NICELY AND IF I DON`T SHE CALLS ME STUPID.

  • He said "You better marry me otherwise they will pass you for crazy."

  • I SAID "good one and good bye."

  • I went home, and told my family including my brother Tony entire family everything that had happened with him a long time ago (which Rita already knew) and than I told them to stay away from such a man for he was dangerous. I realised then, that he was very DANGEROUS.
  • My niece approached me and asked me if I could ask this man to give her a job. Instead of answering my niece I answered my sister in law in such a manner "How dare you to say to your daughter that she can work in such a place after I have told you what I have told you, long time ago and now."

    She answered "It wasn`t me. I didn`t tell her. I don`t know how it came in her mind." My brother Tony was sitting there, listening to us... and didn`t say a word.

  • Things didn`t stop there. For the man had really put in his mind that he wanted a wife and I to be it.
  • So he started to pester my brother`s family... until they gave up... and voila`... my brother marches in my living room and attacks me by my neck... he nearly killed me with his wife holding me down... and my mother watching the event unable to do anything looking rather as a corpse staring in disbelief and my brother PA... Staring in disbelief.


  • Eventually my niece rang the bell of the house, so I was released ... my brother and my sister in law got scared because they thought that my next door neighbour that I was calling heard me and was coming to see what was happening...

    that gave me the chance to run away from the house and yell on top of my voice....

    MY BROTHER IS KILLING ME ... MY BROTHER IS KILLING ME...


    Eventually they caught up with me... apologised... and got friendly all over again... expect

    I COULDN`T TRUST THEM ANY LONGER

    FOR I knew that they were sent by the Greek Stalker who at that time has gone in liaison with the church leaders and other accountants so that I could be stopped from any job...

    My brother came, sent by all the above, to get from me what they called to be the TRUTH... what they wanted to hear so that they could condemn me and say for penance you have to MARRY A DIVORCEE.


  • Since then the meetings, and meetings and meetings, which has started on the 29/4/1996 in the school where I was working...

    the meetings, as I was saying, were becoming more frequent...

    my emails were full of threaning messages... MAN WITH AXE,... MAN WITH A WOODEN STICK READY TO HIT... of naked women, ...of children in the cradle...


    the man had told me that he wanted a child and right away.


  • I involved the police... (READ MY PREVIOUS PAGES, NO NEED FOR REPETITION...)

  • MY DREAMS WERE FULL OF SEX INNUENDOS, OF THOSE MEETINGS AND THE LASCIVIOUS WAY THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT ME... AND SO ON AND SO ON... (my pages will enlighten)


  • And now, the Greek Chartered accountant who HAS DEFAMED ME IN THE MOST MISERABLE WAY, WANTS TO BE COMPENSATED BECAUSE HIS NAME IS TAINTED.


    STUPID JUNK.

    It is you who DEFAMED ME MERCILESSLY.

    It is you who went around saying that I had children and killed them, and threw them in the well, and that they were yours...

    It is you who said that you were meeting me here and there...

    It is you who learn all about me throw my sister in law and sister in law sister,

    who listened to all my phone calls and still are listening to my phone calls and are breaking my computers.

    It is you who by listening to my calls, STOPPED ANY JOB AND ANY BUSINESS DEALING AND ANY RENTAL FOR MY UNITS.

    It is you who

    should compensate me for 7 LONG YEARS OF MISERY,

    YOU MADE ME SACKED FROM MY TEACHING JOB which was my whole life


    YOU ENTERED MY HOUSE AS AN INTRUDER, AS A DOG, AND WANTED WHAT YOU WANTED OR ELSE.


    You are nothing but a premeditated assassin who PLANNED THE

    DELITTO PERFETTO

    AS YOU SAID IN MY DREAM.


    My money is not yours.

    AND DON`T GO AROUND COMPENSATING MY DEFAMER...

    by making tomato sauce and cooking his spaghetti...

    you are just starving for a wife... and you stupidly thought that you could force me in being it...


    I have been wronged by you...

    a chartered accountant of whom I expected the maximum DIGNITY...

    and I am not talking about the attempt to rape me...

    THAT ACCORDING TO ME WAS A MISTAKE...

    ON YOUR SIDE AND MY MINE...

    (at least this is what I believed before I came to work fo you... for since then... I think differently... I think that a woman can go anywhere at any time and still be treated with dignity)

    as I was saying

    WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT IS YOUR

    COLD PLANNING of the

    PERFECT CRIME

    in order TO DESTROY

    THE LIFE, DIGNITY, FRIENDS RELATIONSHIP, FAMILY RELATIONSHIP,

    OF A TEACHER AND AN ACCOUNTANT.


    You broke your leg because you were stupid,

    and not in my house

    for I never invited you in my house or in any of my dealings.

    YOU ENTERED MY LIFE, HOUSE, FAMILY, JOBS, UNITS, AS A THIEF,

    as the thief and planner of assassination as you are.


    but if you want my opinion,

    you are not a person... you are the demon in person...


    for in my whole wide life (52Y LONG YEARS) I HAVE NEVER MET A WORST PERSON THAN YOU.


    and I Don`t deal with the likes of you...


    ARE YOU STILL SINGING?


    ONCE upon a time there was a man who came to my house, he said "I don`t know what to do, my wife doesn`t want me anymore..."

    that man after two weeks shot himself in front of the Crucifix in the grounds of a certain church.

    I guess God must have told him,

    "Shoot yourself in front of me, so that they can come and clean up the mess that they have created. You are now a zombie, you are useless for life..."

    that man was driven to crazyness by his own family, and church and surroundings, I still can hear his words in my ears "my wife doesn`t want me anylonger..."
    but I still can hear the words of his mother when she was alife

    "Remember, that my son is much younger than you. You may be making a mistake..."

    She wasn`t making a mistake.

    She wanted that man so that she could come to Australia, bring her whole family

    and then study and better herself at the expense of daddy dear... And once she achieved her education

    and reached her goal there was no reason of living peacefully with him.

    HOW ARE YOU SISTER IN LAW DEAR...

    HOW ARE YOUR STUDIES GOING?

    DID YOU BECOME A DOCTOR YET?

    AND HOW IS YOUR DAUGHTER IN LAW WHO IS SUPPOSED TO GET HER EDUCATION OVER A BOY THAT BARELY REACHED THE AGE OF 20

    WHEN HE WAS PRESCRIBED TO BE MARRIED?
    HOW ARE YOU LIQUIDATOR WHO THINKS THAT YOU CAN ENTER MY FAMILY`S LIFE IN SUCH A THOUNDEROUS MANNER?

    HOW ARE YOU PRIESTS WHO CAN PRESCRIBE A WOMAN TO BE MARRIED TO A DIVORCEE?

    HOW ARE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST?

    voglio ubbriacarmi di te vino inebriante

    voglio camminare ad occhi chiusi

    luce che estasia

    voglio cantare d`amore

    cuore che trepida

    ED ORA CHE TI HO LODATO

    MI VUOI PROTEGGERE????????????????????????????????????????????????? ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????



    RELATED SITES


    Something old, something new...!! He was good!!!! It must have been me!! Un mondo pieno di ladri !! ...don`t go around grinning...the devil first entices then kills...it is better to be on the side of GOD.!! you should read this...is so peacefull...


    THE STRING


    In my dream I saw the string

    nylon and finely compact.

    The Greek has decided

    to call it quits

    and get me stretched.


    They have tried it once

    by his order

    It failed because

    there was still a bit of order

    All is collapsed now

    The "DELITTO PERFETTO"

    has to be activated

    or the Liquidator will loose his face

    and that will be highly unappreciated.


    When will it be?

    Will it be a lebanese

    or an indian

    to do the deed?

    A stooge will be sent

    to perform your action.


    Stamp your feet, and

    break the floor,

    I am unmoved, I am still, I am DEAD.


    But as dead as I may be

    I walk, I talk,

    I sing, I love

    to haunt you

    and your FOLLOWERS

    greek junk with the face

    soiled of dung...


    THE STRING WAS IN THE HAND AND BEING MEASURED BY THE GREEK STOOGE, BUT WHO GETS TO BE SO LUCKY IN PUTTING IT AROUND MY NECK?


    In my dream I heard someone say:

    "We do not want her dead, otherwise all she have will go to her cousins in Argentina, we have to make sure that she doesn`t kill herself... we have to place her with a good ITALIAN FAMILY and we have to model her up... her brain we mean... to like... SEX AND BE A SEX ADDICT... this is the only way we can walk scott free... and with our face clean..., we`ve go to do this..."


    DEPARTMENT OF SCHOOL EDUCATION, I LOVE YOU... DO YOU LOVE ME TOO...


    I HAVE THE RIGHT TO GO ANYWHERE I WANT AND STILL TO DEMAND TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT ... that is for the stalker...

    for the liquidator... I came to you for work...

    for the police... I came to you for justice...

    for the principal... I came to you so that you could teach your clients to understand that that is a school not a pub... to my brother... I came to you because my mother told me that my brother will always be there for me... sorry I made a mistake... I didn`t realise that when a brother marries then the wife takes over and the sister becomes the intruder... who need ask permission to talk to her own flesh and blood.


    I have the right to go anywhere, TO ASK FOR JOBS, to work, to look after my things...PSYCHIATRISTS STOP KILLING... YOU HAVEN`T GRASPED WHAT BEING A DOCTOR IS... GO AND LEARN. AND LEAVE THE GOOD HEALTH PEOPLE ALONE.

  • Tortura 6

  • Tortura 4

  • Cronaca Nera a cura di Tina Barbalace

  • A book to read: Wrestling the Devil by Tina Barbalace


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